"Hurt"
You come so close to me
yet, you have missed
shaking my beliefs
down and off your back
Reality must come forward
with its mocking tone
My life is a satire now?
Breathe it in
It's all you've got
It's getting late
I don't see how this can resolve
What am I supposed to do
Just wait it out
Forget it?
Write it off
as a "growing experience"
How painful and glib.
I watch my surroundings improve
dramatically
I do what makes me happy now
Is there no merit in that?
Am I unbelievable
Should I not care anymore
I suppose thats the way for us
If something is this large
of a struggle
It's not meant to be
I tried my damndest!
You still don't think so
This is what life is all about-
mistakes do happen
people leave
people don't reconcile
I made choices here
We disagreed
What more can I say
What else can I plead
Without falling at your feet
Everyone saw it but me.
-Ashtaroth