*Everyone asks and I tell them i dont know everytime i see you you look right through me was there anything ever there to begin with.yes.no.i still cant let go i keep trying but your locked in my heart you took my breath away with your smile and you broke my heart with your silence i wish you would talk to me and just be a friend some things have happnened and i need someone to talk to. i wish you were still there but im done trying to get back something thats over but im still here for you forever..as my heart lies on the ground in broken pieces you dont even feel the pain im going through you dont know that those broken pieces still love you and always will you dont care that i cry over losing you because your happy now you dont look back and feel bad all you can do is ignore me and act like i never exsisted i wonder why but maybe its because you dont want anyone to know that there was anything ever there or maybe its that you dont care about me at all not even as a friend and wish i wasnt there*

*You have so much power over me, you'd be surprised if you only knew...i wonder what you'd say if you knew that i woke up every morning with you on my mind, showering thinking of you, listening to my music thinking of you, puttin on my make-up for you, fixing my hair for you, wearing skirts for you, laying out in the sun to be tan for you, sittin in school thinking of you, walking in the hallways looking for you during and in between class, talkin on the phone about you, lying in bed at nite thinking of you, and falling asleep thinking of you. If only you knew..how you send my heart spinning every time you look into my eyes and stare until we pass. If only you knew how everything around me darkens, the voices all around me fade, all i hear is my heart pounding, and all i see are your beautiful eyes staring into mine. If only you knew how much you meant to me...i just wonder what you'd say...*

*When you date someone, you must respect their values, thoughts and beliefs. You have to understand that their friends mean a lot to them, well at least they should. Spending time w/that person is something you want to do all the time but there must be time for friends. The value of a friendship is and should be so much more important than a guy (or girl) that you have been dating. When a friendship is like that is lost over a guy or girl, it's plain stupidity. Who's going to be there when that so called 'love of your life' is gone? When things go bad, who are you going to talk to? Let me just say this, DO NOT call up your once best friend, crying cuz things didn't work out...they will not want to hear it, there won't be time for you then cuz you obviously didn't need them before. When getting in a relationship, what friends think doesn't really matter to much, but to a point their opinion matters. Listen to what they have to say, when they tell you you are being treated like crap, maybe you should open up your eyes, get your head out of where ever it might be and try to see what they are saying. When everyone tells you the same thing, something in your eyes must be wrong. It's ridiculous that a best friend is lost*

*If you have ever been in love, you will know how I feel. But this special love goes beyond that ordinary love. This love is more deeper and means more than anything. No one has ever made me feel that way besides him, and I cant even find any words to desccribe it. The littlest things make you so happy, and the smallest smiles from him make you want to look at him forever. The looks he gave me made me feel so wanted and so incredible inside...but like most love, it ends unexpectedly, and you are left with just the memories and your heart is broken into so many pieces you probably couldnt even count them. You stay awake for hours thinking about things you could have done differently, and things you could have said to make him stay.Its too late now, you cant go back to how it used to be...and you cant go to where you want it to be. All you can do is wait, because if the love you had was true...someday it could return to you, and when it does, you should always say whats on your mind so you have no regrets...because in the long run the things you didnt say are the things you wish you had said*

Facts of Life

1. At least 5 people in this world, love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you, in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you, is because they want to be just like you.
4.A smile from you, can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5.Everynight, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. Without you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique, in your own way.
9. Someone that you don't know even exists, loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned it's back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it.
13. Always remember complements you received, forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that their great

*You may not know it yet, maybe you'll never even think about it...but I'm special. You're gonna meet a lot of girls throughout your life...and a lot of them will be special to you. But I'm telling you right now, you'll never find another me. So take another look around you Buddy. Because I'm leaving and I may never come back. Are you going to let this princess just walk out of your life? Or are you going to make her sit down and try on that glass slipper you're holding? And if she does take the time to try it on, are you going to hope it fits?*

*I hate the way u talk to me & the way u cut ur hair, I hate the way u drive my car, I hate it when u stare. I hate ur big dumb combat boots, & the way u read my mind, I hate u so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way ur always right, I hate it when u lie, I hate it when u make me laugh, even worse when u make me cry. I hate it that ur not around, & the fact that u didnt call, but mostly I hate the way I dont hate u not even close,not at all*

*Just once i want to be too hard to leave.. i want sumone else to stay up all night n think about me.. i want sumone who will kiss me w/ their eyes closed tight n not let go right away when they hug me.. i want to spend the whole day w/ them n have that be enough.. Sumone who wont say "i love u" or "I'll never leave u" if they dont mean it.. im tired of not being enough.. im tired of cryin over U.. one day ull look back n realize what u had n regret leaving it...*

*If youve ever been depressed, then maybe you know where I'm coming from, it's like one minute youre fine, and the next minute something happens that makes you think, I mean really think, and then youre totally empty, the only thoughts that are in your head are negative and it makes you feel totally alone, like you dont mean anything to anyone. All you want to do is tell someone how you feel, but you don't want their pity, and even if you could tell someone, nothing would come out right. You don't want to laugh, or smile, or whine, or argue, or even be stubborn and difficult, you just want to go to bed and cry and hope the feeling passes, and sometimes it does, but it always seems to come back. You think that all your friends hate you and only talk to you because they feel bad for you. You know complete strangers judge you just because of how you look and how you act.. and when you think about how youre not as beautiful as the crowd that surrounds you.. it makes you feel even worse. And of the two people that are supposed to love you most in this world... one left you, and the other has to scream at you sometimes because they get angry and upset too. You feel like you will probably search your whole life for that one person that you can totally trust, that you can love forever, who will never hurt you, but you know somewhere deep down that you'll probably never find him, he probably doesnt even exist... so you just give up, and tell yourself that others live without that kind of love, so you can too. You want so desperately to be alone, but at the same time you fear it so much. You know how it feels to know that youre a bad person, to let your friends down and always be selfish, untrusting, isolated, self conscious, bitter, whiny, and obsessive. You listen to what everyone else has to say, but you never tell them how you feel, because that would mean revealing part of yourself, and you just cant do that, you cant let anyone really know you, and your opinion wouldnt matter to them anyway. And most of all if you took the time to sit down and try to get all your feelings out for the first time in your life... it would completely overwhelm you, and if anyone ever listened to all that, they would have to agree with you 100%. You know how that feels, don't you? No, I guess you don't*

*i couldnt stop crying over the fact that i might lose you. i love you more than anything else on this earth. theres nothing that will ever stop me from loving you, and you should know that. Im always here for you, ill do anything. if you ever need to talk call, or just come over, or whatever you want. You have always managed to pull through for me and always been there for me, and i want to do the same with you. i know how you feel right now because although we may be coming from different angles were still facing the same problem. Just never ever feel like i wont be here for you. you mean so much to me, i would die for you. I love you- never forget that, and never even let the thought cross your mind that i will ever stop loving you. Life gets a little rough sometimes and friends are there for eachother through the good and bad...so dont ever forget that. i love you, lots*

*You ask me if I love you and I don't answer, well the truth is I do love you and I don't want to admit it, not even to myself, because if I love you then I am opening myself up to be hurt by you, I know how you are, you hurt people with out even a second thought, so what makes me think that I would be any different just because you say you love me, means nothing they are just words. I know what you mean to me and to lose you would be the worst possible feeling. But to admit to loving you and to lose you, that would be absolutely unbearable. So next time you ask me and I do not answer please let me know that it is just my heart that is afraid of you, my body and mind tell me to let you into my life and to never let go. By my heart says to keep my distance and be careful not to get too invovled. I think I'll trust my heart this time.*

*Am I mad? Thats ur main concern after shattering my world? Mad 4 wat? 4 breaking my heart? Or taking my innocence away? Or all the lies? Maybe 4 letting me put all my trust in u only 2 be betrayed? Or that I do things 4 u that u dont even deserve? How about the fact that u didnt have the decency 2 tell me 2 my face? Or the way u think its crazy that Im crying ova it, b/c u think breaking up is no big deal? Ha..Am I mad? No..More like crushed!*

*Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. I say fall head over heels, find someone you can love like crazy & who will love you the same way back. How do you find them? Well you forget your head & you listen to your heart. And I'm not hearing any heart. Because the truth is honey, there's no sense living your life without this, to make the journey and not fall deeply in love...well you haven't lived a life at all. But you have to try because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived*

*i love u because i know ur always there..there to catch me when i fall...there to listen when i need u, there when i feel alone. i love u becuz u understand me..u know how i feel even when i can't say it...u know i'm not as strong as i say and still u never let me know that i'm not fooling u. i love u becuz u make me believe, believe that i am not worthless...believe that i can be loved, am loved, and can love others. i love u becuz u know, u know i feel this way but can't say it and still you wait...letting me take my time to come to terms with the fact that i love u...would give my life up to be with u...and about all...never hurt u...lie to u...or leave u. now i hope u understand.*

*I'm so sorry. I know I did something terrible, horrible, to you, and if I could take it back i would. Sometimes I wish you would just do something horrible to me and then we'd be even. But you, you would never do that. It's just all these things are happening and I need someone. You're the only one I can talk to. You've always been the only one*

*So what if I always think about you! Or if I sit around and wait for you to call! Its my life isn't it? And who cares that I spend almost half of every day thinking about you, and the other half dreaming about you, Its my Life. And who cares if I pick out my clothes or how i wear my hair and what color lipstick over what I think you would like......It's my life right? Well I guess if everything i do revolves around you...maybe it isn't my life anymore*

*Out of all the things I look forward to doing in life with you is sleeping with you. Not making love, although I look forward to that, too. But even more so.. just sleeping.. in the same bed with you, holding you in my arms and having you fall asleep on my chest. Waking up with you right there next to me. That's what I want. That's what I look forward to.*

*As much as you don't want to admit it, you love me. I know that you love me. If you didn't love me then why would you keep coming back to me? Why would everything be just me and you? Why do you get mad to see me with another guy? Why, if I am dancing with another guy holding me so tight, do you pull the girl you are dancing with closer everytime I look at you? You afraid to admit that you love me. When you broke my heart you thought it wouldn't mean anything, that I would still be madly in love with you and I wouldn't move on. But I can tell even by the way you look at me that you miss me. You miss 'US'. And even though right now I am happy with someone else, we both know that someday.... there will be an 'US' again*

*Maybe it's the way you grab my hand and hold it...or the way you kiss me...or maybe it's the way you let me put my arms around you...maybe it's the way you look at me...and your smile just makes me melt...maybe it's the way we can talk on the phone for hours...about absolutely nothing but I still feel like I just had the best conversation of my whole life...maybe it's the way that I want to break down and cry when I think about how you hold me up on a pedestal...maybe that's it...that makes me want you so much*

*You know your in love when.... You can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they are gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said good-bye. You can tell your in love when you miss them before their even gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spine. When they are the only thing you can think about. You know your in love when you can see all their hopes, dreams, and soul when you look in their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning and say "I love you" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt but their heart. When they are hurt just because of these tears. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know your in love when you can't imagine living without them, and can't figure, how did you live before you even knew them. When they fulfill every need and without them you are incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and soul, and mind all at once*

*You are so perfect for me. My life definitely changed when I met you, and it just keeps getting better everyday. I say to myself I've never loved anyone so much, yet everyday I love you a little more. There's nothing that can compare to the feelings I get from loving you so much, and knowing that you love me too. Wow, you honestly do complete me.*

* After we hung up the phone last night, I just sat there in the dark. All of a sudden tears started running down my face. I didn't understand how I could be crying when I was so happy, but then I realized they were tears of joy. How lucky I am to have someone like you, someone so understanding, and so caring. The more I thought about how great you are, the more the tears ran down my cheeks.*

*You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason its so confusing is because its love. but if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point?*

*Why I love you is a hard question to answer. I love you because you care for me like no one else I know. I love the way I feel in your arms, so safe from all the dangers in the world. I love your eyes, so hypnotic and mesmerizing, beautiful to gaze into, and yet never revealing to me. I can't explain every way that I love you because that's impossible. But I can say that I love you because you are you.*

*...and I know this sounds repetitious, but God, I love you. You are my best friend, my biggest fan, and my whole world. You have loved me, and put up with me, through everything that has gone wrong in my life. Even when I made the decision to go to school 3,000 miles away from your shining eyes, your love never wavered, for the simple reason you knew it was something I needed to do. You are my whole heart, and I know that this, we, were meant to be.*

*Ever since I was young, I never really understood anything about the world. And I never understood anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made any sense to me was you. And how I felt about you. That's all I've ever known. And that's enough for the rest of my life...* ~ Boy Meets World

*Thinking of him is like breathing... it's what you do. You love him every day as naturally as your heart beats. And your family and your friends are ready to send you to the loony bin because either they've stopped believing in love or they forgot what it's like... they don't believe in it, or maybe they don't believe that you're in it. But you do. You know what it's like to be in love: completely full inside, completely happy. Like your whole life this far was really just a preparation for being with him. A collection of heart-breaks and life's lessons leading you into the person you are, the person which perfectly compliments him. The one you love.*