June 21, 2004 Hey baby! OKAY...and here are the pics that your computer is gay about. My theory is that the computer likes the pics so much it doesn't want you to have them. :D I miss you and LOVE you!
June 22, 2004 So I am watching this movie and Neve Campbell comes in late and her boy friend is sleeping on the couch. He made her dinner and bought her flowers and the candles are lite...but yet he is sleeping and she is late. She goes to kiss him and he turns over... :-D I LOVE you! Today was good I guess. I missed you an aweful lot and all I wanted to do was talk to you all day long. You know when you are watching t.v. and you lean over to kiss me....but I'm not there? Do you do that? I did that today...and I cried. :'( That wasn't so good I guess. Please e-mail me back each morning. You come home to this so I want to wake up to something too! I got The Company and Love Actually....I just watched The C. It was ok...weird dancing in some of it. But mostly something new to me and very awesome dance forms.
Things to do on Wednesday...??? Any answers?
1. Run...maybe just a little (in reality we all know I will take the dogs for a walk and count it a day) 2. Clean the pool, the usual. 3. Get cable internet...so this will all be easier. 4. Call my apt.s about my room mate...I WANT TO KNOW! 5. Well of course talk to you a LOT...that is if you don't decide to do other things like yesterday. :-)
i LOVe you...sleep well and I will talk to you when you get up...no J.R. interuptions!
WOW! Just got off the phone with you and I could not hear a WORD you were saying...all it was was loud high pitched sqeeking sounds...hope you call me back! I know you had to get off before b/c someone saw you or something was said to you...it's ok! I still love you! As the picture says up there. Ok...officially time for bed! 2 more days until I see you face to face....and then you know.... :P LOVE YOU!!!
June 23, 2004 So the cutest thing I have ever seen just happened and I have never noticed it before. Duchess was going down the stairs and I noticed something different about it. She navigates with her front legs and just lets her back legs and butt bounch behind her! The FUNNIEST thing! She's so crazy! Oh but then we were playing and she bit the shit out of my toe...it hurt! :(
I read your e-mail this morning and CRIED! OMG...i LOVE you and I miss you so much!!! Why don't you just frive down here...we would both be happier....i planned it...this is how you could do it. You sleep until like 1:30 or so and leave Denton by 2 that means you would get here at 4:30 or so. Then you stay until like 8 or 8:30 and then you go back to Denton for work. SEE it could work! :-) or....maybe not?...but I wish it could work like that.
What kind of picture whould you like to see next?? I have some new ones up....as you can see and I know you love the new sign. I love it too! I thought of some other things I can do on here. I can add like the movie title pictures (promo pictures) of movies I see and then pictures of things I am looking forward to doing w/ you. Also when you come down to see me we take a picture together and post it and write a lil something about what we did while you were here. That way you can look back to when we were together and stuff. Ok...a lil mushy?? Maybe? Ok well just let me know! You know me...I always come up with ideas!
Nancy and I went to Wal-Mart and I got a new rug for my room. It's blue! :-D I hope you had fun hanging out w/ your friends today...I know you needed it. I got a lil tan...and hopefully tomorrow I will get more.
Countdown: 1 day until I see you and duchess pees on the floor! WOHOO!
We got a hotel room for PADRE!! WOOHOO!! It's ours! And we have a JACUZZI in our room! Yet another WOOHOO! YAY! Ok...enough! We are going to Padre and we are going to have a blast...we already knew that! I forgot to tell you something when I talked to you last. Michael, my soon to be step brother, invited us to a party on the 4th of July at his friends house in Killeen. I told him I would let you know and that we weren't sure what we are doing for the 4th yet. Sound like a good answer? It's your decision if we go. We can always stay here and have our own fun...if ya know what I mean. :D
Today was a really great day actually. Even though I was away from you, I feel like today wasn't as bad as it has been the past few weeks. You know this is very good for our relationship. We miss each other more and more so we love each other more and more! But, I do cry every night when I go to sleep b/c I miss you so much. And lately I have been writting stuff....you can call it poetry if ya want...its just crap to me! Some day you may read them....someday! But until then....i LoVe u!!! O...and the bogs are coming in through the doggie door and are ATTACKING me!! SCARY...i just beat a june bug to death w/ the sign I made about the bugs. heheh OK...love you! Sleep well....talk to you SOON!!
*June 28, 2004* Just got done with a weekend of fun and loads of crap!! I spent an awesome weekend with you and then I had to move the last of my crap out of my apt. But you know all about that b/c you were with me for all of it. I LOVE you and I will miss you all week! I hope you have a good few days and there will be lots more posted tomorrow! Sleep good...talk to you when you open your beautiful blue eyes! NITE! :-D
*June 29, 2004* So I missed you all day and there was nothing I could do about it! Boo-hoo! Right! I sat in bad all day long and watched NYPD Blue and flipped channels. What fun right! We went and got movies and then food. I just took a shower...as you can see in my pictures. There is also a hidden message in my pictures. :-D
I hope you start to feel better. I kno it bums you out when you don't hang out with any of your friends. But you have to remember I am also your friend and I love you so much more than anyone of your friends...remember that! I LOVE YOU! and miss you! I hope work went ok and I can't wait until I see you. O....guess what?! 26 days until our 6-month-a-versary! YAY! hehehe...ok just had to make you smile. The weekend after Padre is our anniversary...which kinda sucks b/c you won't be working and there is stuff you have to do w/ your cash. O well, right!
Ok, I love you! Sleep well and I will talk to you when you wake up...hopefully not at 8 in the evening! Tomorrow you are mine! :-D And only 3 more days until we see each other again! NITE!
*June 30, 2004* It was nice to break away from the group tonight...new people. They all were pretty cool and fun to party with. I'm glad I was given the oppertunity to de all of this. I mean I kinda like having some space from you, but then I think of how much I love you and how much I want to spend time with you , and cuddle with you, and just kiss all over you....and then I miss you....and want you! :D Thats when I miss you so much it hurts and cry! I have cried countless days and have missed you from the depth of my heart. And I realize that I will love you until the day I die. Not many people hve found the kind of love that we have and will ever know the happiness that we do. What we have is special and no one can take that from us. I know that no one will ever feel, care, and LOVE you the way that I have. Your mother has something about you that I will never know or get close to...and yet, I am given something that she will never know or get close to. I know your most inner-most secrets and will always keep them. It makes me happy to know that no one will ever understand or realize what a special love we have. That you for being the most gentle, caring, sweet, loving person I have ever been in contact with. I LOVE you with all of my heart, sweat, soul, and blood. I love you, love you, love you!!!! Baby....you are MY baby...nite!
*July 1, 2004* The last time I talked to you was at 7:30...I waited for 4 hours for your call. And it ended up being a call from Roy. I have never been so heart broken and crushed! I have called my father and I will be leaving town at 8 in the morning. I can not believe this has happened. Along with this weekend I am going to cancel out Padre hotel and stuff like that. Another time. I miss you so bad! I have cried for over an hour now and I am just beside myself. My only concern is that your parents are not going to let me see you. Oh god I hope they do not do that. I believe that could possibly be the worst punishment of all. I want you to know that I am going to stand next to you through all of this and I support you completely. I love you!!! See you soon...
*July 8, 2004* So I came home today from my week long vacation with you...well vacation for me! Not so much for you. I had fun with you this weekend and I'm glad I could be there for you. You me so much to me. I know you are upset becausewe aren't going to Padre, but I'm not. I know that some day you will make it up to me and I know that you have other things that are more important going on in your life right not. I mean...we can work something out...about you making this up to me. Like moving the engagment up...maybe?! :-D That would deff. make me hapier and would erase all debt to me! hehehe! I love you! I don't look all that great tonight and the dog won't sit still for me to take a picture of her. Sorry there aren't more pictures. But, then again you did just see me yesterday...so its not that crushing right?
Remember we were talking about a job for me...like what to study in college. Well I thought of something I think I could be good at. You know I love numbers and I am good at math. And I don't want a job that is high profile really...Accounting! I can do that! Its a desk job, which is what I prefer and it has lots to do with numbers and you know I could even get into the IRS. Lots of possiblities with accounting. I think its something that is worth a deeper look. I checked on registering for classes and stuff like that at NCTC and you CAN register early! I knew it! So the weekend I move back I will have my mom go with me to register for class. You should maybe do it too??? Which classes are you going to have to repeat? We might have a class or two together...ya never know! Ok, well thats what I was thinking about. And I did my orientation online and made a 90%...so all I have to do now it take the TASP and register for class. YAY! I think NCTC will be better for me the first year with the recent events and moves and crap. Good decisions!
As I was saying before I moved onto my college subject...your debt to me. Yes...it can be paid off that simple. You too can clear your debt with one simple act...ok sorry...I'm done. No more...promise! LOVE you! I do I do I do! I love you love you love you! oh yea...email me at Whit143@msn.com not my AOL name anymore. Thanks!Ok...bed time...nite sweetheart! Love you!
*JULY 9, 2004* From the Wedding mag- What kind of husband will he make? The Aries husband: This confident, masculine man has a take-charge attitude and energy to spare. Don't expect him to sit on the couch watching Antiques Roadshow with you; he'd rather be active, starting his home-improvment projects. How to make love: The impulsive Aries husband loves to be surprised with you sexual overtures at unexpected times and places. Adrenaline is his aphrodisiac; cycling and rock climbing (or softball?) can get his erotic juices flowing. How to make war: Aries man can be hot-tempered and love a good argument. They'll fight first and ask questions later. If you don't mind a heated scene to clear the air; go for it! Once his anger is out, he usually cools down fast. OKAY!...how true is this?!?! It has you written all over it! It makes me love you more! hehehe :-D
O my dear Codykins! I love you so much! *MUAH* So there are alot of pictures today...the poor Duchess did not want that damn diaper on. She looks so sad! She ran from me when I took it off...when I come into town you are in charge of diaper duty. Well the pups are tired and so am I...we had a long hard and bad day. So good-nite sweetheart...until I see you! I love you!
