Have you ever noticed that when you say you don't care what people think of you you really do? I mean you say you don't.. but when you hear that they have been talking shit about you you just can't help but get a teensy bit mad. Ya, well that just happened to me. I mean.. I really don't mean to care.. but I do.. which shows up as a problem to me. I guess that means I'm hypocritical? Eekk.. scariness right there. But when someone says that they want to drown you.. you would be a little upset too right? Or am I wrong? O well, so confusing..
So ya tomorrow I'm back to camp. Thank goodness.. I love that place and I can't wait to go back. I guess since I'm a regular counselor this week I get to stay for the BBQ on Thursday. That should be exciting.. hopefully there will be new skits but if not.. O well.
I hate guys who lie.. I mean so many lie. Guys are like toilets... you know?? Eiter taken or full of shit. And so far the guy I thought was utterly gorgeous has been full of shit.. and this shit is making him turn ugly as hell. Okay.. since I wrote that down I'm now over everything. Well Bye.. back to baking banana bread :)
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