Crying on the Inside
by: Stacey Scott
Michelle finished getting dressed and drove to Lance's house. His house was huge. He had the biggest house of them all. It was even on a hill and it was actually an estate. Lance lived in a different section of the huge house. It was just like he had his own apartment with two bedrooms, a kitchen, a living room, and a bathroom. It was near the pool and the he had maids to come clean three times a week. They even shopped for him. Michelle drove around back to Lance's section and parked in his driveway. She went in and everyone else was there.
"They were just abut to watch the tape. Come sit down," Heather motioned to her when she closed the door behind her. There was huge bowl of chips and pretzels on the table.
"What tape?" she asked sitting down next to JC and kissed him.
"The performance we did at half time," Brianna said coming from the kitchen and sitting on Joey's lap.
"You had someone tape it?" Michelle asked laughing.
"Yeah. We knew yall were gonna do something good and we weren't able to see it so we had Roger tape it," Joey said taking a handful of chips and started to feed Brianna.
"We were wonderin why you girls were half naked when we came back after halftime," Lance said laughing. They popped in the tape and it started to replay their performance. The guys started to cheer when they took off their sweat suits. When it was over they clapped.
"That was great. Yall looked good in that underwear," JC said laughing. Heather's mouth dropped open and pretended to be offended. She playfully punched him on the arm. For a while they just sat and talked about the game and watched videos. The guys went into the kitchen and returned about two minutes later. Lance tapped Heather's shoulder and she followed him into his room. Joey did the same to Brianna and they went into the other room. JC and Michelle stayed on the couch. She nervously looked at her watch but didn't really look at the time.
"You ready to go already?" JC asked her. She looked at him smiling at her but then felt herself relax. He looked so innocenet and sweet.
"No not yet," she said. He moved closer to her and put his arms around her. She cuddled up in his strong arms and wanted to stay there forever.
"You seem so tense," he said.
"I am a little," she answered. He moved her so that she was laying on her stomach on the couch. He massaged her shoulders and she felt herself relax to his touch. He started at her shoulders and moved down to her side and furthr over to the sides of her breasts then he went to her lower back and worked his way back up. He leaned over and whispered in her ear.
"Turn over," he said his lips touching her ear. She did so not thinking much of it at first until JC kissed her. Of course she loved his kisses but didn't expect what happened next to happen. Before she realized he was fully on top of her. He continued to kiss her and then moved to her neck sucking gently. She knew it would leave a mark even though it was soft. She was getting worried and then JC moved down and was between her breasts. His hands eased down to the bottom of her shirt and tried to go up but she stopped him. He said nothing but kissed her again. She wanted to stop but knew that he didn't so she let him kiss her. She was actually afraid to say anything. But when JC went to unbuckle her pants it scared her and she finally said something.
"JC wait...." she started to say.
"Wait what? Don't you love me?" he said trying to make her feel guilty. It worked and she didn't want to hurt his feelings. Her head told her to be smart and tell him no but her heart was to strong and told her to give in to him. Since she didn't say anything he started to lay her back down and she did so but not really wanting to. They heard noises in the other room. Michelle tried not to listen. Instead she used this as a way to escape.
"It's getting late and I told my mother I wouldn't be to long," she said getting up and going toward the door. JC held and kissed her hand.
"See you tomorrow then?" he said. Michelle nodded and leaned down to kiss him. She made her way out the door. She slipped into her car her heart pounding so hard. 'That was so close' she thought to herself. She rested her head on the steering wheel to catch her breath. Why couldn't she just say no to him? she wondered. She felt really strong feelings for him and her feelings were just as strong about not having sex until she was ready. She loved him so much and she would tell him how she felt about the situation sooner or later. She was lucky this time. Now everytime they were together he would expect to do it. She had to tell him because they might go all the way next time and she probabaly wouldn't even stop him. She drove out of the driveway making that promise to herself and then wondering how he would react. Oh well she would just have to see.