i won't allow myself to open up to you, i'm too scared of the damage it might do. it's a miracle you've maintained interest in little me this long, there's no way that my luck will continue. these days what do you see when we're looking eye to eye, do you see my insecurities laid bare, do you see inside and see my love for you, can you see right through my lies, do you see an oily freak from whom you wish that you could hide. in this life you are the one thing i adore you found me and picked me up from off the floor but in life it's a man you want, that must be true and with me there is no manhood there for you soon you'll be trapped in a life that you hate get rid of me before it's too late
