Mood:
sad
It's been about three years niw that you have been gone.....everynight I know I talk to you in my dreams....Why did you have to leave so soon...I was just now getting to know you better and I was just 13.....my teen years were the years I needed you the most...but I guess God needed you more than I do cause he took you away...I think he took you away cause he seen you suffering with alot of pain....and he knew that if he would have let you live then their would have been more pain....I remember how I told you that week do not drive while your drinking...but you never did listen...you told me you felt like you wanted to drive yourself over a mountain but I didnt believe you....so I left and went and stayed with my brother...the next day I get a phone call saying that you wrecked...right then I knew you wasnt gonna make it no matter how much people said you would.....but I still rushed to the hospital to be their for you.....me and alot of other people waited and waited for hours at that hospital to see if you would be ok....then when we heard the news we was all in shock...you left us...your funeral was HUGE....there were way over 200 people their...so that goes to show that everyone loved you....we all miss you soo much and I think about you like everyday and night..I am trying to be good so when I die I can be in heaven with you....and to make you proud I am gonna be the only one of your kids to graduate..I wish you could be there in person with me cause I know you will be there in my heart.. I LOVE YOU mommy!!!
Donna Carol Bolen (McKinney)
November 12,1964 to July 21,2002