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MY SHAUN MOMENTS

This page is dedicated to Rosemary & is a diary of my Shaun moments

Monday March 3rd 2003

Opening night of Joseph in the West End at the New London.

This is the first time I met & spoke to Shaun properly I met him both before & after the show.

Before the show

Shaun came out from rehersals so I said hello & asked could I have a photo taken with him so he said yes & put his arm around me & cuddled me into his chest. He held me really tightly I could have stayed there forever it was soo lovely. Then he asked if we were going to the show so we said yes & he said we had to give him a wave & get up & join in singing & dancing as they were all really nervous.

After the show

Shaun came out all dressed up ready for the party looking particularly gorgeous & sexy in his suit. He was just going to wonder off when I said hello so he stopped to talk to me. He asked if I had enjoyed the show so I said of course it was brilliant as always & he was really pleased with how well it had gone & was really happy! I said iam glad you have more of one more angel in heaven back as you lost a bit too much of it in the preview shows & he laughed & said it is ok we were just trying different things out. He asked if I was coming again soon & said I will see you again soon wont i? so I said yes iam coming again in a couple of weeks & he smiled & gave me a hug & a kiss.

Saturday 15th March 2003

Joseph at the New London

Before the show

Shaun was the first of the cast to arrive I had literally been there two minutes when he arrived & was the only one there with my two friends so I said hello Shaun & he turned around & said hello so I was talking to him & then my friends said give him his present Shaun she has a present for you so I said ok then here you go I hope you dont mind but i got this for you & gave it to him. he said thankyou & seemed to really appreciate it then asked if I was going to the show so I said yes I was going tonight & he said tonight right & thanked me again for his present & bent down & gave me a kiss.

After the show

Well this is my best moment yet as after the show Shaun came out & looked up saw me & came straight over to talk to me. He asked if I enjoyed the show so I said yes of course & he smiled & said he had seen me so I said no you did not & he said of course I did so I said I bet you were you laughing at me then & he said no I was not you were enjoying yourself & thats what we want so I said I bet you didnt see me & he said I did so I said were was I then & he said in the front row & had a big smile on his face. So I asked if he liked his present & said I couldnt resist getting it for him when I saw it & he said awwww & yes he did & thanked me again he said it was in his dressing room & all the others had had been looking at it as he shares a room with them all & they all thought it was lovely. So I said you have not & he said I have honestly & gave me a big cheeky smile. Then we started talking about his beared I dont know how we got on to that he said it was getting out of control & he wanted to shave it off so I said when are you then & he said when they allow me to & laughed so I said no seriously & that he was one of the only ones who had one apart from Lee & he said Phil does to! then said he was having it trimed & taken down to stubble. So I said well you look sexy with it & cute without it & he laughed so I said hey dont laugh at me its true & poked him in the side so he rubbed my arm & said awwww! then he asked when I was coming again so I said not till the end of April & he said awwww & rubbed my arm & said well you would get bored if you came all the time so I said get bored of two hours of you no chance & he laughed so I poked him in the side & said hey its true & he rubed my arm & said awwww. He then said he was off to meet up with some people thanked me for my present again & bent right down to me & gave me a big hug so I had my arms right round his neck & he gave me a big kiss.

Saturday 26th April

Joseph at the New London

Before The Show

Shaun arrived with Lee & came straight over to me & gave me & hug & kiss & was talking to me he asked how I was & how things were going so I said fine I asked how he was & said he looked tired & he said he was as he had been rehearsing & working hard as they had a new assistant stage manager! I gave him his birthday presents for his second Joseph Birthday I explained & he said thank you very much. I said you have been shopping as he had bags from the supermarket & he said yes it was his sandwiches for the day. He said he would see me after the last show & stay & chat to me as he was going home I asked if that was alright if I stayed to see him he said of course. He tried to read the gift tag on his present & I told him not to as I wasn’t very good with words & he knew that as he had my card I said I knew & was glad he had as he had told Allie & he said it was fine & apologised for not replying as he had been busy I said it was ok I hadn’t expected him to. He asked which show I was going to & were I was sitting then said he would see me later

After The Show

Shaun came straight over to me & asked if I enjoyed the show & we had a good talk about it & about Lee as he was Joseph for the day with Stephen being sick I was saying how good he was & Shaun asked if it was the first time I had seen Lee play Joseph & I said yes it was. I asked how his day had been & had everything gone alright he said yes it was good except the second show was a bit slow. I asked if he liked his presents & I was sorry they were a few days early & he said it was ok & they were great. He said he would have to go as his lift was waiting to take him home to Coventry & he said he would see me soon & to take care & gave me a hug & kiss. He went to collect the message Ian was passing on to Stephen so I stood by him I didn’t say anything or disturb them & he said to me do you want a photo so I said yes please would u mind would that be ok? & he said of course not have gave me a cuddle & then said take care & headed off to his lift home.

Saturday 10th May

Joseph at the New London

Before The Show

Shaun was late for the show but still came straight over to me & gave me a hug & kiss & was holding my hand & apologised that he was late & would have to go in he said he would see me later he asked what show I was going to.

After The Show

Shaun came out & came straight over & gave me a hug & kiss he asked if I was ok & we talked about the show & how they were two brothers short & struggling & I said I had noticed! We had a photograph taken together (Thankyou Allie!) he said he was going home to Coventry for the weekend but was really tired & wasnt looking forward to the Journey & wanted his bed! he started to look for Henry who was giving him a lift & said he would have to pop back in for a minute to check were he was & would be back in a minute.

He came back out & said that he had found Henry but they had lost the car keys so he was going to the shop & he would see me in a minute.

He came back & Allie & Lindsey asked him to draw a self portrait for their charity auction for the Robyn Brooks fund.He said was going to draw himself being evil in the show & I said no he had to draw him doing the goofy bit as Allie calls it & he said good idea I asked did he know which bit I meant & he said yes & I told him it was the bit were hes selling Joseph to the ismalites & he laughed & said yes he was going for goofy & I said I prefared to describe it as cute myself. He said he couldnt turn his evil face into a goofy face so he would have to draw another one & drew two different picture of himself! Allie & Lindsey gave him a badge from the Robyn Brooks fund for doing his drawing. He said he would have to go & check if they had found the keys & help look for them.

He came Back out & said they had found they keys he had found them in the green room & Henry had gone to get the car. I said I had been at Coventry at half eight in the morning & he laughed & said wow that was early & I had travelled that far to see him. I said yes of course. Shaun asked when I was back again & I said for the dress circle event on the 29th May. I asked if he was doing it & he said I dont know am I so I laughed & said I didnt know I was hoping he would know & he said he didnt know anything about it other than what he had seen advertised in the shop & did I know what was happening or if he was doing it. I said I didnt know what was happening it was all a bit confusing James joined our conversation & said that he was doing the dress circle event so Shaun asked when was it & was he doing it before or after the show.I said I thought he would be involved after from what I could gather it was just a reception before Shaun, James & I talked about the technical problems with the show James said his shows were best with no lights anyway & that despite them the three shows had been good & gone well! the audiences had been good in all three shows especially the last one I said about the headbutt that had happened with Russel when Lee pushed him down during grovel grovel & Shaun said he had got it in the 5 oclock show so moved for the eight! James said Lee was the the biggest danger to himself & John Marques was to everyone else Trevor came out so I said oh the others will be happy now there the Trev fanclub & he laughed so I said I am the Shaun fanclub & he laughed smiled & said I was the one.

We talked for a while & Henry came with the car so Shaun said he was going & gave me a hug & kiss.

Thursday May 29th

I only saw Shaun before the show as he was unable to attend the dress cirle event afterwards. As soon as he arrived he came over and gave me a lovely big hug & kiss he asked how I was & what had been happening I asked him where the dress circle was as we had to go & get our tickets & have our drinks party & he said oooohhh drinkies & said he didnt know but he had seen it & seen the advert for the event. I said well your useless arent you & he laughed & said He said he had forgotten about it & none of the cast had been told what was happening but promised he would come as he was sure it would be fun so I said well I want you there & they want Trevor & Lee so he said ok I will sort waters (Lee Waterworth) he said he was boiling & he had spent the day in the park as the weather was so nice. He said he would have to go & make his way to the 6th floor to his dressing room & promised he would see me later at the party

Saturday 31st May

I only saw Shaun before the show as I was only poping to the theatre on my way to lunch in Covent Garden he saw me as he was walking up the road & as soon as he got to me he gave me a big hug & kiss & apologised about Thursday night & explained why he hadnt been able to come on Thursday which lead to a very personal conversation. He asked how the dress circle party had gone & I said crap as hardly anyone had turned up. He then asked if I was ok & what had been happening. I asked did he have anything nice as he had been shopping & had his food for the day he opened his bag & said energy food & laughed as he had a banana & drinks of milk & water. He asked what shows I was going to & when I said none he was really shocked & suprised & I said I was going to Covent Garden to meet some friends for lunch & then I was going out for the night he asked were we were going so I asked Tanya were we were going & she said Twickenham so I laughed & said see i dont even know were were going & am just tagging along & he laughed & said you should stay out side for lunch as it was so nice & I said Tanya had said that & I couldnt really as I would burn & he said awww I burn to. He asked when I was down again & I said not till the end of June & he gave me a big hug & kiss & said he would see me then.

He came back out to go & get some lunch & said he was going to get a sandwich so I said I knew that banana wouldnt last you & he turned around & laughed & gave me a big smile.

When he came back he said it looked as though we were having fun in the sun so I said come & join us & eat your sandwich here with us & he said he wished he could but had to go & do his warm ups he would barely have time to eat it before he went on stage & said he would see me later so I said see you again soon.

Saturday 21st June

Before The show

Shaun arrived & came straight over & gave me a hug & kiss said it was good to see me to which my mum who I had taken upto London with me to the show replied arent you sick of her yet then to which he laughed & I said thats my lovley mum in a sarky way which he thought was funny & said that he was pleased to meet her. He asked if I was ok & we had our usual general chat & he told me about him being ill & asked if i had been while he was sick as he hadnt been a well boy & I said I hadnt but I had heared about him being ill. I spotted Trevor talking to James outside the coffee shop so I said theres nice legs Trev to which he laughed & said that banner about Trevs legs was funny & asked what it said so I explained that it was Allies & Lindseys & nothing to do with me & it said nice legs Trev. He asked which show I was going to & I explained that I had planned to go & see both Stephen & Lee had booked for the two shows of Stephens & not Lees so I was trying to sort swoping my tickets for the 2 oclock to the 5 oclock but I wasnt getting very good seats to which he asked was I right down the front as usual in my usual place.He said he would see me after the last show then said he was going in to eat his sandwich before his warm ups.

During the show

At both the 2 & 8 'oclock Shaun came & danced at the end of our row & was smiling and looking at me & then during the last any dream will do at the 8'oclock Shaun looked at me & we started singing any dream will do to each other.

After the show

Shaun came out carrying a pile of boxes & said he was just putting them in the car & would be back in two minutes. When he came back he rubbed my arm & asked if i was ok as he went to a group of girls who were asking for photos with him. I asked if he wanted me to hold his bag while he had the photos & he said thankyou & handed me his bag which had his new harry potter book in. He explained to the girls about him being ill & had a kindney infection to which I said I can sympathise with that I only have one. As He was talking after having his photo with the girls he turned he turned round to me to get his book back & asked what I was doing so I said trying to find out who dies & he laughed & said so I handnt managed to sort the 5'oclock so I said no they were only offering me bad seats & I like my good view & he laughed & said yes you enjoyed yourself again tonight. He said he was going to the girls & turned to me & said goodbye to me & gave me a hug & kiss & asked when I was back so I said in a couple of weeks so he said he would see me then.

Saturday 5th July

During the show

Shaun winked at me during one more angel in heaven & also came & danced at the end of our row & was smiling and looking at me & singing to me.

I only saw Shaun after the show as when he was going in he hadnt noticed me sitting down on the curb & I didnt interupt the conversation he was having. When he came out he came straight over & said he had been told by Phil that I was there & apologised & said he was sorry he had missed me & assured me that he hadnt & would never ignore me. He said that he couldnt believe he hadnt seen me & when Phil had told him he said no way she cant have been. He said that I should have interupted his conversation as he would have rather spoken to me. I said what had happened & he was laughing & said he must be blind he kept rubbing my arm & saying he was sorry. He said come here you & gave me a lovely cuddle. He asked what I had been upto all day so I said we had been shopping & been to hamleys & how much fun I had had he laughed & said he loved it there & looked at mine & Sarahs shopping on the floor & said oh my god are they all yours & laughed He had a photo together & then & Shaun asked what I thought of Henry at which point Lou & Becky interupted to ask for photos after which Shaun turened round to me & said so go on what did you think of Henry then so i laughed & said he was good & had done well but he wasnt James to which Shaun laughed. I asked if Shaun was going home for the weekend & he said no he wasnt going to Coventry but was going to catch his train home I told him off for being to thin & he said he was putting some back on now he was feeling better & rubbed his tummy to which I said no he wasnt & he was still to thin & had to eat. Shaun asked if I was going home tommorow so I said yes & he asked when I was back & i said next weekend. As he was leaving Shaun promised & assured me again & said he would never do that to me never then went awwww come here & give me a hug & gave me a lovely big hug & kiss. I said wait there two seconds & got the chocolates I had brought him out of my bag & I gave them to him & I said here you go your to thin & we both laughed & he said thankyou took them & went to leave he stopped as he was about to go round the corner turned round waved to me & shouted bye babe.

Saturday 12th July

Before The show

Shaun arrived & said hello to me from across the road & came straight over & gave me a hug & kiss He asked how I was & checked I was ok I asked if he was he was ok & he said yes he was fine now. He had been shopping so I looked at his bag & he opened it to let me check & all he had was a yoghurt & apple. I said please tell me thats not all your going to eat & he laughed & said no he had sandwiches in here & pointed to his rucksack I said please promise me you have more than that & you will eat propaly & he laughed & said I promise. I said are you sure or do I have to worry about you & go & buy you more chocolate & he laughed. He sad he was going home to Coventry as he hadnt been for a couple of weeks. He asked how my mum was & asked why she wasnt here with me. I asked if he enjoyed his choccolate & he said yes they were nice & he had eaten them all in the taxi home. He asked which shows I was going to so I said the 5 & 8 to see Stephen & Lee & he laughed & asked if I was in my usual place & I said yes of course. He said he would see me later & said he would have to go & have a shower & do his warm ups.

During the show

At both the 5 & 8 'oclock Shaun came & danced at the end of our row & was smiling and looking at me. Althrough the 5' oclock Shaun kept looking & smiling at me & at the 8'oclock I shouted Issachar during the 2nd Jacob & sons & Shaun had a big smile on his face & laughed.

After The Show

Shaun came out & came straight over & gave me a hug & kiss he asked if I was ok He was with James who was going to get the car as he was giving him a lift home to Coventry James came back & said he had forgotten to hand his dressing room key in so Shaun said he would do it & asked me to mind their bags while he went back in for a minute. He came back out & explained what had happened with James & how come he had brought his car to the theatre & ended up spending £26 to park it for the day as he hadnt been able to park in his usual place as he had been caught up in diverted traffic & it had taken him two & a half hours to get through London. Shaun asked if we had had a good day & I said yes I had had fun & enjoyed myself & he laughed & cheekily said yes I saw & gave me a big smile. I asked why Shaun hadnt done some of the show as he wasnt on for Song of The King & Pharaohs Dream Explained & didnt come back on till Canaan days I said I had missed him & Shirl said she was all worried & panacking were you had gone & he laughed & said awww & explained that both he & Lee he had bad necks so couldnt do that bit as the helmets were to heavy & he was in to much pain to that bit he said he did the changing of the guard but that was as much as he could stand & it was getting worse so he might have to go & see someone about it next week. He said his throat was also sore as the theatre was to dusty & hot & he was going home to overdose on throat sweets. His mum rang to check what time he would be home he said he was looking forward to seeing everyone as he hadnt been home & seen his family & mates for a couple of weeks. He said he didnt really do much when he went home he normally stays in on a sunday & catches up with everyone. Russel came out & gave me a hug & said he was shattered & off to a party a very strange one a friend of his was celebrating the 1st anniversary of her husbands death & having a party. Vivienne also left & said bye to Shaun then when I shouted bye she shouted back bye sweetheart.When James came with the car Shaun said right thats me & asked when I was back & I said three weeks & he gave me a hug & kiss & went to put his bags in the boot & I said ooohh hang on a minute I forgot to give you your presents & he had a big smile on his face I said we had been shopping & he knew he wouldnt escape & he laughed & went to get in the car & James said bye my darling Iam sure I will see you soon & Shaun shouted bye babe.

Friday 1st August & Saturday 2nd August

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Friday 22nd August

Before the show

Shaun arrived & said hello come here & give me a hug & gave me a big hug & kiss & Shaun asked how I was & we had a private conversation.We had a general chat about the show & what had been happening. Shaun said he had no news really he had just been doing the show. I asked was he going home for the weekend & he said yes he was he was going with James & he hadnt been home for a couple of weeks as James had been away & he had been to see Arvid Larson in a cabaret to so I asked how it had gone & did he have a good night & he said yes it had gone well & they had a good night. He said he was suprised to see me as i wasnt meant to be coming again so I explained that Rosemary was looking after me & letting me stay with her so I was able to come. He asked was i still here tommorow & coming & when I was going home so I said Sunday but there was trouble with the trains and with it being bank holiday as well it was going to take me over 5 hours to get home as the trains werent going from Euston & Shaun said awwwwww at least its not on Saturday night. We talked about his holidays which hes now really looking forward to & getting excited about as he hasnt had a day off in 7 months by the time he goes apart from when he was off sick for a week. He asked was i going away & I explained I wasnt Shaun said it was still to hot & I agreed & explained that I had just got off a sauna not a train. George arrived so we both said hello to him. He asked was I sat in my normal place for the show & I said no we were at the side he asked who I was going with so I said I was going with Rosemary. Shaun had seen me coming over from the coffee shop to meet him as he asked who I was over in the coffee shop with & I said all the girls were there but I was still waiting for Rosemary. I asked what was written on his T shirt & he moved the strap of his rucksack to show me it said looney & said the cast had brought him it for his birthday so I laughed & said maybe there trying to tell you something & he laughed & said they probably are. I asked him about being in Liverpool & explained that I had seen him & let me him walk straight past me a couple of times & he said yes he hadnt spoken to me till they started in the west end I also said I had seen him go in the pub & he laughed & said oh yes that pub was a deathtrap right outside the stage door.We talked about Brian being off & I said I had just seen him & we talked about Phil Aaron the Swing who is taking over the roles when people are on holidays or sick Shaun asked had I meet him yet & I said no & Shaun said he was sure I had seen him so I said no I havent. Shaun said he would have to go & have a shower before his warm ups & he would see me in there & later & said give me another hug before I go in & gave me a hug & kiss.

During the show

Shaun looked at me & started singing to me during any dream will do to me & danced & smiling at me during the finale. He also waved to me at the end.

After the show

Shaun came out & was signing autographs I was stood by him & a girl said you were brilliant tonight & I said he always is & he looked up & smiled & me at laughed & said did you have a good one then so I said of course & he said come here & give me a hug & gave me a hug & kiss. He asked had I seen the technical hitches during the show so I said I had. Shaun spotted one of the new brochures & asked did I have one so I said yes I did Rosemary had got me one & that there werent enough pictures of him in there & he laughed & said awwwwwww there was one really good one in there of him for me which he thought i would like & I said no it wasnt good enough as he had his evil face in it. He said he needed one & had to get one. I had a photo with him in his looney T shirt. He said he had to go & catch his bus as it was due in five minutes & he told me about now living closer to the theatre as he has moved house. He said he would see me tommorow & said night nite then said come here & give me a hug i want another one before I go & he gave me a hug & kiss.

Saturday 23rd August

Before the show

Shaun arrived & came over & said hello & asked how I was today. I said I was fine & I asked how he was & he said fine but stil far to hot with which I totally agreed with him I said he was ready for his long day then & he laughed & said yes as ever so Rosemary said groundhog day as James called it & he agreed & said laughed & said yes James came up with that the other day & was right. He asked which shows I was going to & where I was sat so I said we were going to the 2'oclock & 5 'oclock to see Stephen & Lee & Shaun said awwwwwwwwwww no so I wont see you at 10 oclock after the last show then? so Rosemary explained that yes he would as we were going the pub & to get something to eat for a couple of hours then coming back to which Shaun said thats not fair your lucky going the pub I wish I could & then he asked would I be drinking so I said no. He asked were I was sat for the shows so I explained we had been moved & were in the centre of row D for the 2'0clock & Row A but at the side for the 5'oclock for Lees show so I said he would see my Issachar although it was getting better & he said ooooooooooh yes I saw it last night I was watching & laughed so i said it was getting better but it would never be as loud as Shirls levi & he laughed & agreed that it was getting better but I would never match Shirls Levi no one would. He said he would have to go get ready & go do his warm ups then said I will see you in there & later then said come here give me a hug before I go & gave me a big hug & kiss.

During the show

At the 2'oclock Shaun looked at me a few times during the show & during the finale sang to me & at the end came to dance at the end of our row.

During the 5'oclock Shaun was looking at me during the finale & came to dance at the side of me at end as I was in the end seat & He was smiling at me.

After the show

Shaun came out & came straight over to me & asked was I ok as I hadnt seemed myself earlier he had noticed during the 5'oclock & gave me a cuddle so I said yes I was ok so hew asked was I sure so I said yes & thanked him & gave him a cuddle. I asked how his day had gone & he said he was ok but his Throat & knees were sore they had been after the last couple of Saturdays. He said there was a fight during the 8'oclock & asked if I had heared about or knew anything about it so I said know I didnt he said they had gone & danced around & embarassed Brian who had gone to see the show as he was on his holidays. Shaun asked if I had been the pub so I said yes & he still had hold of my arm & said did you have a couple then are you drunk so I said I havent & I wasnt & I hadnt & he said you have havent you & was teasing me even though he knew I hadnt when he finally believed me he said I shouldnt be sober & should have had a couple then asked if I was going back & when I said no I wasnt he told me to go back round & have a few I said I couldnt we were going home & he asked wheres home so Rosemary said Southend & Shaun said oooooooooh I was there last year & talked about the theatre & pub there he said he liked it so I said but the important thing is did you like Liverpool & he gave me a big smile & laughed & said well of couse I did I spent 5 weeks there! so I said yes its not a bad place to live & he laughed & agreed. I said he looked tired & he said he was so I said i bet your looking forward to getting home for the weekend & he said he was & he was meant to be meeting & going out with his cousin tonmmorow but didnt feel like it he was to tired. So I said he should get his cousin round & have a lads night in & have a rest it would be more fun anyway & he ageed & said that was a good idea & he probably would. We saw a photos being taken so we ducked out of the background of Nicoles photos she was having with John Marques we were laughing & joking about being in photos. Shaun signed some photos of Himself & I was holding his arm & looking at them as he was signing them & he came to one & was laughing & said oh no look at my silly face Iam pulling on that one & one of the girls he was signing for said yes only a face a mother could love so I squessed his arm & said hey thats not true to which he looked down at me & smiled & said awwwww. He looked at another one & said oh no iam getting fat & I said no your not your still to thin & I was considering buying you more chocolate & he laughed & said no please dont I love the stuff. He said he was still to hot & I agreed & said it was still to warm. before he left as James was waiting for him we had a private conversation & then Shaun checked he had remembered rightly when I was coming again & said he would see me then & said come here & give me a hug & gave me a big hug & kiss & said bye babe & held & rubbed my arm as he left.

Saturday 13th September

Today was Stephens last day in Jospeh it was a particularly hard & emotional day for all the cast & fans

Before the show

Shaun arrived & came over & said it was good to see me & gave me a big hug & kiss & asked how I was so I pressed the button to start his badge I had brought him that sang happy birthday so he started laughing & I said I was sorry Iam a day early & he had a big smile on his face & was still laughing & said he would put it on later to show everyone. I said I was going to get him a big one with Birthday Boy on but I couldnt resist that one! He laughed & said he was 27 & getting old. I said he had cute hair & russled his newly cut cute spikey hair. I asked if he was looking forward to his holiday & he said yes he was he was really looking forward to the break & a week off. I asked what his plans for tonight were as I thought it would be a busy one & he said he was off out for something to eat & then home for an early nite as he had an early start in the morning as his flight was at one oclock but he had to travel upto Luton in the morning. Trevor came so I said hello & said I was sorry it was a few days late & gave him his birthday card. Shaun asked which shows I was going to & I explained that I was now going to all three as everyone else was going to the 2'oclock & I wasnt sitting in the coffee shop on my own. Shaun said he would have to go in & do his warm ups but said he would come out & see me between shows as he hadnt seen me propaly or spent much time with me so I asked did he want his presents now or later & he said now please rather to excitidley & enthuisiastically so I gave him his bag of presents & he gave me a big hug & kiss & thanked me for spoiling him but told me off for spending to much on him. He gave me another hug & kiss & said he really would have to go.

Shaun opened his presents & then came back out to see me as soon as he had done his warm ups. He came out & gave me a big hug & kiss & thanked me for his presents & said I really was naughty I shouldnt have spoilt him & spent so much money on him so I said I wanted to & I had wanted to spoil him more. He said he had come out to see me now as he wouldnt get chance between shows. I asked if he liked all his presents & he said he loved them & thanked me again & said thankyou for his cards I had got him. He said his T shirt I had got him was funny & he was going to wear it on holiday & would try & have some photos of him taken in it for me. I said the weather were he was going was really good at the monment & really hot as I knew someone who had come back on thursday about which he seemed really pleased so I said he would get as nice suntan & he laughed & said he went red then brown. We talked about Phil Arran doing his bits while he was away. Just then the chior came so I said that I had a fan in the chior & he laughed & asked me about it so I told him about my baby Natasha & that she says I am the funniest member of the audience so he laughed & asked in what way so I said I wasnt sure. Then all the chior got off the coach so I went to give Natasha a hug & Shaun said hello to one of the chaperones & was telling him he was going on holiday when one of the theatre ushers came & pushed me out of the way & straight into Shaun who turned straight to me & put his arm round me & checked I was ok & asked who had pushed me & said get them Helen. Shaun said he would have to go & get changed he was on soon & said he would see me later & thanked & told me off again & gave me another hug & kiss.

During the show

At the 2' oclock Shaun was watching me & laughing at me doing the actions to go go go Joseph at the end of the 1st half as I was sat at the side so was right infront of him & kept smiling at me. At the end he was looking over at me & waving even though he was right over the other side of the stage.

At the 5'oclock Shaun looked at me & started singing to me during any dream will do to me & danced & was smiling at me during the finale. He also danced at the end of our row & was looking & smiling & singing to me & He also waved to me at the end.

At the 8'oclock Shaun waved to me at the end

After the show

Shaun came out last & late for their meal looking sexier than ever in a gorgeous grey suit & pink shirt & tie & gave me a hug & kiss so I said hey get you all sexy in your suit so he laughed & said he thought he would go for a suit since it was his birthday so I told him he should wear suits more often We talked about the show & how emotional the day had been saying bye to Stephen & all & I said I didnt cry till he did & he had got me & he laughed at me & gave me a cuddle. We talked about Darren Day taking over as Joseph. Shaun said he would have to go as he was now really late for the meal everyone else had left ages ago he asked when I was coming again & said he would see me soon & gave me a hug & kiss.

Saturday 27th September

Before the show

Shaun looked up & saw me & was suprised to see me & said I wasnt expecting you today so I said I had come to see George & Shaun said awwww yes hes leaving soon isnt he. I asked Shaun if he had a good hoiliday & he said yes it had been good & he enjoyed the much needed rest he had had a bad throat since coming back though as he hadnt used the muscles in his throat while he was away. He said the audiences had really droped & the show had been going badly & how horrible it was coming back from holiday after the high he went out on & the atmosphere on the 13th. He said it was a Lee day so I said yes it was a Kay day to as she was Narrator as Vivienne was off ill Shaun said he wasnt sure if Vivienne was back so I said I didnt think she was as they still had the signs for Kay in the box office so he saod that they might still have been there from last night. Shaun said come here & give me a hug & we had a private conversation. He said he was off to boots to go & pick his holiday photos up He said he couldnt believe it that this time last week he was on his holidays. I said I was going back over the coffee shop so we walked over together & he stopped out side the coffee shop with me & said he would be back in a bit & would see me on his way back & stop at the coffee shop on his way back past.

Shaun came back & stopped to chat to me outside the coffee shop I asked if he had had a nice birthday & he said yes he had he had got some lovely presents including mine odviously & he had been wearing his T shirt I brought him yesterday. He said it had been a busy day with him gong on holiday. He saw Nicole & Vickis pro plus on the table & laughed & looked at me & said whos on the pro plus then so I said it wasnt me even though I had been up since 5 & had been & sorted our tickets out he laughed & said that was only 3 hours after he went to bed & asked which shows I was going to so I said the 5 & 8 he asked who I was going with so I said Rosemary. Shaun asked what I was going to get upto for the day till 5 so I said we would probably go shopping when Rosemary arrived. He said have fun & said he was going to go have a look at his photos before his warm ups & asked if he would see me later would I be around after so I said yes & he said good & he would see me then & rubbed my arm before he crossed over the road to the Theatre

During the show

At the 5'oclock Shaun watched Lee singing to me during any dream will do & Laughed at me when I cheered when he took his bow with the brothers looked at me & started singing to me during any dream will do to me & danced & was smiling at me during the finale. He also danced at the end of our row & was looking & smiling & singing to me & He also waved to me at the end

At the 8'oclock Shaun looked at me & started singing to me during any dream will do to me & danced & smiling at me during the finale. He also waved to me at the end

After the show.

Shaun came out & was looking for me & saw me sat behind the gate & gave me a hug & kiss & asked if I had had a good day so I said yes I had & asked how his had gone & he said it was ok his throat had been bad to start with but had got better as the day had go on & was ok now. He said he was off home to Coventry with James a he hadnt had a chance with going on holiday so I said I had thought he would be. He told me he had seen & noticed that I had had the same seat for both shows so I said yes I had & explained the story of me getting the same seats. Shaun noticed it was tired & said it had been along day for me & held my hand & asked what I was upto for the night so I said I was off home to Rosemarys as I was staying with her she was looking after him to which Shaun said awww & to make sure I got a proper sleep & rest. We had a private conversation during which Shaun told me not to be silly & gave me a cuddle before he said he would have to go as James was waiting he asked when I was back & said he would see me then & gave me a big hug & kiss. Shaun stopped to say hi & bye to some people before he left & while he was with them I was stood by him talking to James & while Shaun had some pictures taken I asked if he wanted to hold his photos he was carrying & he said yes please if I didn't mind & thanked me. James started making faces in the background of the photos & made me laugh & Shaun heared & looked at me & said whats he upto pulling faces & Trevor grabbed me & asked what I was upto so I said minding the photos & enjoyng the entertainment. Shaun said bye to everyone & gave me another hug & kiss & said for me to take care & look after myself & he would see me soon.

Saturday 11th October

Before The Show

Shaun arrived & came over & gave me a hug & kiss & said it waas good to see me it had been a while about two weeks isnt it? so I said yes it was. I asked how he was & he said he was struggling he had the viral infection that most of the cast had had & he had had it all week & been feeling bad but had managed as they only had 1 show a day & he didnt know how he was going to cope with doing 3 shows today. I gave him a big get well hug & kiss & then said he had to do the 8 'oclock as I was going & he said dont worry I will be there but dont know what state I will be in! Shaun told me that a few of the cast had it & were struggling for brothers & that some where off he told me they had had a replacement in playing Levi as Phil Arron had to be Gad & cover for Jez & the replacement fo Lee as he had been off half the week. We talked about Russel being on his holidays next week & how Brian was the Baker but Phil Arron would do Russels bits as Napthali. Shaun asked what shows I was going to so I said the 5 & 8 so I could see both Lee & Darren & Shaun told me that he thought Lee would still be off so I said Lee can be off he has to be back as 5 oclock was the lovely Lee show & Shaun said I really dont think he will be & started telling me how I had to be nice to Darren & not Judge him & give him a chance as he was still settling in & getting used to everything & was a really nice fella He said I had to tell everyone what he had said & tell them that "Shaun Says" I said I would & was going to give Darren a chance he said that he thought the problem was that all the others were Stephen fans & that they werent giving Darren a chance & that he loved & missed Stephen as much as any of us as Stephen was one of his best friends. Shaun said it was getting colder so I agreed & he said he had his big wooley duffle coat on as he had best keep warm with his viral infection so I said yes he had to look after him self & that I had worn a coat but was determined not to end up in my thermals yet & he laughed. Shaun asked what I was upto for the day & who I was with so I said I was with Rosemary she was looking after me as always & we were going the shows together. I asked Shaun if he was going home for the weekend & he said he wasnt & explained that some friends & ex cast members were coming to see the show so he was staying to see them & spending the weekend here. As we were talking about Lee he came walking down the road So I said the debate about him being in was over as here he come & when he arrived we stood talking to him & checked how he was & had chat with him. Lee went in with a few of the other cast members who arrived & also stood talking to us & checking how he was. We had another chat after eveyone had gone in & Shaun said he would have to go in & drink his cup of tea & gave me a hug & kiss & said have a good one & he would see me later.

During the show

At the 5'oclock Shaun pulled a funny face at me at the start of Potipher & Laughed at me when I cheered when he took his bow with the brothers looked at me & started singing to me during any dream will do to me & danced & was smiling at me during the finale. He also danced at the end of our row & was looking & smiling & singing to me & He also waved to me at the end

At the 8'oclock Shaun looked at me & started singing to me during any dream will do to me & danced & smiling at me during the finale. He also waved to me at the end

After the show.

Shaun came out & came & gave me a hug & kiss & asked what I had thought of the show so we had a chat about the show & what I thought of Darren & thought I was being nasty with him so I explained that I wasnt & that he couldnt shout at me I was nice & I had welcomed him to our Joseph family & was the 1st of our group to speak to him & have a picture with him & get his autograph! One of Shauns friends came out to see him & said he had done well today & he explained he was only half singing as his throat was really bad & had completely gone by the end of the 8'oclock & she said well your smile never fails to light up the theatre & he laughed so I said well thats the power of the Dalton Dazzler & he smiled at me & laughed & asked had she seen his website so I said well why should she when you havent & he laughed & said oh but I have & started teasing me so I said no you havent & he laughed & said I have & he told me he liked it & it was really good so I said well if you had visited why havent you signed my guestbook & he laughed & said cos then everyone would be onto me wouldnt they I asked when he had seen it & he said it was about a month ago so I told him he had to visit again as I had added things Shaun said his throat was really bad & he was looking forward to his day off & a good rest tommorow Shaun asked when I was back again & I told him in a couple of weeks & he said he would see me again then & to take care & look after myself & gave me a goodbye hug & kiss.

Wednesday 22nd October 2003

Before the show

Shaun arrived & I was sat on the floor between Nicole & Vicki & he looked down saw me & smiled & asked what I was doing here on a wednesday so I asked him to help me up & he grabbed my hands pulled me up then gave me a cuddle. I said I liked his jumper & he should lend it to me for the afternoon to keep me warm, I said he had cute hair as he had has his haircut & he said yes & he felt better he was sick of putting gel in it for nothing He asked if I had heared about Darren & Lee being ill & Richard playing Joseph so I said yes we had seen him he was already in & we had a chat about thew show I checked he was ok & wasnt ill. He said he would have to go in & would see me later.

During the show

Shaun was dancing by me & winked & smiled at me & waved to me at the end.

After the show

Shaun came out after the 1st show & went for something to eat before the evening show. He asked me & Rosemary what we thought of the show & we had a chat about the show & how they were struggling with so many of the cast off sick. we told Shaun we were to going for something to eat & he said he would see me after the last show.

During the show.

Shaun danced by me & was smiling at me during the finale

After the show

Shaun came out & we had a private conversation before he left for the night. Shaun gave me a cuddle & said he would see me soon.

Saturday 1st November 2003

Shaun arrived as I was talking to Lee & came over & said Hello & rubbed my arm & I could tell he was full of cold so I said awwww you have got a cold & he said yes he was full of it & felt really rough we had a short chat as he really wasnt feeling to good & wanted to get in & rest before his warm ups we said we had seen James & he really wasnt well either & had said it was like emergency ward 10 backstage Shaun laughed & said it was & he was glad but suprised that James was in as he really wasnt well & told us about what had happened last night. He asked which shows I was going to & were I was sitting so I explained I was going to the 2 & 5 oclock & had a moan about my seats as I was at the side for the 5'oclock & I wouldnt be able to see him as it was the wrong side for where he is for most of the show. he said awwwww & he would see me later as he had to go in rubbed my arm & said he wasnt giving me a hug & kiss because of his cold.

During The Show

At the 2 oclock Shaun was dancing by me & waved to me at the end

At the 5 oclock Shaun waved to me at the end

After The Show

Shaun came out & came over to me & asked was I ok & how had my day been & then asked how was my seating so I said it was crap I hadnt been able to see him for half the show We had a short chat about the shows & how he was then shaun said he would have to go & asked me when I was down again & then rubbed my arm & said bye.

may i return to the begining