Baby you're all that I want
When you're lyin' here in my arms
I'm findin' it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
Oh - once in your life you find someone
Who will turn your world around
Bring you up when you're feelin' down
Ya - nothin' could change what you mean to me
Oh there's lots that I could say
But just hold me now
Cause our love will light the way
Heaven - Byran Adams
Our song
Well here's another hidden page of mine... I just needed some place to talk about Geoff. I know Kyle will listen if ever I have a problem, but because he IS a guy and he does have intense feelings towards me, it's hard to talk to him about exactly what bothers me sometimes...
Geoff is the love of my life. You know, I used to believe Naveed was... that Naveed was the reason for existence and that my heart belonged to him forever. I thought nobody could ever change that... and then Geoff came along.
"I Miss You, I Want You, I Need You, And Most Importantly I Love You" - Geoff : November 10th 2002
In reality, he was always there. There's something about the fact that he's always loved me and trusted in me, even back when I was really screwed up, that makes me trust him beyond what words can justify. He's seen me at my worse. He knows my darkest secrets. Things Kyle doesn't even know... and Kyle pretty much knows almost everything there is to know about me. The way I trust him is un-natural for my character. He makes me constantly rethink everything I've ever known. Everything I've worked towards, everything I've dreamed of, everything I am... He is what made me whole again. When there was nothing left, he made me real. My heart, reguardless of what it's been cautioned against, has given itself to him... in every way. Sometimes I get frightened by the way I've lost myself to him. It's everything I never wanted. But now that I know his love, I could never imagine life without it.
Sometimes I want to be his, in all ways possible. Today we talked about sex openly... he promised me one day I would be his. That he would buy us a perfect house, that we would have our own bed, and we would be together always. He told me he couldn't wait until the day when we could be alone and together... and he could love me, and be with me forever. Sometimes I get taken aback by the intensity of his words. I pray to God he means them, but when he looks at me with those beautiful eyes, I know he means every word. Thats one of the things that has always struck me the most about Geoff. He doesn't play games or mess around, he's sincere and honest. When I somehow recieved the good fortune to win over his heart, I knew he would always be there for me.
"so if u end up reading this on our 6th month anniversary yay one of hundreds i hope and am quiet sure of lol well i love you amanda" - Geoff : November 10th 2002
Geoff scares me sometimes... well not him, but the intensity of my OWN feelings towards him. I crave his touch, I love his honesty and sincerity, I love his smile, the way he makes me heart race...
"ya i called u this mornng so i could make my day perfect but werent home" - Geoff
"i wouldnt think of them differently cuz i remember when u were in this kinda trouble i guess u could call it and i love just as much now as i did them" - Geoff
"ya for some reason iv had ur heart in my hand the whole day i cant seem to let it go" - Geoff
"well if this helps ill play our song for u. baby ur all that i want when ur lyuing here in my arms im finding it hard to beleive we r in heaven... cant type that fast especialy with ur heart in my hand lol" - Geoff
之 Nothing Could Come Between Us 坐 says: so how was your day??
"well talk to me im here" - Geoff
Geoff K says: so who r u in that long term relationship with
"i want u to know that u are all around absolutely perfect and i love every square millimeter of u" - Geoff
"u never know when ur life will end but im hoping im with u for every second" - Geoff
"i was thinking this morning that if i never met u what my life would be like a i figured out that it would sux and i dont even want to imagine what life would be like without u cuz meeting u has been the best thing to happen to me in my life" - Geoff
Geoff K says: i knew u would be on
"about u my dad has at baseball to the other coach well i had a bad game and the couch said maybe he should get rid of his girlfriend and my dad said dont even say that he is going out with a really nice girl" - Geoff
See The Sens Go, All The Leafs Blow, GK (L)'s AK says: so that juliet girl must have been over rated
"i can trust u with my life" - Geoff
"im going to devote the whole day to making u feel
like the angel u are... if thats ok with u...and after the whole day of making u feel like the angel u r im going to continue the next day and so on and so on until were all old and wrinkely." - Geoff: November 16th 2002
之 Nothing Could Come Between Us 坐 says: i don't know how i ever got so lucky...
"i want to be with u for like the rest of my life" - Geoff : May 13th 2002
"im here for u forever amanda" - Geoff
Geoff K says: just an unhealthy case of missing my angel
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: hmmm i don't know... i can give you some hints if you want...
Geoff K says: well im clue less so im going to need some hints
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: he likes baseball a lot, he's a real life romeo, he's sexy, he treats me so well, i don't deserve him, he's romantic, he's a hard worker, he's smart, he's funny...
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: need more??
Geoff K says: well how about this do u think i could take him out,br>
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: you'd have a tough time, he's very good at karate, and he often trains with me. he'll be able to take me out soon. now *thats* strong...
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: lol
Geoff K says: geeze he can almost take u out
Geoff K says: im scared
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: your scared of yourself?? :P
Geoff K says: and no im only scared off u
之 Chikara 坐 In the face of the fire, you see angels conspire, will they hear your desires? Will they stop your soul breaking? says: why? lol
Geoff K says: cuz ur perfect and i was always told that nobody is perfect
之 Nothing Could Come Between Us 坐 says: oh really? lol
Geoff K says: ya i just had a feeling
Geoff K says: i was just watching the end of a movie and they said
they loved each other and thats how i knew
Chikara Slam The Sens! Nothing left to face, there's nothing left to lose, nothing takes your place. says: lol why
See The Sens Go, All The Leafs Blow, GK (L)'s AK says: cuz romeo said that she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen and there is no why she was as beautiful as u
Geoff K says: hey god has to give there angels treats everyonce and a while