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A Princesses Blog
Thursday, 29 July 2004
Just when you think it's over......
I just checked my other blog and Allan left another comment. Friggin eh. Stupid. Even though the person didnt leave a name or whatever, it has to be him, seeing that only two people know the website. Anyway it said "wow. i guess that's it"... I'm guessing he's refering to whatever he thought about me and stuff. Well DUH! Ummm last time I saw him was 5 months ago or whatever. Get over it buddy. I'm thinking that he gets upset whenever he isnt mentioned in my blogs....well why would he be. I guess he can't handle reality--- he messed up and now I'm perfectly and happily in love. Sometimes I wish I could just see him and scream that in his face, maybe then he'd understand. but I dont want to see him ever, he doesnt deserve my company. after begging him to see me for a year and a half I wouldnt satisfy him by letting him see me at his request. what a loser. I feel bad for being mean, but I think I'm allowed to.

He's jsut going to have to learn that I'm not his anymore and never ever will be. He posted his comment on the post I made about the night Paul brought me roses. I hope he feels bad. He never did anything for me...ever.

I'm so happy now. If he cant stand to read about my happiness then he should just stop and go back to leading the life of drinking alone in his bedroom at night and waiting for his cell phone to ring so someone can come pick him up to play video games with him until 6 am.

Anyway I'm at work...being bored as always. I'm planning recipes and stuff, like I always do when I'm supposed to be working. Tonight its m&m cookies. I'm feeling a tad Martha-ish tonight. Pauls going out with his friends so I'm going to hang around my house in my grey pants and make cookies and maybe fix my nails. I'll probably start reading my new book too, while eating cookies of course. It's all good. I guess I should get back to work. More ads to do, more letters to mail.

Posted by stars5/diamonddreams at 1:02 PM EDT
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