Realizations -  Nc-17 , Spike/Xander with mentions of Angel/Xander .Told in Four Parts.  Spike (and others) realize some important things…(Well, something like that). Although this is not my first slashfic, it is my first time with these little boys, and since I had been listening to The Smiths all day when I started writing this, it was bound to get angsty. This story contains attempted rape .

Far, Far Away from my Heart - this is the companion piece of 'Realizations' ... the letter Angel wrote to Xander. Big thanks to K. McDonald who planted this little seed in my head. Told ya I wouldn't get any sleep ! The title is actually an excellent song by Presence. Listen and you'll understand.

He Bit Me (and it felt like a kiss) - Spike/Xander pg-13. Spike convinces Xander to make out at the cemetery… This thing just happened to pop up in my head in the middle of the night, while I was unsuccessfully trying to get some much needed sleep (which ended up being two hours…I felt like a zombie at work).

Are You Ready to be Heartbroken 1 to 10  11-> - Spike/Xander Nc-17 . A pack of vampires want Spike in their gang and remove his chip. This though, affects Spike’s and Xander’s relationship…badly!. Once again I stole the title from a song, this time from Lloyd Cole and The Commotions. Told in Fifteen a) parts so far ...  

Razor Sharp - Spike/Xander Nc-17 .

Leave Me for Dead - Spike's POV on when he first saw Xander and what happened after. Spoilers for "Hard School"...which I know was some time ago , but I couldn't help it. The scene where Spike is watching Buffy and co at the Bronze is just too yummy!. Soundtrack: Rosetta Stone ­ “Deeper”, Garbage ­ “You look so fine”, Le Fay ­ “Tell me what you taste”, Gene Loves Jezebel ­ “Desire”, Concrete Blonde ­ “The Beast”, Therapy? ­ “Unbeliever”, A Perfect Circle ­ “Thinking of you”, Creaming Jesus ­ “Celebrity Cannibalism”. Note: I’ve been listening too much to Goth music. This is the result.

Love Goes on Anyway - Spike/Xander , Nc-17 . Spike seduces Xander at Buffy’s birthday party, unaware of the feelings that Xander has for him. Stuff happens. Four parts so far...
  

He's a Boy and I'm a Vamp - Spike/Xander , PG rated. Summary: Spike thinks about the past week… Just a little thing I managed to whip up. I’ve been frying my brains out with schoolwork this week, and I’m sooo in need of a rest. But the boys just wont leave me alone! 

Home Delivery - Spike/Xander , Nc-17 rated. Summary: It’s Xander’s birthday and Willow and Buffy decides to give him Spike as a present. And after that they deliver him personally, a long and revealing night begins for the boys…Note: This is the result of another sleepless night…zzzzzz….zzzzz…and another….zzzzz…and another….

Love Lies Hidden - Spike/Xander, PG so far. Summary: Xander and Spike are forced to share an apartment, and end up in a very strange building, with a very strange landlord...plus the boys seem to have some strange feelings for one another. Go figure! Note: Okay, this fic has been done for some time, to post it until I had the whole series finished...but then I got bored and figured I’d post it anyway to see if anyone wanted to read it in the first place. Blah!

At Night... - Spike/Xander , PG rating.  I’m currently struggling a bit with part 15 of “Are U Ready 2 B Heartbroken?” and part 2 of “Love Lies Hidden”, so I’m just writing this little drabble to keep myself going. It was inspired by the song “Ode to Boy”, a lovely synth classic from the 80’s.

Some Kind of Seduction - Spike/Xander, Pg 13ish rating. Summary: A slutty Xander goes after a timid Spike. Not much of a plot that is.

Delusional? - Spike/Xander, Pg rating. Okay, this fic is strange and it’s supposed to be strange so a summary would just give it away.

In Vain. - Dykaren ("The Diver" -Swedish Movie) Victor/Odessan. Disclaimer: This movie was produced by 11(!) people, written by 13 (!) and since I’m not one of them I can’t take any credit. Thank God. Warnings: Slash m/m, incest (implied).

Note: This story is based on a Swedish movie, which is roughly about a bunch of Russian mobsters, some Swedish fishermen and a treasure of sorts. Personally I thought the movie sucked, and the only reason I watched the damn thing was because of the two Russian brothers Victor and Odessan. I thought they had some slash potential. So beware. Told from Victors POW.

Leap - "West Wing" Sam/Josh, Pg-rating. Sometimes you have to take that Leap.