This weekend was crazy good. I had so much fun with Paul and his family. It was really busy, and I'm tired now, but it was really nice. I liked meeting his family, and I like that he wanted me to go with him....I'm not his invisible stay at home girlfriend. If my family did anything remotely exciting I'd bring him to it for sure, but we are really boring and never do anything.
On Friday we drove for like 7 hours to London for his cousins stag. It was fun. I had a Jello shooter-I didnt like it very much, it was too jello-scummy for me. I didnt win anything, which sucked. I never win anything so I wasnt very surprised. I seem to have bad luck with game thingys. Anyway, we didnt get back to his aunt and uncles until 2:30 am. I was soooo tired. i got woken up at 9:45 by a dog licking my face, it sucked. We had to get up early to go to Whitby. Everyone was amazed that I ate almost all of my breakfast. I do eat.....I do. Breakfast is like my big meal and stuff anyway, so its all good. I'm a small girl and I dont eat that much .I guess my family is used to me not eating like ever so they dont comment on when I actually do eat a lot. It's not that I dont like eating, I'm just never hungry....and I'm extremely picky so chances are if you made it, I dont like it. But it's all good , I like pretty much everything as long as it doesnt have cheese or some kind of sea food related product on it.
On Saturday we went to his families croquet tournament. I thought I might be ok at croquet...I mean how hard can it be???? Well, I stunk. I'm really bad. I dont like croquet so much. I almost lost, but I didnt. When you lose you get these fugly frogs that you have to keep in your front yard all year long. I couldnt stand that humiliation on my first meeting with his family. But I didnt lose, so its all good. I was playing against two kids....but that doesnt matter. I kicked their asses and I dont feel bad.
I got to sleep with Paul on Saturday night.....well not all night, he went to the couch in the morning just incase someone walked down....bad news. But it was all good. I like sleeping with him. I always sleep better when I'm with him... it's really comforting and warm. Ahhhhh. Nice
So we woke up and then we started to drive home. Man it was a long drive. Well not really, but we spent a majority of the weekend in the car, so it felt long.
It was a really fun weekend. I've spent every weekend with him since like mid june. I hope he wont get sick of me..... I wont get sick of him, I think that would be impossible.
Anyway, whenever I'm happy, shite goes down. It's the black cloud that follows me around again. I didnt get the mentor job. That really really sucks. I wanted it, and I thought I'd get it. My interview went really well and she was really happy with me. I'm still kinda upset about it. It would have been a really good opportunity for teachers college applications but whatever. She said to try again next year, I dont know if I will or not. I dont like rejection very much. Today I found out that my last day of work will be the 13th. Thats early than I expected. That kinda blows too. Not that I love my job or anything, I like the money, and not having to do much. So now I have to go find another job cuz I didnt get the mentor thingy and now I dont have this job to come to. I need $$. I dont think I'll have enough to pay for a full year, and I cant get a student loan so I dont know what's going on. I still dont even know if I got in this year. It would be the icing on the cake if I didnt. I cant handle any more bad stuff. I dont want to go into another blah mood. WHATEVER.
Anyway, I'm sitting here, doing nothing. THey are meeting with the new person thats taking my job. I'm going to be conceited and say I'm way prettier than she is and I have nicer shoes and nicer clothes. I hope my dad didnt hire her for full time, if he did I'll be pissed cuz he said my job isnt full time and he'd be wasting his money hiring someone for all the time. Anyway I dont want to think about that. I'm going to get some chocolate and talk on the phone then get back to my stupid billing stuff.
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at 12:09 PM EDT
Updated: Monday, 26 July 2004 12:43 PM EDT
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