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Behind These Hazel Eyes
January 31, 2005
Hmm, I'm not really sure what else to put in...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: well, starting to turn on my launch player
Topic: Poems maybe?
OK, I have made several poems, that several people have seen, but some haven't so I guess I'll put them in.

Believe
How am I supposed to contain these feelings?
They're ripping me apart inside.
I can't hide them from anyone, no matter who.
I can't ignore the fact that I can't sleep at night.
I can't forget about my endless plight.
The one that never goes away.
The one I am forced to fight.
I will never be able to until I can be with you,
day and night, cold or warm, dark or light.
The memories are with me everyday.
I have you but somehow I don't.
When you're away, I become someone I'm not.
The smile that you see and the glint in my eyes fade.
And when you're not with me, I can dream dreams
that help me stay alive.
But it still hurts.
And when the tears fall, you're not there to dry them off my cheek.
Mommy and Daddy take you away from me
because they are forced to face the fact that we are young.
Which is a fact we've faced too.
But we believe, we believe that we love each
other and that nothing can take that away.
So the only thing thats stopping me is the truth being hidden from people
who refuse to believe.
But I'm begging you, please believe, because memories
and a few precious moments cannot keep me going forever.

Eyes
I used to wonder why no one was for me, then I saw your eyes.
They say the eyes are the window to the soul.
So when I got a glimpse I knew you loved me.
All those years as friends seemed to make sense now.
The pools of blue are drowning me, will you save me?
The answer will always be yes, because you?d do anything amd everything in your power to make me happy.
You said it yourself, you told my best friend, in that letter you wrote, remember?
It was that day I saw your eyes, your soul, your heart, and mine at the same time.
I realized that I only needed you, not anyone else to make me shed tears.
You?re like a drug, keeping me alive and well.
?Cause I used to wonder why no one was for me, and then I saw your eyes.
I drowned in them, but at the same time I was rescued.

The following wasn't made by me, but by a friend of mine...I love it.

Drunk Driver
One day I got this email
Some drunk driving chainletter
It really would have meant something
If I hadn't read sixteen others
It said that I should pass it on
To as many people that I could
It said that I could save some lives
Like writing that means that I would
But I didn't feel like sending it
I only felt the rain
The thunder and the lightening outside
Made everything okay
But I did not delete it
I did not send it, either
I skimmed it maybe just once more
Before...
I got up to stretch
I looked out the window
I held my coffee cup
And you did not catch it as it fell
When I collapsed and could not get up
You did not hold me when I beat the glass
You did not whisper love
You had not done anything
Since I was six feet above
That night you left...
I asked you to
I needed sugar, if you can believe
You didn't want to
But I convinced you
I made you think you had to leave
And I was in the kitchen
When I heard the horn's last cry
I was making dessert, love
As you began to die
I wish that I could hate that kid
That-what? Sixteen year old, was it?
But I only hate that liquor store
And the clerk that was in
Who would believe that fake ID?
Why would he give that KID a six pack?
I ask you, how dense could you be?!
Or at least wait until my love came back...
So the email's in my Inbox
It's with it's sixteen other twins
I never did send one of them...
Why should I?
It won't bring you back

Kinda like Seasons
You were everthing that I wanted, but one day you stopped looking.
That thing that you do, how you look at me like I?m beautiful.
Your kinda like the seasons, changing when you want to, coming and going when you feel.
Your kinda like seasons, you change from green to red.
When that happens, it leaves me stumbling.
Sorry for touching your hand, the touch you once needed, and wanted.
Sorry for grabbing hold of your backpack as it swung back and forth.
Sorry for trying to hug you in the lunch line, and sitting close to you at the table.
Sorry for not sharing all my secrets, sorry for not doing something I was supposed to.
Your kinda like seasons. Fading, getting colder as the months pass by.
Cause I notice, your not looking anymore.
So I?m sorry I can?t be perfect, or that I get too in love for what you can handle.
I?m sorry you used to feel it too, and then you changed your mind.

What Happened
Some kind of secret language.
I don?t know how to talk to you anymore.
Ever since that day you changed, I?m not sure when it was.
My thoughts are jumbled in my head, not knowing what to do.
Losing all the closest people I always used to run to.
Love me like you used to baby, wrap me in your arms.
It?s been so long since I?ve felt that way.
Beautiful as I may be, there are others,
the one that?s a flirt and the one whos picture you have, means nothing as you say.
I doubt sometimes how you feel about me.
Look into my eyes and pull me close, I don?t wanna cry anymore.
No one else is there for me like you, I can?t run to my friends 24/7.
Please tell me, or get away, something to make me forget
all the pain everyday, the ones I thought I trusted, the ones I thought I loved.
But wait, I?m trapped in this again because I can?t leave you.
No matter how hard I try, you?ll be a part of me,
my little voice, my soul inside.
Let go some say, it seems as if your not worth it some days,
the days I talk to walls looking for comfort.
But then I get a kiss, a hug, when I can, however sparse it may seem.
And I look at you and wonder once again?What Happened?

One Step Further
One day spent with you is a day in heaven.
Heart feels full, smile as big as the sun.
Your touch, it sets me free.

Come on, kisses can?t carry me forever.
The smell of your shirt, your hands in my hair.
Come on, lets take it one step further.
Lay by me, hold me tight, never let go.
I wanna touch you forever, make ya never forget me.
Run your arms down me, make shivers crawl down my spine.

I?ll love you ?til the world comes crashing
down, I?ll hold you ?til you fall asleep.
Brush past me, hold my hips. Lets take it one step further.
Lay me down, kiss me crazy.
Let me show you me.
The real underneath, the one you haven?t seen.

Let me set you free.
Tantalize you with everything I?ve got.
Shake me, make me, everything I?ve always wanted to be.

The smell of your shirt, your hands in my hair.
Come on, lets take it one step further.
Lay by me, hold me tight, never let go.
I wanna touch you forever, make ya never forget.
Run your arms down me, make shivers crawl down my spine.

Only 3 days ?til you go. I wanna make it memorable.
Just do it, set yourself free.
Just wait, when no one?s around, be yourself.
I know you feel the same as me.
Just do what you feel.
I won?t jump, or move away.
I wanna be close, but no one knows.
So lets just get together and hold each other tight.
Lets take it one step further.
I love ya, forever.

There are more, but I'll leave it at that.
Thanks, and I hope they weren't too sappy.
~Ashley


Posted by stars5/imagination at 9:23 AM EST
Updated: February 18, 2005 6:17 PM EST
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