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A Princesses Blog
Thursday, 15 July 2004
Rainy Day
It's dark out. It was raining when I was on the bus on the way to work. The only thing worse than taking a bus in the sunshine is taking it in the rain....or snow...or taking the bus in general. I totally zone out on the bus. I sit there in silence with no one talking to me, no phones ringing, no emails to respond to, no one paying any attention to my existance, and day dreaming away. Some of my greatest revalations have come while riding the bus or train. Andrew and I came up with the two year plan on the way to school last year. It's probably bad to think of all these things because if they don't happen one day I'll be crushed. I think about alot of stuff....I'm very impatient and I dont want to wait to see how my life unfolds. I know I shouldnt want to rush through university and all that because its a fun experience and blah blah blah, but I want to see if the perfect plan in my head will work out. I know it wont be perfect, but that's what makes it fun. As long as I'm happy and healthy I dont care if I get my perfect house with all the stuff taht I want. It's all good. I guess I'll just have to wait it out, as much as I dont liek it.

Anyway. I'm at work. I'm bored. There are only four people here today. I'm so leaving early. No one is here to tell me not to. Nice. I'm getting my hair cut at 6. I love getting my hair done. It looks good for like 2 days and then it goes back to looking like normal. I might get some blonde highlights. I'm feeling like being more blonde for the summer. Highlights are such a pain though. You have to keep getting them done. Last time I got them was last August. They are almost gone. I know my stylist will make me do it, she always seems to. She wants to make me platinum blonde with strawberry highlights. Scary. No one is doing that to my hair. We'll see what happens tonight.

I always seem to fall asleep with Paul. I feel bad. He comes all the way to my house and I pass out on him during movies. He's so comfy though, I cant help it. Atleast he doesnt wake me up by pushingme off the couch like someone else used to. It's all good. Paul is so.....everything. It's really hard to put into words what I'm feeling. I feel like a total mush ball. I've never felt anything like this before. It's crazy good. I'm still amazed that he is my boyfriend. I'm such a lucky girl, and I think about that every day. I love him so much, and I dont think I could tell him enough.

Anyway enough of that mushy stuff. My house is empty. Everyone left this morning for Fredericton. Sweet freedom. Finally. I like being alone. It's so nice and quiet, but after a while I want them to come home cuz I'm lonely. Atleast I get a weekend home alone. Being alone during the week kinda sucks cuz you cant do anything at night. This weekend is going to be nice. Steph, Kristina, cosmos and sex and the city on Friday and Paul on Saturday. Nice like ice.

So I'm at work. I guess I should do something. It's only 10 and I'm bored. This is usually where I have my cookies, but I've decided to give them up. I dont think it's healthy to have cookies every morning. I brought a peach, but it got all smushy in the bottom of my bag. Oh well. Anyway I'm going to get back to work. I'll write again.

Posted by stars5/diamonddreams at 9:43 AM EDT
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Thursday, 15 July 2004 - 3:00 PM EDT

Name: BoOkie

Wow.. Sounds very sad.. Raining while riding a bus no e-mails, no phone calls, nothing to do but be bored and nobody talks to ya. Man i would go insane. If nobody calls me while im home alone i almost go crazy. I have to talk to someone or i'll start talking to myself or the cat or even the wall. Yeah the wall.. Well i gotta go 4 now. Much
.:. BoOkie .:.

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