sku sucks
i hate sku. gosh. the only thing good about it is that i have mai friends there...but so junk becuz the fren that i want there the most is in pearl city. and i hardly get to see her that often. anyways im getting a C in chemistry and its so hard idk if i can bring it up. so junk.....

i HAtE it
HAWW!! i DONt WANt MAi COUSiN tO SWitCH iNtO LONOAE'A'S CLASS WitH ME..i DONt WANt HER tO BE iN MY CLASS...WHY SHE ALWAYS GOttA COPY ME FOR....

hey all you bloggers out there....merry "one day early" christmas...oh mai god i cant believe christmas is finally here...its been so fast that its come it hardly feels like christmas..besides the air..hmmm...i am hoping that i got what i want for christmas..but when you think about it, it sounds selfish because christmas as well as all other holidays is just being able to be with your family..and spend time with them as much as you can while you still can...if that makes any sense..like thanksgiving...we celebrate thanksgiving not just for the turkey, stuffing, or mashed potatoes..but we celebrate being a family and being a good one..we give our thanks to be where we are today and give thanks for being able to just be there with our family and celebrate the love and happiness that we share...no matter how hard life gets...we always have our family to fall back on...wellz im side tracking from idk but yah..anyways i hope everybody has a wonderful christmas and a happy new years..

MELE KALiKiMAKA ME KA HAU'OLi MAKAHiKi HOU

BRiNGiN UP tHE PASt
Mood:  crushed out
WELL I WOULD HAVE TO SAY THAT I GREW UP HAVING A TOUGH CHILDHOOD...I HAD AN ABUSIVE FATHER AND I JUST COULDNT GROW UP IN THAT KIND OF ENVIRONMENT...I HAD TO GROW UP TOO EARLY..AT THE AGE OF TWO i HAD TO LEARN HOW TO COOK..(MICROWAVE FIRST OF COURSE AND THEN THE STOVE)..BUT STILL...AND THEN WHEN MAI SISTER WAS BORN MY MOM HAD TO TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE BABY MILK OR BABY FOOD FOR HER BECAUSE WHEN MAI MOM WORKED ( AND IT WAS ALL DAY EVERY DAY..HOSPITAL MRI) WE WOULD HAVE TO STAY HOME WITH MY DAD..AND HE WOULD ONLY MAKE FOOD IF HE WAS HUNGRY...BUT YAH AND THEN THERE WAS THE ABUSE TOWARDS MAI MOM AND SOMETIMES TOWARDS US AND ALWAYS LEAVING US BROKE AND BUSSIN UP ALL OF OUR CARS...WE GOT SO MANY DIFFERENT CARS I LOST COUNT....

WELL MAI PARENTS GOT A DIVORCE WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD..IT WAS FOR THE GOOD BUT I ALWAYS HAD QUESTIONS IN MY MIND THOUGH..."WHY DID HE DO ALL OF THIS BAD AND WALK AWAY LIKE IT WAS NOTHING?...WHY WASNT HE A GOOD FATHER TO US?..HOW COME HE DOESNT WANNA SEE US?..WERE WE BAD KIDS THAT ALL OF THIS WAS PURPOSELY MEANT TO LEAVE US WITHOUT A FATHER WE COULD SAY ACTUALLY LOVED US?"..LIKE ALL OF THESE QUESTIONS AND MORE WOULD JUST COME IN AND OUT OF MAI MIND EVERYDAY AND AS I GREW OLDER THE QUESTIONS BEGAN TO GET MORE INTIMATE..BUT I KNEW THAT THESE QUESTIONS WERE RHETORICAL...AND THAT THEY WOULD NEVER BE ANSWERED..I KNEW THAT THESE QUESTIONS WERE JUST MEANT TO BE QUESTIONS.....

A LittO ABOUt ME
Mood:  a-ok
WELL..MAI NAME IS BREANNA...I WAS BORN IN JANUARY ON THE BEAUTIFUL ISLAND OF OAHU...HAWAII IS DA PLACE TO BE...I AM 15 YEARS OLD GOING ON 16 NEX MONTH...MAI BESTEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD IS JUSTINE...IM SO SAD THOUGH BECAUSE DUE TO EPISODES LAST YEAR SHE MOVED TO PEARL CITY WITH HER AUNTY AND UNCLE...WELL I WOULD SAY I AM AN A-B SOMETIMES a C STUDENT BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I TRY HARD TO KEEP UP MAI GRADES AND THATS THE MAIN THING...WELL THAT IS ALL FOR NOW...BE BACK LATERS...