chapter six

** Ok I know I shouldnt do this but I have to in order to this to make since in the future. I am kinda changing the story a little. Instead of this being told in first person, it will be told in third person. Sorry for doing this I know I wont ever do it again in any of my stories!! Please I hope you enjoy!!! oh and Please Please give me feedback.(Good and Bad.) Seriously. I really want ot know what yall' think.


When she said this Amanda scooted up to the front of her chair and listened closley.
"OK, Well from the looks of things we might be able cure it. We caught it very soon, and with maybe 2 months of treating you may be in remission." She explained in a calm voice.
"Oh my God that is so Great!! Justin did you hear that?" She exclaimed as tears of happiness rolled down her cheeks.
"Oh, but I must warn you now there is no garaintees. And once you get into remission, you have to stay cleared of all these eregular cells for atleast 5 years or we can not call you cured. Don't get to excited but remember we are doing our best. And you still have several treatments ahead of you." She said.
"Oh I understand. So am i able to go home now?"
"Go right ahead hun. And I will see you again next Monday." Dr. Hughes answered.She looked at Justin with excited eyes and then walked out. He didnt actually return her excitement.
"I am so happy!"Amanda shrieked, as they pulled away.
"Manda, don;\'t get your hopes up to high ok?" He said turning her fun to sorrow.
"I know Justin I wont. I mean but stiil, I am happy I have a chance at actually fighting this. She said I did."She defended.
"I know that. Trust me I'm excited too. I am so overwhelmed but I just dont want you to get upset when if the treatments don't work ya know?"
"Justin, I know what you're syaing but I am going to get upset if they don't work either way. Basically, if they don't work I am going to die Justin. I am finally a little hopeful. Please Justin just let me have this moment. I need this to persuade myself that I'm not going to die in the next 6 omnths. "She snapped and started to cry.
"Manda, thats not what I meant by it at all. Your not going to die sweeite I won't let you, and neither will the docters. You're the strongest bravest person I know. Your going to get through this just fine. Amanda, you do know thats not how I meant it right?" Justin said hurridedly as we pulled up to his driveway.
"Yeah of course, I was just completley over reacting..."She mumbled and hurried out of the car. Quickly she ran up the stairs and into the bathroom in a river of tears. Jc heard the bathroom door slam and then went to see what was going on.
"Um, hello?"He asked and knocked on the door.
"Yeah," She answered in between sobs.
"Amanda? Oh are you ok? Whats a matter?"
"I dont really want t talk about it."
"OK, are you sure?"
"Positive, I think I am just going to go home now."She said and opened the door. Jc was standing right next to the bathroom and just kept staring at her with a questioned look on his face.
"Thanks, bye JC." She yelled and went back downstairs. he followed her down and then walked outside.
"What just happened?" Jc asked Justin once she left.
"I really dont know,"
"What do you mean you dont know? You have to know you were there werent you I mean did you say anything?"
"Yes, I mean no. I mean I dont know.When it was in my head it sounded right its just when I actually said what I said it didnt come out the way it sounded in my head. Do you know what I mean?"He responed looking at JC. Who was lokking back at confued at what he just babbled on about and like he was a complete idiot.
"Yeah, sure...What exactly did you say?"
"I said, that she shouldnt get her hopes up to high because the treatments might not work."
"What? Justin why would you say a stupid thing like that? You know how worried she is. You're supposed to be there to comfort her and tell her everything will be alright. Not tell the treatments might not work. " Jc told Justin who was looking down at the ground."Justin, you know how sensitive and emotional she has been lately..."
"I know. I know, I feel terrible. I need to go call her." Justin said and raced back inside and into the kitchen to use the phone.

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