Videodrone

Ty Jonathan Down
Fifteen pure and clean, innocent
Lost sheep secrets I keep under lock and key
Someone help me
So look at me you're like a superstar
I can impress your mind I swallow
Sorry sorry
I'm so scared so I try
I confide in nothing I just hide
Lips meet sickness repeats all over again
Upset forget we met want to wish it away
Only if I could
So look at me you're like a superstar
I can impress your mind I swallow
Sorry sorry
I'm so scared so I try
I confide in nothing I just hide
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
No one will ever understand me
No one to hold my hand
I got you, I hold you
I take you on one hell of a ride
I'll break you, I'll make you
In your head you can't hide
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten

closer to coma
Have you seen my sanity?
I seem to have left it at home
I feel pushed up against the wall
Like some Black Flag song
Oh and i try to wish it away
Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell
Why am I so selfish?
I push away everyone who loves me
I don't want, want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me
Why am I so childish?
It's because my mother never loved me
I don't want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me
Hold on tight
Everything will be alright
If I choose I
Why am I so selfish?
I push away everyone who loves me
I don't want, want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me
Why am I so childish?
It's because my mother never loved me
I don't want to be like this
I just want someone to hold me

alone with 20 bucks
Living, barely surviving
Freebasing life till its end
Divided soulless vices
Death before life could begin
Evil dollar bills, life stood still
A tumor removed from your brain
Prescription refilled, a cure for my ill
Blood stains painted over again
You tell me how to think
You tell me how to feel
`Cause I want to know what is real
Is anyone real?
Adolescent, nothing's exciting
Deception from satan's end
Enticing voiceless vices
Suffocate before life could begin
Evil dollar bills, life stood still
A tumor removed from your brain
Prescription refilled, a cure for my ill
Blood stains painted over again
You tell me how to think
You tell me how to feel
`Cause i want to know what is real
Is anyone real?

the devil's sweepstakes
Up the stakes, up the stakes, up the stakes
In the devil's sweepstakes
This road is paved with the chemically enslaved
Up the stakes in the devil's sweepstakes
This is my only way to escape you
Here i close my eyes and erase you
Bound brown love
Exit life down from above

faceplant
Like ecstasy to the spine
A moment of lost words no memory of time
A twist from within
Like the calling of the Lord
A shock a convulsion no shape or form
I'm feeling again
I felt so scared I felt so used I felt so confused
You creeped right into my soul as I was sleeping
I don't know and I don't care
No I don't care
I lift you to my lips
Now everything makes sense when it's over
If I fall down again
Won't you let me in when I'm sober?
We connect like puzzle pieces
Look into my eyes no words are needed
Where have you been all my life?
I seek you on every corner
Thought you were the devil or maybe my lover
You opened up my eyes
I felt so scared I felt so used I felt so confused
You creeped right into my soul as I was sleeping
I don't know and I don't care
No I don't care
I lift you to my lips
Now everything makes sense when it's over
If I fall down again
Won't you let me in when I'm sober?
Can't get you out of my head
Now maybe
Can't get you out of my head
I lift you to my lips
Now everything makes sense when it's over
If I fall down again
Won't you let me in when I'm sober?

human pinata
Directions say assembly required
Nothing's admired the majority's been
Hired, wired, the truth the roof is on fire
A life all I desire
Paychecks, respect disappears quickly
Situation tense trickly
Hand jobs, yes they have plenty
Backs cracked for copper pennies
Migraines, wrist sprains
Free samples of rogaine, fill me with anything
Regaining ground while the well endowed
Sit proud with their head in the clouds
Prophets predicted it
Inscribed on the minds of the ancient tribes
Mother nature striking back
Come suffer with me
(Man can only rape his mother for so long)
What will you do the chosen few?
With your Reebok shoes and your missing clues
Pretend it will all go away?
Oxygen levels growing thin
The opposite of birth unfolds within
Must prepare and be aware existence of man will disappear
No tunnel harps, angels to follow
Every man, women, child swallowed
No eight o' clock alarm tomorrow
Man returns the earth he borrowed
And while the meek obey to repeat defeat
(mother nature releases)
Come suffer with me
(Man can only rape his mother for so long)
One nine nine nine (what yeah)
Gotta get a grip on come on
What's this fuckin' world coming to?
Run for shelter, helter skelter
It's too bad, before too long there'll be no songs
No break of dawn, it'll all be gone cuz Mrs. Mother Nature
She grow to hate ya
It's the apocalypse kid
A little karma for all that you did
You want to know where we're headin'
Armageddon
Come suffer with me
(Man can only rape his mother for so long)
(Will time erase the human race)

pig in a blanket
You roll with the sick dog
We come with a sick dog song
You big, what the fuck they think you're live
But you're dead wrong
You run from the sick side
You fuck what's indie pride
You pray for thugs who pretend
Would you still die
We run on sick flys
Come come with that guests now
They come with the guys
Psycho thugs make a dog cry
We live in a psychos world
You run me down
Fuck around and you're dead wrong
Shake ups, road blocks that don't stop till one don't drop
Beta what time is it
Home or holding the dome with high chromes
Smoke at the front of place and cyclone where I'm from
Tattoos and bald heads mack in my soul just a walk in the fans
Walk my slolam in the brawl
Go against the grain, make the log fall
Purchase the whole damn flat
My flag fuck those who harass like rap hog rats make tracks
One dispute and baby touch my cop unit
Gas mask cause this world's polluted
One for twenty-four's bent rolls
They should be the ones that get jam and it blows
Watch everybody start to get weak
Fuck L.A.P.D.
Sham Boy wants a mongoose
And purpose labor justice
Control is what he dreams of
A pig in charge of freeing us
I got the whole wide world in my hands
God waits above them
It just makes a man
I got the whole wide world in my hands
God waits above them
It just makes a man
They come to my blocks, school of hard knocks
Blasting badges, L.A. cops
Guards and his outlook jail well call hell
I pay thirteen hundred a month for my cell
Now what's bell picture from this lifetime
The only way out submit tile
Death on the drop of a dime flat line we resist the fight on the front line
Vicious faceless needless
Shotgun replaced this penis
Machines conceive to terrorize
Check that sir, what's genocide?
I got the whole wide world in my hands
God waits above them
It just makes a man
I got the whole wide world in my hands
God waits above them
It just makes a man
I got the whole wide world in my hands
God waits above them
It just makes a man
I got the whole wide world in my hands
God waits above them
It just makes a man
It just makes a man
It just makes a man
It just makes a man
It just makes a man
It just makes a man

L.S.D (Lucifer's stained dress)
I'm not your mother's worst nightmare
I'm not your mother's worst care
I'm not your mother's worst nightmare
I'm not your mother's worst care
So wake up take me in
I'm not Marilyn Manson
I'm just a guy who's got it in for you
Your devil's worst nightmare
Your mother's worst nightmare
She might ask me over for dinner
She might ask me over for this
And she might want to make sweet love
On the side of your daddy's grave
So wake up take me in
I'm not Marilyn Manson
I'm just a guy who's got it in for you
Your devil's worst nightmare
Your mother's worst nightmare

ant in the dope
I would fast for days
And call you a god
I would do anything even say I'm in love
Just to penetrate between your open thighs
I would tell you anything just to get you tonight
`Cause I've been waiting for far too long
And I've been anticipating just to get you alone
I just want you to know
You make me feel like I have no soul
All I seem to know
You make me feel like heaven's below
I would put you above everyone else
Even place you up on the highest shelf
Just to lay face to face for an hour or two
I would sell my soul, how `bout you?
`Cause i've been waiting for far too long
I've been anticipating just to get you alone
All I seem to know
You make me feel like i have no soul
All i seem to know
You make me feel like heaven's below
All I know tonight, purity is far from sight
All I know tonight, sanity is far from sight
And all I know tonight
The devil is right here by my side
I search deeper every time
The harder it is the more it feels right
I couldn't erase it if I tried
And she wrote
Antidote
And she wrote
Antidote
All I seem to know
You make me feel like I have no soul
All I seem to know
You make me feel like heaven's below

powertools for girls
Dirt and grease
The seductive sin
Green tattoos, hands all over
Life starts over again
The cement floor
The garage door
Screwdrivers, fingers inside her
Down on all fours
Drilling and drilling
I open up my eyes
Disconnect these feelings
Come inside tonight
Legs are opened
Pure unleaded love
Sweat drips black, rolls her crack
The tip of her spine
The ceiling moves
Smeared blood soothes
9 MM sockets, hands can't block it
Drilling and drilling
I open up my eyes
Disconnect these feelings
Come inside tonight
You'll never sleep anymore
Drilling and drilling
I open up my eyes
Disconnect these feelings
Come inside tonight

jesus (Lord of the Apes)
Jesus take me in your arms
Jesus where do I belong?
Jesus forgive for I have sinned
Jesus I believe born still again
My whole life, life was kind of boring
Where were you my kind of glory?
Jesus take me in your arms
Jesus where do I belong?
Jesus if you're content she's growing thin
Jesus I'd rather suffer than pretend
My whole life, life was kind of boring
Where were you my kind of glory?
My whole life, life was kind of boring
Where were you my kind of glory?
Amen, amen
Jesus where do I belong?
Jesus where do I belong?
Jesus where do I belong?
Oh Jesus Christ
Jesus where do I belong?
Where were you when I needed you?

C.O.B. (Silent Night)
Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
'Round yon virgin mother and child
Holy infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace
Silent night, holy night
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia
Christ the savior is born
Christ the savior is born