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Sweat
I'm sweating, and breathing and staring and thinking and sinking deeper
It's almost like I'm swimming
The sun is burning hot again on the hunter and the fisherman, and he's trying to remember when, but it makes him dizzy
Seems like I've been here before
Seems so familiar
Seems like I'm slipping into a dream within a dream
Must be the way you whisper
The sun is setting cool again
I'm the thinker and the fisherman and I'm trying to remember when but it makes me dizzy
And I'm sweating, and breathing, and staring and thinking and sinking deeper and it's almost like I'm swimming
Seems like I've been here before
Seems so familiar
Seems like I'm slipping into a dream within a dream
It's the way you whisper
It drags me under and takes me home

Hush
I can't say what I want to, even if I'm not serious
Things like
Fuck yourself, kill yourself, you piece of shit
People tell me what to say, what to think, and what to play
I say
Go fuck yourself, you piece of shit
Why don't you go kill yourself? Just kidding

Part Of Me
I know you well
You are a part of me
I know you better than I know myself
I know you best, better than anyone
I know you better than I know myself
You don't judge
You can't speak
You can't leave
You can't hurt me
You're just here for me to use
I know you best, better than one might think
I know you better than I know myself
It's time for you to make a sacrifice
It's time to die a little
Give it up
You are a part of me

Cold and Ugly
Underneath her skin and jewelry, hidden in her words and eyes is a wall that's cold and ugly and she's scared as hell
Trembling at the thought of feeling
Wide awake and keeping distance
Nothing seems to penetrate her
She's scared as hell
I am frightened to
Wide awake and keeping distance from my soul
I am scared like you

Jerk-Off
Someone told me once that there's a right and wrong, and that punishment would come to those who dare to cross the line
But it must not be true for jerk-offs like you
Maybe it takes longer to catch a total asshole
But I'm tired of waiting
Maybe it's just bullshit and I should play GOD, and shoot you myself
Because I'm tired of waiting
Consequences dictate our course of action and it doesn't matter what's right
It's only wrong if you get caught
If consequences dictate my course of action I should play GOD and shoot you myself
I'm very tired of waiting
I should kick you, beat you, fuck you, and then shoot you in your fucking head

Opiate
Choices always were a problem for you
What you need is someone strong to guide you
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow, what you need is someone strong to use you

like me, like me
If you want to get your soul to heaven, trust in me
Don't judge or question
You are broken now, but faith can heal you
Just do everything I tell you to do
Deaf and blind and dumb and born to follow
Let me lay my holy hand upon you
My Gods will becomes me
When he speaks out, he speaks through me
He has needs like I do
We both want to rape you
Jesus Christ, why don't you come save my life
Open my eyes and blind me with your light and your lies
The Gaping Lotus Experience I had a friend once he took some acid Now he thinks he's a fire engine It's okay until he pisses on your lighter Kinda smells kinda cool kinda funny anyway satan, satan, satan
I had a friend once he took some ecstasy tried to marry me and every one in the room He was sort of loving kinda caring, kinda tried to fuck my lazy boy It got a bit messy all over the curtains, arm chair covers, throw pillows, and carpeting satan, satan, satan
I'm getting bored again