everything Everything you ever wanted to know about silence

Pretty Lush
I draw them on reckless
etched in
scratched in like resurrection
your sins are killing you
and you can bet they'll get me too
I've got to give some to get some
mining in the river
standing in the rain
down on your knees
while you heave at the drain
you can lead a whore to water
and you can bet she'll drink and follow orders
and I said is this what you wanted
is this what you needed
give it some more time
tonight I'm going to a party
but it's already started without me
I aced philosophy
and mastered the art of spiritual phrase
I've got to give some to get some
the disco ball spins away another year
I wish you a broken heart and a happy new year
you can lead a whore to water
and you can bet she'll drink and follow orders
and I said, is this what you wanted
is this what you needed
give it some more time
some more time
?????
and i bleed
only three words come to mind
?????
didn't you kneel at the drain
?????
but in reality you
scream at the drain you..uhh
you can lead a whore to water
and you can bet she'll drink and follow orders.
and I said is this what you wanted
girl is this what you needed
give it some more time


Siberian Kiss
give me back
my pictures of me
me, you and him makes three
it figures the wheezing will measure your rate
of depress
and i hope you know
like a bitch in heat
I hope she know
so put another penny in and turn the crank
until the frames cease to move
and the movie turns into a photo
a photo the size of a kiss
I hope she knows
staring at this parisian sex flick
where the characters don't meet
the characters don't speak
and the characters are like mirrors facing mirrors
space always expanding
so put another coin in and turn the crank
until the frames cease to move
and the movie turns into a photo
a photo the size of my fist
I hope she knows
a hiccup in paradise
I keep you jealously to myself
in photos the size of a kiss
a kiss in the shape of a bullet
on phone lines and letterheads
I'm dying about
I'm dying about
on phone lines and letterheads
I'm dying about
I'm dying about
I've watched you whore yourself for one more thing
watched you sell yourself for one more
there's always one more thing
why’d you sell yourself
if I can't have you no one will
pushing a lover to love another
are you turned on
are you turned on
pushing a lover to love another
are you turned on
are you turned on
a hiccup in paradise
I keep you jealously to myself
in a photo the size of a kiss
a kiss in the shape of a bullet
on phone lines and letterheads
I'm dying about
I'm dying about
on phone lines and letterheads
I'm dying about
I'm dying about
a hiccup in paradise
I keep you jealously to myself
in a photo the size of a kiss
a kiss in the shape of a bullet
I keep you jealously to myself
I keep you jealously to myself
I keep you jealously to myself
I keep you jealously to myself
a kiss in the shape of a bullet


When One Eight Becomes Two Zeros
I'm glad when you're here
I'm sad when you're near
that is what it's like to be me
I'm mad when you're here
I'm glad when you're here
this is what it's like to die alone
this all hurts me so much
that i honestly believe
you're the one this is hard for
I've bartered tact for wit
and I've already made up
a billion stories about you
knee deep in static
I hear you breaking up
we're breaking out
I guess we're breaking up
you're not the other woman
you're just another
another hobby for a guy like me
I'm glad when you're here
I'm sad when you're near
that is what it's like to be me
you've given me a heart like a gun
and I'm so shocked that I made it through.....these billion days
i made it through these billion days
I didn't think I could tough it out for those days
I didn’t think i could tough it out...a billion
knee deep in static
I hear you breaking up,
we're breaking out
I guess we're breaking up.
you're not the other woman
you're just another
another hobby for a guy like me
so we're growing
I'm sure
there's no other I can turn to
there's no other I can turn to
if not you heart
who else should I believe
knee deep in static
I hear you breaking up
We're breaking out
I guess we're breaking up
you're not the other woman
you're just another
another hobby for a guy like me
I'm glad when you're near
and I'm sad that you're here
this is what it's like to be me
I'm glad when you're near
and I'm sad that you're here
this is what it's like to be me
I'm glad when you're near
and I'm sad that you're here
this is what it's like to be me
I'm glad that you're near
and I'm sad that you're here
I hope you enjoy dying alone


Ry Ry's Song
one two two we'll find you
there's a women sitting in a motel room
counting minutes seconds
adding to her list of one hour loves
she's tired but the new will do
she'll replace the body
his friends are good for a bang-bang
an amiable hobby
she's got a secret
just keep it and sleep with it
and He can't believe a thing you've said.
we're going nowhere
and fair is fair
and he can't believe a damn thing you've said
we're going nowhere
and fair is fair
the way you play with lives
is such a big disguise
we swear that
we're not gonna take it
I'm told
The way you play with lives
is such a big disguise
we swear
we're not running naked
why'd you go cause we will find you
there's a man who's sitting in a motel
waiting for a hooker that he never applied for
or is it even her
and he can't believe a damn thing you've said.
we're going nowhere
and...fair is fair
no don't
the way you play with lives
is such a big disguise
we swear that
we're not gonna take it
no more
the way you fucked his life
is such a big disguise
we swear
we're not running naked
just when it's perfect
it's finite
he calls it
he said he's sober
it's over
so long
just when it's perfect
it's finite
he calls it
he said he's sober
it's over
so long
the way you play with lives
is such a big disguise
we swear that
i'm sober
it's over
it's over
The way you fucked his life
is such a big disguise
we swear
we're not running naked
he would stay forever
just to say he saw you leave
and maybe things wouldn’t be this way
he would stay forever
just to say he saw you on your knees
I burn the lamp
when I burn when I do I do everything I do for you
but he hates you hates you
and I guess it's nothing new for you


Lovebites and Razorlines
Who you fucking now
I use my slit wrist
to sign my name with
and when you can't compete with the Joneses
you'll gun 'em all down
even the father
you fucking whore
shut up and swallow my pride for me
move closer or drive further
suck on the end of this dick that cums lead
but first I'm coming after you all
it's ladies night at the bar
but she smokes a man's cigar
I guess she's dying
oh well
I don't give a fuck about your dignity
that's the bastard in me
I know a girl
who sells herself around
and I'm sure one day
she'll sign autographs in your town
cause i knew you fucking
you fuckin
you fuckin
shut up and swallow my pride for me
move closer or drive farther
for as you suck on the end of my dick that cums lead
I'll be coming for you all
looking back into my diary
what makes me say those things
what causes my laughter at another's disaster
it's the bastard in me
you fucking whore
I know a girl
who sells herself around
and I'm sure one day
she'll sign autographs in your town
I know a girl
who sells herself around
and I'm sure one day
she'll sign autographs in your town
who you fucking now
you fucking
you live in shit
you mean shit you little bitch
you mean shit
you're fucking shit
you live in shit
you fucking whore
i strain myself i guess
i guess
i fuck myself i guess i guess
i strain myself i guess i need it fucking whore
you live in shit
and you will eat your own way out
I am too fly and shy
too fly and i like no other guy
too fly and shy just for you
I'm too fly and shy
too fly and i like no other guy
too fly and shy just for you
I'll mark you all
I know a girl
who sells herself around
and I'm sure that one day
she'll sign autographs in your town
I know a girl
who sells herself around
and I'm sure one day
she'll sign autographs in your town
who you fucking now
you're shit
and you live in shit
who you fucking now
who you fucking now



Hurting and Shoving (She Should Have Let Me Sleep)
when I get back
when I get back
when I get back
pre-break of dawn
hear the ring it's me
live from a pay phone
in the rain
things pan out exactly as i say they will
will I be less happy
when I get back?
two hand in one glove
as if we were poor
the hard up make soup from stones
like the poor before them did before
you say you say the waiting could crush your heart
it's nothing new to me
having you crave me so desperately
but I know
how when you need me you bleed for me
though now I'm gone you fill my shoes with new
fans.
always and forever
we are apart and may she see
she'd be free rejoicing in distance
if she only let me sleep
Will things make less happy
when I get back
when I get back
when I get back
Absence makes the heart grow still
Abuse the hunt confuse the kill
I know I know
you say you say the waiting could crush your heart
it's nothing new to me
having you crave me so desperately
but I know
how when you need me you'll bleed for me
though now I'm gone you fill my shoes with new
fans
always and forever
we are apart and may she see
she'd be free rejoicing in distance
if she only let me sleep
make the dead feel deader
deader
make the dead sleep nights with a razor
waiting
make the dead feel deader
deader
make the dead sleep nights with a razor
waiting
make the dead feel deader
deader
make the dead sleep nights with a razor
waiting
make the dead feel deader
deader
make the dead sleep nights with a razor
waiting
kill the prey
I'll hold my child's head underwater
if it's a boy I was joking
if it's a daughter I'll say I did what I did
because I had to
and if you find my kid later
tell her I laughed too
it's nothing new to me
having you crave me so desperately
but I know
how when you need me you'll bleed for me
though now I'm gone you fill my shoes with new
fans
always and forever
we are apart and may she see
she'd be free rejoicing in distance
if she only let me sleep
when i get back
we just might work out fine
because I love you enough
to let you give the pain that I want
and when you do
I just might fuck you
enough to love you
once upon my night stand
lied letters piled in columns
postmarked Middle Island
out east in the county of the Solemn


Majour
you only get one taste
and for this gift we are graced
you only get one taste
and for this gift
for this gift
for this gift
wait
wait
now let me go
so I can brag about this gift that he stole
for all my lonely nights
I will carry this girl with me where I go
bad taste in my mouth
you would think I'm a whore
bad taste in my mouth
you would think I'm
you would think I'm
you only get one taste
and for this gift fuck we are graced
i said that you only get one taste
and for this gift
and for this gift
she's likely to go
or so she'll say
that her sleeps as she do to keep our nights days away
is it love or so she'll say
immature love
you breed immature lust
so died the virgin
I have told you before
you're nothing special to him
but that's nothing new for
nothing new for you
nothing new for you
you'll be born
you before
embody me
with your body
I've never seen it
I have never
embody me
with your body
I've never seen it
I have never
embody me
with your body
I've never seen it
I have never
embody me
with your body
I've never seen it
I have never
embody me
with your body
I've never seen it
I have never
you embody me
with your body
I've never seen it
are you happy


Her Middle Name Was Boom
she cured the plague of the holy child
and all the while
i just walked in
and boom she said
in her room with her red fingernails
and a grip on the answers.
when it's home
when I'm broken let's fix
when it's home
when I'm swollen let's kiss
when it's home
and we're walking she'll lead
if she's waiting we'll leave
I'm so gracious
I got you here
if you touch it
it's cold
if you drop it
it breaks
if you hold it
it shakes
if you hold it
it shakes
I boom she said
I boom she said
when it's home
when I'm broken let's fix
when it's home
when I'm swollen let's kiss
when it's home
and we're walking she'll lead
if she's waiting we'll leave
I'm so gracious
my name's I dare
my name's I dare
my name's I dare
my name's I dare
when it's home
when I'm broken let's fix
when it's home
when I'm swollen let's kiss
when it's home
and we're walking she'll lead
if she's waiting we'll leave
I'm so gracious
??????
all the while
all the while
all the while
all the while
all the while
all the while


Piano
three times alone this week
I was suppose to be a rock star
I only beat you when I'm drunk
you're only pretty when you're crying
we are suppose to be the ones to set the air afire
three times alone this week
I was made into a liar
whether I found the gold
I never told
richer I
brilliant white
I
I wear shoes that move men from desert to riches
give me what you've got girl
and scratch it because it itches
call me chameleon
and set this air afire
three times alone this week
I was suppose to be a liar
whether I found the gold
I never told
richer I
brilliant white
I
maybe not
why the stare
would I lie about that which I am scared
what did I say to you
step into
a pot of gold
rejoice in fire
that which soon burns cold
what did I say to you
maybe not
why the stare
would I lie about that which I am scared
what did I say to you
nothing
step into
a pot of gold
rejoice in fire
that which soon burns cold
what did I say to you
I can't deny it
the love the throat sincerity
and I can't deny it
I've got to keep my P.M.A.
cause I'm
not going to lie
I tell you that I
don't you realize that I
I savage it
you're that fucking whore


Babe
I exclude light and wash my hands of you
by larger being devoured
leaving only me to improve
weep
don't fucking weep
your weak eyes cry tears of the meek
don't expect that to the morals ????????
????????
can't you see in the mirror
silence of the sick
shot glasses for all your soul
swallowed by the troll
who ran off outta control
you broke weep
weep
don't fucking weep
your weak eyes cry tears of the meek
weep
catch up with the sheep
cause it's a sacrilegious ceremony
new flavor of the week
nothing's sacred in the faces of the
the soulless that you're made into
nothing's sacred in the faces of the
soulless that you're made into
followed by a guilty stifle down
followed by a guilty stifle down
I wash my hands of you
and what I'll do
is mess you up and lie to you
look at you
you know it's true
it's a field trip to Hollywood Babylon
but
I'm
not
coming
no


Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Silence
that burning feeling
red liquids
clear liquids
blessed are the sick
children shiver in the river
where is our god now
does he watch over all in El Segundo
he don't lie when he say
under
I'm wasting away
I find time to pine
when pining away my time
within sin
with no redemption
we will find our souls
and the shells they're kept in
all wasted away
??????
blessed the sick in me
the prey the thrill the chill and we
are martyrs that crumble on time
predestination
we'll stop upon dimes
and he constructed us all in El Segundo
while the shivering children pray
????
demons in
demons out
cry for dawn
gratis
bored I
I'm the matador of the children's ward
beggars wed choosers
red sheets
bed sheets
boozers
I'm the head fan
blessed be my bed pan
???????
roaring just been mugged
i wait for you having just been mugged
feel the roar having just been mugged
I
in the sun
I got this for you
under my finger nails
and I brought this for you
it's typically Sunday
and i got this for you
it's under my finger nails
and i bought it for you
demons in
demons out
cry for dawn
gratis
bored I
I'm the matador of the children's ward
beggars wed choosers
red sheets
bed sheets
boozers
I'm the head fan
blessed be my bed pan
I'm
I'm digging a hole
????????
this is what it's like to be alone
this is what it's like to be alone


Motel of the White Locust
welcome to Hollywood girl
my dance has passed
welcome to Hollywood whore
wake the fuck up in Hollywood whore
combine the throbbing in my head
with the rhythm of my fucking feet
say a novena for all those lost
and read the bloodstains on the sheets
for I've whored myself for less than this
and I've prayed to appear fed
cause I knelt on my pillow God
I clenched my fucking fists and banged my head
who could ever who the fuck could ever
take the place of me
who could ever who the fuck could ever
take the place of me
now I kiss up to God my fists
and I pray to keep my head
though as I like your pretty eyes better blackened
and my fists all fucking red
now through sickness and health
I've kissed up to God these two years
I have focused on the cameos made by the tiger
in the valley of the fucking locust
who could ever who the fuck could ever
take the place of me
who could ever who the fuck could ever
take the place of me
wipe it off you mouth
get up off your knees
and make me your god
who could ever who the fuck could ever
it's sexual debauchery
you fucking cunt you fucking whore
you cost what you're worth
followed by a boy like this
re-ignited by all your visits
as long as your mouth is shut
you'll still be fucking beautiful
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take my memories of her with you
pack your shit and leave
(i dont need to know)
and take her fucking with you


hidden song
fraudulent miracles make miracles seem shit
rise paper princess
gets too full of herself
fuck you
in the midst of the perfection
rain on the parade
may this crowd endeavor
the hearts on how to sing
fuck you
and never the two shall meet
said the tiger to it's greatest fan
the amount of love you wish to give
is more than I can stand
and now you leave me in defeat
leave me a battered broken man
the amount of love you wish to give
is more than I can stand
now I have you where I want you
I know that you are listening
this is my chance to tell you everything
fuck you
a chance to tell you I love you
but I've waited too long
and now the record's over
now the record's over