i wanna run away...
the journey
to the world you`re just one person, but to me you are the world.
it`s funny how a single person could have such a big impact on your life. one person can change the way you have thought and lived for the past however many years you`ve been inexistence. what`s even more comical is that that one person usually never realizesthis and will never know. it`s quite a sad thing actually. could this be considered as situational irony?
everything happens for a reason
everything does happen for areason but you can`t help but ask why. why do things happen? have you noticed that you never find out until way later on? when you absolutely need to know why you never get an answer, but you always tend to find the answer somewhere down the road just out of the blue...when it`s not even important anymore.
is it worth it?
people come into our lives and leave impressions that will forever be remembered. they appear before you and provide you with happy and cherishable moments that can be reminisced about, but when they leave it`s a whole different story. the kaleidoscope of feelings that one must go through is unspeakable. no matter how many times things are weighed and re-weighed i find it impossible for those happy moments to surpass the amount of depression being endured. it seems to take a lot more strength to get through the low times of life...some people don`t even make it.
dreams
have you ever had something you wanted more than anything else in the world? it’s the theme of your dreams, the topic of your prayers, the meaning of your existence. a dream that extends and transcends beyond your temporary and ordinary everyday needs and wants. something out of your grasp. something you can only fathom about. how do you get it?
innocence + purity
the forgotten wonders of life
as we grow older and live more we actually live less. we take everyday things for granted. today i watched the birds soar above me in the sky. i forgot how beautiful it was. it`s amazing how they can just hover up in the air like that and have a chance to feel so free. such a simple thing like that brought a smile to my face. i felt as though i was a child again.
tranquility + ecstasyit occurred to me that both these words describe a feeling of euphoria and creates a blissful atmosphere. however, they are both drugs. is this the only way we can achieve this much wanted tranquil haven?
meaning of life
what happens when life has lost its meaning? when you find yourself constantly trying to delve for something meaningful. it`s as if the once flourishing incentive that motivated one to strive for more has been diminished. the passion that once burned so fiercely has been extinguished by a simple breath.
destiny
in my opinion destiny is merely an escape from reality along with many other things. it`s a disillusionment of life, refusing to face the truth. it`s a dimension in which you hope for the best blocking out all possiblities of disappointment and failure. a theory that creates peace within one`s mind furthering the lie. nothing is destined. we create our own destinies with each decision made.
just a thought...
circles.
i hate circles. why does everything revolve around circles? see, even the word revolve is a circular word. i seem to always find myself back at the same place where i had started off. life is just one big circle. how do i break free from this vicious cycle?
