I loved Poohbear and I really wanted to decorate his
room in all Pooh. So Pooh is in Heaven with him.
He looked so peaceful and like he was sleeping in
this picture.
Another one of him, when I came into the room to see
him I was blown away, it looked so beautiful with
all the flowers and everything. As my pregnancy
progressed we would buy David his things for him
when he got here. These are all the things we got
him. Last summer I got him those red sandals from
OshGosh and the hat, I thought he would look so
cute in them this summer, so I put them in with him.
I wanted to hold David one last time so Kevin took
him out for me. I didn't want to disturb him, I just
wanted to hold my baby one last time. My arms were
aching for him.
I was really careful in holding him. He was my
little man.
I was so sad when holding him, I was in so much
shock that I couldn't believe I was holding my son
for the last time.
Another up close picture of my beautiful son. I wish
I could just look and hold him one more time. I
miss him so much.
This was so hard for me to do. I couldn't stop
crying, I just wanted my son back.
This is David's grave. When we went to see the spot
where he would be layed to rest I was like my son is
going to be down there and not up here. So I go out
there as much as I can, every other day, and make
his grave a pretty as I can.
That spray David and I picked out, I didn't know it
would look that beautiful. The pink ones are my
mother's and the heart one is David's mother's.
This is his obituary card that the consultant from
the cemetary gave me. It is so beautiful.
This is the back of David's obituary card. When the
funeral director asked me a couple of days before
the viewing if everything looked right, I said yes.
I was just in shock and didn't pay attention to
where it says David's maternal grandfather, is
actually his great-grandfather. It is still very
beautiful.
This is the Picc Line, this was the first on I got.
It was in my right arm. The second one I forgot
after David was born to ask for it. I wanted to
save it and not forget. It was one of my lifelines
to my son.
I got some of the graphics from both of
these websites. Visit these sites, they have a lot
of neat stuff.
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~The song that is playing is Goodbye by the
Spice Girls.~
~Please don't remove these pictures from this site.
They are all I have of my son. They are also
copyrighted.~
