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Go Away

All the sounds around you used to play along with your torn up head
As the music seeps into you everyone was trampled dead
Everyone could see your madness slip in till it takes control
Everyone could see right through you I wish you would just go away
Go away from all the pain that made you, half as good as God taken all over in my Brain.
I recall the future, take another star, make him feel the pain
For every song you ever wrote take another fucking drink
For every melody that haunts take a pill that makes you faint
For every part of you that hurts take a needle make it sting
The irony is I'm just like you a pseudo-fucking freak

Give
I give you everything but me, everyone around you twisted fame
I can't control you and your look, you silly freak you super fuck
I can't believe whose side you're on
Everyone around you laid with dogs
Like a bitter pill that's lost its taste
I'll take the whole thing anyway
I don't love you, you don't love me, but I can imagine
Like a little thief without a key, well I can imagine
I'll take the world blow it away, send all your hopes to outer space
I can't control you and your look, you silly freak you super fuck
I can't believe whose side you're on
Everyone around you layer with dogs
Like a bitter pill that's lost its taste
I'll take the whole thing anyway
Like a hurricane that lost his speed, I can imagine
Like a liquored mind, I've gone insane, and I can imagine

Ugly
All the world loves things of beauty and intrigue, these two things I've never had one
Born in this old skin, I'm too sick I can't win, I've lived with this damage too long
My eyes can't behold it, I cannot control this, this feeling that's left in my heart
I've never done no wrong, I don't deserve these bones, please burn up this sin when I'm gone
And I said that this is ugly to me
The world is ugly to me
You are ugly to me
And I am ugly to me
I haven't become all I want to be
I haven't become anything I need to be
I haven't become all I want to be
Suffocate with me
I haven't become anything
Suffer
Why can't you look, why can't you look at me, see what I see
Why can't you feel, why can't you feel like, me feel what I feel
Why can't you hurt, why can't you hurt like me, taste the pain I feel
Why must I die, why must I die for you
It's the ugly truth, well it's ugly
It's making me painless

Everyone Dies
Take me back from God, well I can't sleep, no one can hear the sound of your heartbreak
Every little thing was on the floor, everyone was so in love with you
Everyone dies my friend
They come down from outer space, to blow up all the human race
Everyone dies my friend
To take 'em back away from God is all they ever wanted
I can taste the pain you're shoveling, every word you said, and every little monster
Moons over stardust made me sick, every word you said, it's all you ever want to give
I can't understand why you can't believe that they're not there
I can taste the pain you shovel in, pain comes down here
Everyone around you suffocates, I can't see God
Everybody told you not to fall, my hands were tied
Everybody told you not to wait, my brain was fried
I can feel God

Strip Her Down
Do you want me to strip for you
Everybody played a game, how come you won't tell me the rules
I'm tired of trying on a new skin, I never listen; I'm a fool.
And everybody ran away, how come you won't tell me where
I guess I treated them too wrong.
Now the sun won't shine on me, now the rain won't even fall
Should of stripped her down, and made the world a mess for her
Never thought she could be this way
Could of stripped her down, and fucked the world all up for her
Never thought she could be this way
Could've stripped her down
Now that the love has gone away, too blind to see my way to live
I waste away from all the pain, for you I'd kill myself again
I hope you get to play your games, I hope you get to see your friends
I hope the guilt mixes the pain, I hope you never love again
Strip

Insane
Everyone around you suffocates, think I don't believe in God
Every little pill that helps you think, makes my mind a social fault
I can take a million fucking freaks, blow 'em up and make you pay
All the plastic clowns have taken me, to the moon that wasn't gray
I have gone insane and I'm the one to blame
There's no one left but me and I'm not here
All the plastic people live for me, but their hearts were made for doom
Everyone around thinks I'm insane, but the path I chose was sore
I can take a million fucking freaks, blow 'em up and make you pay
All the plastic clowns have taken me, to the moon that wasn't gray
Can you give back to God what brought you here
Everyone around you suffocates, think I don't believe in God
Everyone around you thinks I'm insane, but the drugs have made me gray

Goodbye Cruel World
All my friends are taking over, to make a mess of me
All my friends are broke and ugly, and make a mess of me
Then I saw a river fall from Heaven, rain mistakes on me
Then I saw your mother shoot your father, killed herself the same
All my friends have made a cyclone, to make a mess of me
All my friends have broken silence, to make a mess of me
All my friends are taking over to make, a mess of me
All my friends are broke and ugly and make, a mess of me
Then I saw a river fall from Heaven, rain mistakes on me
Then I saw your mother shoot your father, killed herself the same
Blow it all away
Get the gun out
Load the bullets
Shot that fucker in his head

Serial Killer
Everyone around you suffocates
I can see your madness rip your brain
I can see the bodies on the wall
All the nightmare dreams I can't recall come
I can see the future boiling up around, I'm so afraid
Someone told you make her half a girl, she used to be alive
I can feel the fire, crawling on you like you're Superman
But I would pay to watch you burn
All the love you have disintegrates
All that saved you was your apathy
I can see the knives hung on the wall
All the nightmare dreams I can't recall, come
Take back this pain you gave
All the love you have disintegrates
All that saved you was your apathy
I remember all the knives you hung
And all the bodies stretched across the wall
All the drama that they made me think
Couldn't be real, must be fake
I can see the bodies on the wall
All the nightmare dreams I can't recall come

Superstar
I don't listen much to reason, everybody wants to be here, Santa Claus has lost his mind
Easter Bunny's not a rabbit, tricks are made for kids until, pseudo-psycho man tells you to fly
Everyone just ran around just playing games with anti-socials, no one ever taught you how to fall
I don't listen much to of you, everyone's a fucking psycho, no one ever taught you how to call
Take it off and shoot it up and show me how, ya used to fly
Take it off and shoot up and show me how, ya used to die
Everyone around you superstar, they can mother fucking die
I don't give a damn about what you think, all the pseudo-psychos hippies always stink
No one else here brought up questions till you flied, no one gave you any sex until you cried
Trying to be a superstar
Superstars lie

The Switch
I can take another bet, she loves to fuck, I must confess
Everything is so abused, the little things she puts me through
I can't stand to be insane, you little fuck you're so arranged
All the pain is nearly dead, that's in my thoughts, and in your bed
I can't change well guess who, came to kill the love here
Every time you fuck guess who, came to kill the love here
I won't scream I'll take your bet, she loves to fuck I must confess
Everything is so abused, the little things she puts me through
I can't stand to be insane, you little fuck you're so arranged
All the pain is nearly dead, thatís in my thoughts, and in your bed
Can't kill monsters!

Makes Her Sick
All the world is just a fake, made to drop you when you fall
Everyone gets blown away, and everyone is gone
I can see the only tie, links you back to where you came
No one showed you any hope, and everyone loves
Well it makes her sick, it makes her throw up
How the needle loves to sing, scream your name and take you home
Found yourself a brand new love, made you feel like God
I can see this all the time, mother told you keep it straight
No one showed you any hope, and everyone loves
Now the sun has gone away, and all the love you have is gone
Now it's all a big mistake, and you don't feel like God
I can see the only tie, links you back to where you came
No one showed you any hope, and everyone loves