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A Princesses Blog
Monday, 5 July 2004
Entry the first
Hello to all that are reading this....probably no one is but oh well. This isnt my first journal, I have another one. It's complicated really. This one is just for me. The other one I had was started to be all about me and the stuff I did, and then my boy friend dumped me, so it became a place for me to write out all my frustration and anger, and a place for him to read all about what was going on. But now I cant write what I really want there. I might have mentioned that I had a new boyfriend, and I guess he got kinda upset and has been berating me with shit...sooooo now I'm going to make a new journal for all the stuff that I dont want people to know. I dont think I'll be giving this out to people...other than the random people who choose to read it. So if you are one of those random people, post a comment! Dont be scared just post.

Anyway a little about me. I'm at work right now. I dont do much at work, other than blog and go on various message boards and Martha Stewart.com. I sit here from 9-5 doing pretty much nothing, then I go home and do pretty much the same thing. I have a boyfriend, the centre of the whole switching blogs business. He is wonderful, in every way that can be imagined. He makes the previous boyfriend upset, cuz he knows that he never gave me anything that this one does, and what I deserved, more on that later. I have a few close friends. Well one really, but since I work all the time and so do they, I hardly get to see them. It really sucks, but I have to make the moneys to pay for university. I'd like to say I was athletic, but I have arthritis thats crazy for a young person, so I dont like to do much because of the ensuing pain. I try to do things that my bf likes just so I dont feeel useless but him and his friends usually do crazy things like waterskiing and other way physical things that I am too chicken to do. I wish I was less of a chicken for him, but I dont think I can change that. One day. Now for the story of him....

I was dumped by my first serious bf in March. It really hit me and I took it really bad. I was depressed for quite some time. I wanted him back so bad that I couldnt do or think of much else. I was really upset. After a month of being single I went to a end of the year party for my program at school and I saw the hottest guy that I had seen before at a study group. He was a mentor and he was leading the group and all my friends and I thought he was totally hot and he must have had a gf or soemthing. Well that night I talked to him for the whole time and being a chicken I couldnt ask him for his number right away....eventually I bit the bullet and got it, but figured I'd never call it. Anyway over msn we set up our first date and from that day its been nice ever since. We have been dating for 3 months now and it's amazing. I love him so much. And I dont mean that in the superficial teenage way of exclaiming love to mark my territory against other girls. This is love. Real true love like I have never experienced before. He loves me to and tells me that all the time. It's really good, but I'm a pesemist so I'm waiting for soemthing to go wrong. That always seems to happen with me. I guess I'm just not the kind of girl guys can love forever. I guess it means different things to different people.

I have a very active imagination and I can imagine everything being the perfect fairy tale , I just dont know why guys cant see it that way too. I can see myself dating someone for a long time. I'm still mystified as to why guys cant either. I know i'm not the only girl that thinks this way.

Anyway I'm at work. So I should be working . I'll write in this all the time. I hope people read this and if they do POST A COMMENT

Posted by stars5/diamonddreams at 2:53 PM EDT
Updated: Wednesday, 7 July 2004 1:51 PM EDT
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Monday, 5 July 2004 - 5:46 PM EDT

Name: BoOkie
Home Page: http://www.angelfire.com/crazy3/ticklez/blogz/

Hey, I just started reading your blog.WoW it sounds like you have alot going on in your life.You sound very interesting.I hope you and your boyfriend kick it off better then you make it seem.Good luck with him.

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