This website is created and dedicated to
my mother Eva
and my grandaughter Sapphire
My name is Mary and I live in the state of Arizona
This year has been a sad one for our family
In February we lost our grandaughter Sapphire, to SIDS
and in June we lost Mother to heart problems
I hope you will take the time to look over my website
and if you have the time sign the guestbook
You can start your journey by clicking on the next graphic
to visit Sapphire's site.
Thanks for stopping by and please return again to visit
GRIEVING APART
You are my mother, my sister and my best friend
You are my backbone and I'll love you till the very end
And yes I know physically I'm not always there
Yet my soul and mind is, even when I act like I don't
care.
It seems that death has brought us closer togther
And yet our love is like a floating feather
I float to you and from you and to you again
And as long as my hearts torn this process wont end.
I'm sorry I can't be there to mend your heart
And I hope in the future we can make a new start
So please see that I'm lost in my so called new normal
life
And if I could I would cut out all of your pain with a knife
So mommy please know that I am always thinking of you
And how I'll never know what its like to grieve for two
The loss of your grandbaby who soars through the skies
and the loss of that glimmer that shone in your
daughters eyes
So smile when you see her face
And dont be afraid to cry when you feel Gods grace
Laugh from time to time to know that your still alive
And know that your strength and your love is why I
have survived
Your daughter
Zandi Walker
Page last updated August 8, 2004