UNGOD

Lost
Lost is all I will be
You are all I will be
Wasted
Broken
Promise
Silent
Lies

Control
So much of me is you I don't know just who I am
Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything
And this is what you take from me
I gave you my soul
I gave you control of me
Now I just can't believe in myself or anything
And this is what you take from me
Can't you just believe you are my everything
And this is what you take from me

Nothing
Some nights I feel like I have died
or something deep inside is dying
I try to understand my crimes
but there's nothing here that really matters
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want it
I don't need it
I don't want it
but I can't stop myself
Now endless questions fill my head
Some nights I'm frightened by the answers
No you can't hurt me
Nothing's real
No pain you cause can last forever
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want it
I don't need it
I don't want it
but I can't stop myself
One night I swore I'd die for you
There's nothing else I'd rather die for
But I'll try to live another night
There's too much hate to be forgotten
I don't want to believe in you
I can't believe in you
I don't want it
I don't need it
I don't want it
but I can't stop myself

ACF
You are all I am
You are all I ever want to be
I think of you
A solitary cry echoes through my throat
and through my mind
I think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
For hours I'll just stare
at my ceiling at nothing at all
and think of you
The candlelight through bells
make shadows just like roses in my mind
and I think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
Could this last forever
Or will I die
Could this last forever
Or will I die
Just can I die
Maybe I could try
to take a bath and drink a little wine
and think of you
But probably I'll lay
naked on the floor by candlelight
and I'll think of you
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again
I think I woke up screaming
I had a dream that you still loved me
I think I woke up screaming
I think I woke up screaming again

Lies
Your soul a pit of stone
The depths I wish I could have known
Dangerous black and full of spite
Thoughts of you fill my night
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost
I'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died
You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now every time I think about you I die
Hatred runs through me marrow deep
I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep
This passion can lead to evil crimes
Do I kill you or do I choose to die
Acid burn etched through my brain
Someone dies before I go insane
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter and a love that has died
You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now every time I think about you I die
Lies
Soon now you'll be gone
I wish to God I could've known
I love you I hate you every night
This longing for your soul has got me scared
But now we lay naked on the floor
I'm lost
I'm drowning in your soul
I was searching for some answer in your eyes
I find malicious laughter
hate and lies
fucking lies
You are haunting my reality
Your lies are the only truth that I believe
You are haunting my reality
Now every time I think about you I die
Lies

Ungod
You don't understand this
I think you never did
Silently I search for a reason to exist
I've found a way to feel you
I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me
but I feel so fucking cold
You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing across my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm
You stare at me so silent
You stare at me so cold
I think you stare right through me
That stare has made me old
I've found a way to feel you
I feel so fucking old
You're burning up inside me
I feel so fucking cold
You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing across my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm
Take this as an offering
Take this as a sign
Take this as an offering
How much can you take from
How much can you take from me
I sink into this darkness
I sink into this cold
This emptiness is calling
I've nothing left to lose
I've found a way to kill you
I feel so fucking cold
You're burning up inside me
I feel so fucking old
You are clutched tight in my fingers
You caress my skin so light
You are welling up inside me
You have finally freed yourself
You are flowing across my pale skin
You are running down my arm
You are salty as I taste you
I have finally made you warm
Take this as an offering
Take this as a sign
Take this as an offering
How much can you take from
How much can you take from
Take this as an offering
Take this as a sign
Take this as an offering
How much can you take from
How much can you take from me

Throw
The night is cold as I roam these streets
The air is thick with hints of coming rain
Your face flashes through my head
I swallow pain
So this is how it feels to be betrayed
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when
you throw this all away
Silent
You throw this all away
Laughing
You throw this all away
You throw this all away
The lake is rough as I sit quietly
Remembering how our life used to be
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when
you throw this all away
Silent
You throw this all away
Laughing
You throw this all away
You throw this all away
The night is old
the sky a shade of gray
Tears roll off my face and die in the rain
An angry vacant silence fills my head
Now all the empty promises are dead
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like
This is what you've done to me
This is what it looks like
This is what it feels like
This is what it tastes like when
you throw this all away
Silent
You throw this all away
Laughing
You throw this all away

Violent Mood Swings
You've left me with nothing left but questions
You left me here not knowing who I am
You've left me so much fucking time to hate you
You've left me with no choice but to die
Violent Mood Swings
Your voice whispers nearly all the time now
reminding me just how worthless I am
Sometimes I just hear you laugh forever
I want you the fuck out of my head
Violent Mood Swings
You're inside my pain
inside my sorrow
I die for one last moment inside you
I miss you so fucking bad I am you
Whose god will fucking save me now
Violent Mood Swings

Red On White
Now I'm so tired of working this out
Going to give myself up
up to the truth of what this is
of what I am
Take from me all of my blood
Take from me all of my head
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you
I come down
Now this is real
I can't go back
Caught up with everything here tonight
Going to fuck myself up
Going to throw myself away
Going to give this to you
give you what I've become
First red on white
then red on red
I left my soul back in my bed
This is the best thing I can do
Why is it me instead of you
I come down

Can't Happen Here
Late last night I tripped in violent shades of green
A thousand voiceless faces were chasing me
I ran through the air as thick as glue
from a thousand fucking faces that all look like you
Through night as black as hate my spirit fled
through branches filled with thorns
My eyes bled and bled
How could I ever hope to win this race
when every time I close my eyes I see your face
It just can't happen here