<< Fading
Sometimes I feel I知 fading
one day I値l slip away
Please save your mourning
for I致e cried enough today.
My smile痴 most wide when I bleed inside
and I知 only calm by day
because I scream by night
Perhaps one day I値l fall apart
like rotting antique lace
But I値l keep on smiling
my fiction-happy face
Perhaps one day I値l start to scream
and forget how to stop again
Perhaps one day I値l start to dream
and never wake up again.


This doesn't reflect how I feel any more, at all. It was written a very long time ago when I genuinely felt rejected a lot of the time and people never seemed to notice.