<3...December 27, 2001 - August 14, 2002...<3
For my lost love...
I never thought that the day would come again when I'll be hurt agian with a broken heart.Ever since the day that we were apart I've waited for you so we could be together again. I couldn't go anywhere cause I missed you so much and all I wanted was to spent time with you. I waited for the day that I could call you, but then I heard the news that broked my heartinto millions of pieces.You told your friend to tell me that you didn’t want me any more that you had lost your feelings for me. Once I heard that tears fell from my eyes onto my cheeks. I was really hurt with full of pain, knowing that you had no more feelings for me.
I cried and cried and tried to hind my feelings until when I could cried all my tears and pain onto my pillow and cry myself to sleep. I kept wondering and wondering why you felt me all alone with no one to care for me or love me. I was alone with no that I could talk to. I thought that you loved me with all your heart and soul, that nothing could keep us apart and make us stop loving each other. You promise me that you’ll never leave me unless I need something to hurt you. Now the pain still remains in side of me, hoping that you’ll come back to me and love again. As I dream about you each day and living of fantasies of you and me. I know I should move on but I can’t.
No matter what I do I can’t get you off my mind.I just miss you more and it hurts. Now I'm back to my old self like I used to be, lonely,and depress, an how much i hate life and wish i never was born..sniff sniff..mike you'll always have a place in my heart forever..I MISS U....you really change my life when you came into my life.You made me feel so happy and it feels so good when I'm with you.But now I'm so confused and lost.sniff sniff..I'll love u always and forever..i really miss you....
I need you Mike..sniff..i want you back
