OMG. I opened the door last night and Paul had brought me roses. I was shocked. There was no reason, and he really didnt need to do that. They are gorgeous. I gasped when he handed them to me because I was really taken aback. No one has ever done that for me. I still can't believe it. It was soooo nice of him. Thats what makes him the perfect boyfriend. ahhh I love him. I hope that I can make him as happy as he makes me feel everyday. I'm such a lucky girl and I think about it all the time. I dont know what I did to deserve what he gives me. I'm such a plain and average girl and he goes out of his way for me all the time. I'm being really mushy, and I could go on for pages and pages, but I guess I'll stop here for now.
I slept in today. My dad drove in to work, so I didnt wake up until 7:45. It was nice. there is a huge bowl of mini crispy crunches on the desk- they wont be there at the end of the day. I've already had three and I've only been here for 45 minutes. I like chocolate...alot. I dont need real food, just chips and chocolate once a day and I'm set. Chocolate does have caffien in it, so I know Im going to have wicked heart palpitations, but it's all good, its worth it. They dont last long anyway...most of the time.
I'm going with Paul to London and Whitby. Whitby is my home town:) I haevnt been there in a long time. I'm excited to see what it's like after 8 years. We usually stop off on the way to Toronto and stuff, but I havent been there in a while. I miss everyone that I went to school with and I wonder what they've been up to since I've left. Im sure they've all gone away for university cuz there isnt one in Whitby. They probably don't remember me seeing that I left when we were in grade 5, but I still think about them sometimes. I had lots of good times there. I was a weird kid though. I was pale and skinny. I never ate my peanut butter sandwiches at lunch and kids used to call me a stick and anorexic..which I'm not and never was. I did skating like 4 times a week, and I was 11! They used to make fun of my overalls, they werent from the gap so I guess they werent good enough or something. Anyway I dont want to see those people. Maybe sam and jessie one day, they lived one street down from us and we played with them all the time. It was fun. Anyawy it's all good. I'm nervous about going. I want them to like me. We'll see.
Anyway I should get back to work or whatever. I've really got nothing to do. I'll find something. If not, I'll mail stuff. I'm up to 859 envelopes sent.