* Time *
Seconds seem like hours, in which stretch like years
Time passes by so slow without you here
Not being with you feels like forever
Yet it ran by so fast when we were together
Why does time have to be so cruel to us all?
To use it to build something up & then let it fall
When you were with me happiness was a minute away
And when we broke up, its like im living a year in a day
And when im thinking about you,
Time barely seems to pass
Tears then would come out cause it hurts so bad knowing we didn't last
Time may heal all wounds, but i'll always have this scar
To wish and to fantasize to be where you are
It so hard without you and i cant hide it anymore
Still don't know what i'm living for
I cant take this pain anymore
And I know my time is slowly running out
but i just wanna die and forget
What this life is all about
* Another Day *
Another tear filled day
Another sleepless night
Another tortured soul
Another dark tunnel without light
Another broken heart
Another hour wishing it wasn't true
Another death wish is made
It just another day without you
* Her Hand *
Im dieing inside
trying so hard to hide
no one can see the pain i see
And i know i'll never be like i used to be
Everything seems so wrong
And im feeling like i cant go on
Nothing ever will, and nothing ever can
Hurt me more then knowing
Your holding her hand
* Once *
Once, we were together
Once, we were in love
Once, you had me thinking
You were sent from far above
Once, you held my heart
Once, it was just me and you
Once, you made me smile
Even when the sun wasn't shining through
Once, you left my side
Once, you left me wanting to die
Once, you left me all alone
With nothing but teary eyes
Once, you left me crying
Once, our love was unfound
Once, I was told
What goes around comes around
Once, you left me dreaming of you
Once, you left me wanting to re-roll the dice
And now you got me wishing
It could all happen twice
* Thinking *
So many questions i have left to ask
So many memories forgot in the past
Every night i sit up and think about you
Wondering if you're thinking of me too
Even after all this time
And everything we've been through
Thinking back, i still find myself in love with you
* Not The Same Girl *
Staring at this girl looking back at me
Shes not the same girl she used to be
I can feel her tears, i can see her pain
Everything she wanted is dieing
Life feels like its over, the only time something
Seems right is when she aint sober
Shes depresesd, shes lost
Drowning in her own misery
No one understands how much her hurt is crazy
She cant find the energy, just watching this face
Wanting it to end, she'll never find her place
So confused, dunno what to do
All she can do is cry and wish death upon her too
Looking back at the eariler years,
The pictures of her so happy and clear
Now its like she had it all and lost it too
All she has is the tears and memories of you
No matter what she does or where she goes
Its always on her mind,
She just cant take it, so til she ends her life
she'll count down the time
Everyday in her life becomes worse
Like her existence is an error
And i know how she feels since its my
Reflection staring back at me in the mirror
* Goodbye *
My love for you has left my heart
I would of thought i'd be torn apart
Everything about you had me crazy
The thought of you had my vision hazy
But im strong, everything around me is still goin on
Without you i thought my life would be wrong
But everythings alright, I've walked away
I forget you more day by day
* Never *
I thought of you today
But thats nothing new
I thought of you yesterday and the day before that too
Forever and always, no matter where
In my heart, you will be there
Today, tomorrow, my whole life through
I will never stop loving you
* Letting Go *
No more words, no more lies
Let it go before it dies
Hear the words, feel the pain
Last of love dies in vain
Sweet in start, bitter in end
Hearts will break, never bend
Wanting him, hard to forget
Loving him, hard to regret
Losing him, hard to accept
Even with all the pain i've felt
Letting go is the most painful yet
* You & Me *
I cry everynight thinking of you
Hoping that somedays you think of me too
Just cant forget when you left me that day
I still cant think of the words to say
It drives me crazy thinking of you and me
What we were, What we could be
Theres just one thing that keeps us apart
The fact that another girl has won your heart
* Gone *
As the words you speak enter my ears
The more and more it becomes my fears
The break up is hard and i cant take it
I said i dont love you but why fake it?
I know you're the one so dont leave me
And if you do your just another bitch who decieved me
I will come to hate guys and live the hard way
Everything seems worse day by day
But i'll be over you as soon as i try
I just need you to tell me why
If its another girl, i'll understand
Or if its anything else, sorrie i did what i can
but now its over and we both will move on
I'll still love you even though your gone
* You Used To *
You used to look at me with your baby blue eyes
You used to wipe away my tears when i cryed
You used to be by my side & you were my bestfriend
You used to tell me our love would never end
You used to smile at me that way
You used to tell me you'd never go away
You used to hold me close and tight
You used to tell me everything would be alright
You used to mean everything to me, and you still do
You used to whisper in my ear "I Love You"
You used to look at me the way you look at her
You used to be mine but nows its all a blur
You used to tell me nothing would ever cause me harm
You used to hold me but now shes in your arms
Everyone used to say that we were the perfect pair
But instead of me by your side,
Now that bitch is standing there.
* It Hurts *
It hurts when I thought I had gotten over you
It hurts when together forever wont come true
It hurts when one broken heart is how it ends
Cause it hurts to know you’re in love again
Always crying, wanting you to come back to me
I’m locked in your spell and can’t break free
* Him *
I used to hear his heart beat
From a thousand miles
And the heavens opened up
Every time he smiled
And when I was with him
I knew that’s where I belonged
And I keep running Back
Every time I hear our song
* His Best Friend *
No matter what you say, no matter what you do
Through think and thin, I’ll be holding on, loving you
You say you love her
But you cheated on her with me
Still saying you like me
If she ever knows, I guess we’ll wait and see
If you ever come back to loving me
If you ever see how its supposed to be
I’ll always be here, no losing grip, holding on
Even when everything seems to be wrong
I’ll still stand tall, still hold it all, still feeling all
Nothing will change, I’ll be waiting till the end
Until your in my arms again,
I want you to know, im gonna be your best friend
* What if? *
What if I never knew what happy was?
What if I never saw your face?
What if I never lived a dream come true?
What if no one can ever take your place?
What if you and me were never meant to be?
What if there’s no one else I belong to?
What if I wasn’t supposed to let you go?
What if I never met you?
What if we were still together?
What if we were supposed to last forever?
What if we had never got to kiss?
What if it wasn’t supposed to be like this?
* So Much I Wanna Say *
So much I never told
So much I need to say
So much pain I felt
And thoughts that just won’t go away
When you were mine
I was so in love with you
My world was spinning
Didn’t know how to tell, didn’t know what to do
Then you left me
And started going with her
My tears were running
My world was a blur
Now I just wanna tell you I love you
I wanna tell you I miss you
I wanna tell you what you mean to me
While I hold you and kiss you
Im so shy about it
When I try, I get so slow
So till your in my arms again
I guess you’ll never know
* Rather *
I’d rather have bad times with you
Then good times with someone else
I’d rather be beside you in a storm
Then safe and warm by myself
I’d rather have hard times together
Then have it easier apart
Cause even though it hurts not having you
You’ll always be in my heart
* Never Will I *
Never will I leave
Never will I cry
Never will I laugh
Never will I die
Never will I forget
Never will I not last
Never will I stop
Never will I let go of the past
* I Realized *
I thought I had gotten over you
I thought the pain had finally gone away
I thought I wasn’t going to need you
While I forgot you more day by day
It felt like I wanted someone else
It felt like I didn’t love you
It felt like it was time to move on
Like I finally knew what to do
I knew I was gonna be okay
I knew it was all gonna pass
I knew I was gonna be with someone new
And that you would not be my last
I saw that my tears had stopped
I saw that I started to smile
I saw that I didn’t care what you did
And that life without you would be worthwhile
I fell out of love with you
I fell back into my own world
I fell into seeing other boys
And I fell out of wanting to be your girl
I didn’t care that you with her
I didn’t care that I didn’t belong
I didn’t care I didn’t talk to you
Until that day I heard our song
I felt my body rise into the air
I felt it all become a blur
I felt everything become numb once again
And I wondered if you were still with her
I realized I had only blocked you out
I realized I was still wanting to kiss you
I realized I had never really forgotten you
I finally realized I truly did miss you
