It's July 13th and I'm stressing about school. This sucks. I can't figure out how to organize classes, which ones run all year...frig. I want someone to do it for me, I cant do it myself, i'll mess it up really bad. I want to have a day off and no morning classes and none late at night. I dont want to take stats or antyhing having to do with math, but I have to. I have to take a science...yuck. THat would be the reason i was in esp in the first place---> math and science. This is too stressful. I'm going to forget about it until August 11th, then I'll cry.
I dont even know if I got accepted yet. My dumbass prof cant seem to correct a stupid paper and post a mark. If I dont get in I'm giving up. I'll move away or something. I cant be a failure to everyone again. Meh, whatever. It's way too early to think of school and stuff, so I wont.
Anyway I'm at work. It blows as usual. I'm done all the work that I had from yesterday and it's 10:52. I wish my job had a purpose..other than boring me out of my mind. My dad is in the office today, so people arent chucking their work on my desk for me to do. It's a good thing, but now I'm sitting here typing. Oh well. I have to fix that other persons stupid mistake. I have to send out another 500 letters cuz she;s a fucking moron. Ummmm 2003...lets send those ones out---again. Whatever. Their stupidity is motivation to go to school.
Jason wants to go out tonight with me. I dont want him to. I know the only reason he wants to do anything is so he can get a drive home. Last time I checked I wasnt his taxi. He lives totally out of the way. I guess tonight its ok since I'm going that way anyway, but on the way home I dont want to have to drive to his house and all that. I'll just tell him I'm not going. I feel bad but whatever. I dont remember when he drove my ass anywhere. i want to see him I guess seeing that it's been a while, but I dont want to drive and drag him around.
People in this office do not know how to dress. Oh my god. they must not own mirrors. Last time I checked you shouldnt mix plaid and polka dots.....thats just common sense. Its like they havent bought new clothes since 1983. Weird.
Anyway I'm really really bored so I'm going to go eat my peach and wait for an email to come in or something.
Posted by stars5/diamonddreams
at 10:43 AM EDT
Updated: Tuesday, 13 July 2004 10:44 AM EDT
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