i break, falling further each day

thank you to all of you who have fucked me over in my life...next time i'll learn to fuck myself over before you can.
thanks to my friends...if i even have any left..
thanks to 20 years of pain and suffering..life sucks more and more each day..
. thanks to disapointment..it happens so much i wonder why i still get disapointed
sometimes i wish i was dead...maybe death is better than this hell that they call life