With out you feels like there is no tomorrow, I sleep with my eyes open

Staring at the stars wondering what's in store for me when I wake up. There has to be a way to get through this.  I can't take the pain that shoots down my spine.  Needing time to heal this heartbreak. Something will make the time pass, I know that there is a love for me.... waiting for me to find you.  If you are the one then I will see you at the end, waiting and wanting to make this right.  to be there for me in my time of need.  Sorrow fills me, overflowing, turning to you to see the light at the end of the tunnel. The words can't explain what you mean to me, only I can show what it could be for us.  I dream of the rain washing away the past, cleaning the lies.  Why are you so far away, I need you closer to hold me and tell me everything will be ok.  Only you can take this away. Where are you now?