03.05.04 wow. almost a month since i updated last. and i'm only updating to tell everyone that this site is gonna be under massive construction. i'm completely re-doing it. i want it to be more up-to-date, more organized and more fresh looking. i may even be purchasing a domain name soon. i want to further my website and make it more entertaining for people to check out. so while this is under construction, everything will still be available. i may just start from scratch and make a brand new name for it. i'll decide within the next week or so. if you'd like pictures from recent shows since i won't be posting anymore on here for now, you can email me here or IM me at THExBESTx0FxME. anyway, i'm sorry about the lack of udpates, i've just gotten tired of this layout and i want to redo it all...so i've basically just been planning the new structure for this construction. thanks everyone for being so patient....

xx mercedes

02.08.04 i finally updated my pictures...there are a ton...everything is completely up to date as of the pictures i have from last night...kristen has pics from the mest show of me, tony, & nikki and me, nick, & nikki...so hopefully she'll get those to me soon...i'm so happy i finally have everything up to date...oh yeah, my new internet addiction is myspace...i love it...if you want to check out my profile, you can do so here...make sure to add me :) hmmm...what else? i just need to update my journal...and there will be nothing else left to do...i just hate updating that thing...i feel like no one ever reads it anyway...well, i guess i should get to bed....adios xx mercedes

02.06.04 so unfortunately for some of you, i'm not dead...i'm sorry to those of you who care that i haven't updated the site in forever, but i've been ultra busy with work and life...i have a ton of pictures to post, but i won't be doing that til later...they're mainly of gooser & five minute ride (my new obsession). i'm gonna try to organize the pictures page by putting stuff into months, but i don't know how well that would work out. and i have no time to really do that, so we'll see what happens. mmm...i got my hair cut & dyed. i have pics, but i need better ones, so i'll post those some other time...well i guess that's about it...again, i'm sorry for the lack of updates, but i've been totally busy...and i promise new pictures up in a few days!!

xx mercedes

01.13.04 Hey kids. I added the pictures of Gooser from iMusicast to the site. There are more pics of stuff to add, but I'm entirely too lazy at the moment. I got another tattoo tonight (01.12.03). You can check it out here if you'd like. It's in memory of my dad (hence the "1964 1997" thing). It hurts like a mofo right now though. Well, I guess that 's it. Later kiddies.

<3 mercedes

01.10.04 Hey kids! Sorry it's been super long since I've updated...but I've been busy and haven't really had anything to update with. But yeah, I hope everyone had a swell New Years & Christmas (or any other holiday you may celebrate). I had a fabulous time on both holidays. I got everything I wanted for X-Mas, and I got to spend New Year's with all of my favorite people, so it was awesome. I'll have to post pictures soon from New Year's. I'll steal them from Danny or something...haha. I also got a new LiveJournal. You can check it out here. And I'm thinking about switching over my journal on this site from Bluty to GreatestJournal, but I'm not sure yet. My GJ journal is here if you wanna check that out. Anyway, everything's been going good. I haven't been keeping up on my Gooser picture duties...My camera's been dead forever, and I finally got batteries...so I'll be posting more. Especially since I'm seeing them tonight in Oakland. If you're not going to the show tonight in Oakland @ iMusicast, you can check it out live on the web here. Their show at Capital Garage last night was awesome. Also, they're playing with Die Trying at The Boardwalk on Feb. 6, so everyone go...Later kids!

xx merc

12.23.03 yay! i finally added new pics. there are some of blink from twisted xmas and there are some funny ones of me that i took last night. fun stuff. i still have some gooser ones to add, but i'll do that later...oh yeah, and if anyone has a livejournal and likes paris hilton, britney spears, & nicole richie, join danny and mine's community ::superficial WHORES::...we just started it, so it's not completely up & running...but we definitely need members!! thanks, if you join...oh, and there are some banners to help us promote down somewhere below the picture of me & jassen...so thanks again...so yeah, i guess that's really about it...i can't believe christmas is in 2 days...i finally get my juicy couture jacket!! woo-hoo!! haha...well, later gators!

xx mer

12.03.03 not much has been going on. i have a ton of pics that i really don't feel like uploading...i'm so lazy. but yeah...i'm officially linked from gooser's site (thanks donna)!!! go check gooser out here...support the boys!! well, i guess that's about it...later.

xx merc

12.06.03 man...i can't believe it's december already. not much has been going on. i haven't been updating this site as much as i should...but oh well. i'm updating it now and that's all that matters. haha. if you've noticed, i have a neopets banner on this page if you scroll down a little...click that and sign up. it's so awesome!! and i get stuff if you sign up using that banner ;-)...well, i added a bunch of pics of gooser, willknots, and me & my friends...so enjoy...later!!

xx mer

11.26.03 wow...i haven't updated this in so long. i actually added some pics though. they're from gooser's show at aric's cafe last friday. there aren't that many cuz my camera was being stupid. ummm...not much has been happening. i mean, other than my phone not allowing me to make any calls...it's kinda pissing me off. oh, and i hate guys. they're a-holes. well whatever. late.

xx merc

11.10.03 so i haven't updated in about a week...how cool am i? i've been busy...so yeah. ummm...i have a ton of pics to upload, but i'm seriously way too lazy to do anything...and how pimp is my new banner? my bestest friend in the whole wide world, danny, made it for me...I LOVE YOU!!!!! i love it so much. mmm...well, i guess that's about it...i'll upload those pics sometime this week...adios.

xx merc

11.02.03 so i finally got some new pics. they're of my new hair cut!! i got my hair cut on halloween. it's super short. i like it...it's still gonna take some getting used to since i cut about a foot of my hair off. oh well. it's more of who i am right now anyway...and hair always grows back. well, i guess that's it...adios...

xx merc

10.29.03 so there hasn't been anything to update. i don't have any new pics or anything. but for some reason, angelfire is being really cool and putting banners on my site and giving me pop-ups. it's pissing me off cuz it looks really tacky. oh, and to those of you who keep posting those dumbass messages in my guestbook, next time why don't you leave your name? you can talk shit, but not leave who you are...that's really cool of you. whatever. well, that's it...late

xx mer

10.25.03 so i haven't updated anything lately...i went to so. cal., but i took zero pictures...well i took some on the drive home, but they're boring. i was bored today, so i did some survey...you can check it out in the latest entry of my journal. umm...hopefully i'll take some pictures sometime soon to share with everyone...but yeah, that's about it...late...

xx merc

10.13.03 so i updated my pictures. i just added some from this weekend. they're ok, i guess...nothing different. i'm bored. i'm tired. i hate work. i'm going to bed. later.

xx merc

10.05.03 well i'm trying to call kwod to request gooser right now...but the a-holes aren't answering...it just keeps ringing and ringing and ringing. anyway, i said i'd update when i added more die trying pics...and i did...so check 'em out...late.

xx merc

10.04.03 so i went to go see die trying last night in vacaville...it was fucking amazing. i added some pics. they are mainly of my friends & me for now...bri has yet to send me the ones of dt performing. unfortunately, i missed gooser playing...grrr. i'm making a habit of doing that. oh well. so, check out the pics page for new pictures...and i'll be sure to let everyone know when i've added more...late

xx merc

10.01.03


man...i'm so upset. "the brendan leonard show" is going off the air this friday. that was seriously one of the best shows on tv and now it's freakin' gone...grrrrr!!! i don't know why i'm so sad, it's just a show...but it was a good show. stupid stupid abc family. but anyway...that's a pic of the cast of the show. so sad. yeah...so i added some more "old pics" a couple days ago. i kinda regret doing it now...but oh well...so i guess that's it...adios.

xx merc

9.28.03 so danny sent me some rather old and rather unattractive pictures of us from almost 2 years ago. wow. my hair was funky. but even though i hate them, i added them to the mixed pics page somewhere on the pics page...just look for what was updated on 9.27.03 and they're there...umm...i guess that's about it...and apparently my friends aren't getting their act together...grrr! ok, that's it. late.

xx merc

9.24.03 blah. so the "big surprise" hasn't gotten up yet. hopefully within the next week. let's cross our fingers. i'm hoping by then my friends will be able to get their act together. but to make up for it, i added some new pics. i hope that i'll be able to find some older pics on my grandparents' computer when i go to stockton next time. that'd be pretty sick. then i could show you all what i looked like with bright pink hair. lol. oh man...i got my eyebrows waxed today...whew! that hurt!! they look pretty nice & shapely though. i like it. oh dude! you guys have to check out this dope ass prank call if you haven't seen it already. it kicks ass. check it out here. well, i guess that's about it...check out my journal...i updated that too...oh...and check out this band, fall out boy. they're pretty sick...fall out boy...late

xx merc

9.17.03 well you guys nothing drastic has happened to i'm.a.natural.star in quite some time. but soon enough, we'll have something major happening. i can't spill any details, but just know that it's gonna be off the hizey foshizey....literally!!! all i can say is that i have a couple of close personal friends that are gonna be writing for the site. it's gonna be so dope and you'll just love it. it should be up & running within the next week or so. so try really hard not to piss your pants in the waiting...hope you all are excited!!

xx merc

9.14.03 so i added some more pics...goody! haha. ummm...if anyone wants to lend me $70 so i could get a pair of tickets for the used, that'd be amazing. absolutely amazing. i really really really wanna go...and if you do too, you should go with me and it would be fun. because the used kicks some serious ass. blah. i'm bummed now. ok...bye...

xx merc

9.11.03 hey people. well my cell phone broke last night, so i lost everything. all my ringtones, all my pictures...all my NUMBERS!!! so if you guys could email me your numbers or something, that'd be sooooo great. or you can just call me and leave it. thanks...late.

xx merc

9.10.03 i added a couple more pics from my outing with danny t. to frisco. i thought that i had added them already, but then i realized i hadn't...so i did it. ummm...i'm really sick right now. it sucks balls. stupid stupid stupid joey. he's gonna pay. lol. oh, i updated some of the shoutouts. so check that shiznit out...well i guess that's it. late.

xx merc

9.01.03 so tonight i went to the drive-thru invasion tour. the starting line is so kick ass live!! i had such a great time. i mean, my whole body aches, but that's ok. i added pics from the show on the pictures page. they came out really good, so check them out. i have a bunch of other pics to add...but i'm too lazy right now...so that's it for now...late

xx merc

8.30.03 i realize i haven't updated in quite sometime. but that's ok. hmmm...it was my birthday. that was cool. i got a tattoo. you can look at it here & here. ok now my birthday was good and everything, but tonight had to be the highlight of my past week. i had the "best" conversation with mr. chris(tina) guz(wo)man. yeah...i'm sure you'll read this and sign my guestbook...go ahead. amuse me!! but i was really on fire with this convo. so i'm gonna do an excerpt of the day:


sTaR fLaMiNg0: you are such a girl
sTaR fLaMiNg0: such such such such a girl
sTaR fLaMiNg0: i'm gonna start calling you christina, ok?
chris: whatever you say
chris: I'm gonna call you Chad from now on
chris: ok?
sTaR fLaMiNg0: that makes HELLA sense
chris: Christina and Chad
chris: just as much as what you wrote
chris: anyway
sTaR fLaMiNg0: see, if you were cool, you woulda said mark...
sTaR fLaMiNg0: but you obviously didn't get the joke
chris: what?
chris: no I would have said mario
chris: but I don't want to do the obvious

so that was my excerpt of the day...i'm hella funny, huh?!?! hahahahahha...well, that's it...late

xx merc

8.16.03 so i've kinda revamped my site...i like it a lot better now. hopefully you do too. ummm...i guess that's it...late..

xx merc

8.13.03 ok, so i added a bunch more pics tonight. they're from grass valley & my trip with bri to vacaville on sunday. hope you all enjoy. i know how much you like new pics...hehe...late

merc

8.08.03 it's about 2:40am. i'm tired, but i was determined to get up these pictures from my digital camera. they're all up now, so you can check them out on the pics page. there are a ton. hope you guys enjoy. adios.

merc


7.25.03 isn't craig kilborn ca-ute?!? my goal is to be on his show and play "5 questions" or that one other game that i can't remember the name of right now...and then i'm gonna ask him to marry me. hehe. sound good? i love him. well, that's my update. late.

merc

7.21.03 i realize i haven't updated in a little bit. there hasn't really been much going on. i've just been enjoying my summer, taking in slow. i added some pics. they're pic of when i went to san francisco with my photography class about a year ago. they're not of me or anyone...just shots of frisco. i happen to like them a little bit. also, i did a new layout on my journal. it looks nice...i like it quite a bit. hehe. well, i guess that's about it. peace out homie g's.

merc

7.15.03 so the die trying show & warped tour were both fucking awesome. except i missed gooser @ warped tour and i got fucking sunburnt. oh, i got in a fight (actually, i just elbowed a girl in the face cuz she pushed me) during the used at warped tour and got kicked out, which sucked some major balls since i was at the very front. oh well. i got to touch bert mccracken...that was cool. uhhh...i guess that's about it. you guys can comment on my journal entries if you want. not that anyone reads them...lol. but if you do wanna comment, just click the "rock on" link at the bottom of each entry. so i'm fucking tired and i want some ice cream. well, i'm going now...buh bye...

merc

7.11.03 so i finally added the links in my frame to my inside jokes, graphics, and journal. yay me! so die trying is tomorrow. i'm so freakin' excited!! hehe. i'm trying to add more pics from the fourth, but my computer is being a pisshead. well, that's about it...late

7.09.03 i realize i haven't updated in a little bit. i guess there's been nothing to update. lol. well i added a graphics page...yay! it's graphics i've made or that people have made for me. you're welcome to take, but please credit. i still have to make a link for it in the frames (just like my inside jokes), but you can check it out here for now...also, you guys can check out my journal here...well, i guess that's about it for now. i'm gonna go take a nap because i'm damn tired. i'm running on about 3 hours of sleep since 9am yesterday morning...isn't life grand? lol...adios...

7.05.03 so i added some pics from the 4th of july...i took danny down to my grandparents' house in stockton. it was fun. we went swimming and took retarded ass pics. we're such lame-o's...oh well, we're cool...hehe...if you wanna see the pics, just go to the pics section and click on fourth of july pics...it should be easy to find. i have a ton more, but that's all i had time to upload last night...hope you enjoy...

7.02.03 boys suck. boys make me cry. boys need to all go away.
well i've been in a pretty bummed out mood today. i'm just sick of drama with boys...i'm sick of getting my feelings hurt...i'm sick of it all. being single was fun, but i realized that this playing the field game isn't really my game...i get too attached too easily. oh well...it's done. i'll live. hehe...anyway, i updated the pictures section. i'm so bad ass. i put up some hella random pics, pics from when i met the donnas, and i added some pics to the junior prom section....they're super cute!! hehe...wow...working on my site actually makes me feel good...i guess cuz i've accomplished something...lol...well, that's about it...i'm out...late

6.30.03 ummm...is anyone as excited as me that all the "hottest teens & tweens" are in vanity fair? my girl, amanda bynes is on the cover, and so is hilary duff. i bought it today. it's so fuckin dope!! too bad alexis bledel is really almost 22 and milo ventiglimo (?? on spelling) is 26...but whatever...they really coulda put britney in it for all that. it's so tight though...i was hella excited. i'm about to start ripping pics out and putting them on my wall...lol...well, i put up some more inside jokes. i haven't been to the grandparents' house so i haven't been able to make a thing for them in the frames yet. oh, danny t. came back today!! we kicked it hardcore!!! well, as hard as we could while being dead broke...haha. well i'm going to vacaville in el morning-o...how exciting...oh, i uploaded some pimp ass images onto my phone...i got some gooser, britney, justin, christina...so awesome...before i forget, avril lavigne was wearing a bathing suit in this pic in people of her today...she looked hot!! i was like, "whoa, she does have a cute body." i'm not a lesbo or anything, but she looked really nice...kinda surprising...well, later fuckers...

6.28.03 (updated)well i added a page called "inside jokes". i have to make a link for it in the frames when i go to the grandparents' house, but for now, just click here, and you can check it out. those are just the ones i could think of tonight. if you have anymore, let me know...late
6.28.03 Well there haven't been any updates. I've been a tad bit busy, and the scanner isn't working, so I can't put pics up or anything...grrr! I am so incredibly sick of people right now. I hate how people do something to you, but then act like you shouldn't be mad. And then I really try hard not to start drama. Like I try not to get mad about the stuff they do, I really do...but then they repeatedly keep doing it to me, and it's just so hard not to get mad, ya know? I'm sick of being played as a fool. Because I'm far from it. Whatever...I'm done with it...People can kiss my ass...Sorry about my ranting, but I'm out...

6.23.03 Nothing much has been going on. I haven't been able to update anything because all the stuff I need to scan 'n stuff is at my grandparents' house. Grr...I have Die Trying pics from forever ago that I need to scan, but I can't find them now. No good. And I'm gonna scan the pics I took on my photography field trip to San Francisco last year. I love those pictures. So hopefully by Thursday I'll have all that stuff up. And I've been trying to sign up for classes at City, but everything is FULL!!! I'm taking Introduction to American Popular Music, so that should be cool. And that is the only class I've been able to get in to. lol. Well, I guess that's it for now...LaTeR...

6.21.03 So I put a couple more pics up...and I finished the "shoutouts"...so yeah, check that stuff out. Went to see GoOsEr in San Ramon last night. It was grand. We all went out to dinner @ Denny's. That was a rather entertaining experience. Those guys are pretty retarded (in a good way...lol). It was fun though, and Steven B.'s sOoOo cute (HI steviesteviestevie!!! if you'll ever be able to see my site...lol)...And driving home with Joe in the front seat...wow...now that was an experience...Good times, even though I had to drive back really late. Now that was not good...But I got home, and it's all good now. Hmmm...I guess I should stop using this as like, a diary type thing...oh well...Well, I guess that's it...Late...

6.20.03 Well I'm (almost) done with the reconstruction of my new site...YaY! But I hope you all like the new layout. It's not much, but it's better than that other shit I had...lol...I like it better anyway. Some of the links aren't up yet on the side over there, but that's ok. I'll work on them some more. But I just wanted to get all this up because I was sick of that other crap. You can check out my old "updates" by clicking here. Again, I hope you enjoy...And don't forget to sign the guestbook over to the side over there...and don't forget to check out Die Trying by clicking the banner below...Late...