see him waiting. see him changing. He's got a shiny nice new lease of life, his heart, his mind, his everything. fate is good and fate is kind, he's in love for the first time. He waits for her other relationship to end. he waits again and again and again. fervent cross-finger wish. please let their false love end.
false starts of the heart. final stormy unsure part. clumsy love-struck manouverings. long overdue requiting, soul-soaring, final rewarding, rainbow colour extravaganza, high fly helicopter never land never-land thermal catching happiness one kiss, who's the lucky one?
awkward mumblings, party fumblings, empty conversation now, stupid farce come to pass, back together and let down, crashing down without a sound, knife-back envy, blood fountain fantasy, silent inward screaming into the blackness and falling, down, down, parcel of emotions i want to keep, places i want to be, my flawed impossible my only impediment always. monochrome take-me-home feelings, empty and brimming, temazepam pill cram, i am quiet misfit here
