The song that is playing is I Wish by R.Kelly,
the first time I heard this song was a couple of weeks
after his death and I said that is David's song. It is
a really beautiful song if you ever get a chance to hear the lyrics, he is singing to a person that has gone on and he wishes he could hold, talk, and see them. That is what I want to do with my precious Angel. I know that he is up there with the Lord safe and sound with the other heavenly Angels.
David's due date was November 24, 2000,
he was born early and his birthdate is August 9, 2000.
I have a book that's called The Secret Language of Birthdays:Peronology Profiles for Each Day of The Year.
I will do both profiles. I will do his birthday first.
I know when I concieved David, it was Febuary 14, 2000,
my husband and I celebrated our second year of being together. It just happened to be Valentines Day. My mother believes that our actual birthdays are on the day we were concieved, that sounds pretty good, since that is the day of our conception. I really believe that if I had been given more attention by the doctor's he would have been born on or around November.
So I shall tell you what I think my son would have been like.
August Ninth
The Day of Psychological Leverage
SIGN:15-17 LEO
PERIOD: LEO II
FIXED FIRE
Those born on August 9 can be a tower fo strength for those dependent on them. Excellent team players, they give definition to any group endeavor in which they are involved. Though certainly gratified by positions of leadership, those born on this day do not necessarily indulge their egos at the expense of the common good. Fighters, they are usually on the side of the average man, whose psychology they understand well. The August man is overly aggressive.
His Strengths would have been:
Structured
Altruistic
Thoughtful
His Weaknesses would have been:
Righteous
Authoritarian
Prodding
People born on the same day are: Bob Cousy, John Smith, Melanie Griffith, Rod Laver, Jean Paget, Whitney Houston, Brett Hull, and Joe Jackson.
Meditation would have been:
Some people do their best work sleeping
November Twenty-Fourth
The Day Of Contentious Conviviality
SIGN:1-3 SAGITTARIUS
SCORPIO-SAGITTARIUS CUSP
MUTABLE FIRE
November 24 people are energetic social beings who have an intense need to be appreiciated for
their efforts. This is not to say that they do not spend a good deal of time alone, but just a glance at their lives will show how special their friends and acquaintances are to them. Indeed, November 24 people themselves make very loyal friends, and conversely, very bad enemies. Those November 24 people are lively and fun-helpful, perceptive and generally positive in participating in the life around them. Those November 24 people who come to accept themselves as they are(and in doing so free themselves from a need to escape) can build a stable and productive life. Furthermore may find that differences between themselves and others are strengths and help cast them in a unique role where they can make a much greater contibution careerwise.
His Strengths would have been:
Loyal
Spirited
Involved
His Weaknesses would have been:
Escapist
Isolated
Argumentative
People born on the same day are: Oscar Robertson, William F. Buckley, Teddy Wilson, Scott Joplin, Lautrec, and Al Cohen.
Meditation would have been:
Spirit is the food and drink of the Universe.
There is one thing I would have done the most of with my son is that I would have taken up so much time with getting to know him more after knowing him for nine months in my womb and molding him into a intellectual, honorable, and Godly man. I would have relished everyday with him. A smile would have been worn on my face every hour of every day. I knew my son first, he grew in me and I knew true and real love when I was pregnant with him. I felt his heartbeat, his kicks, his love, his warmth, and most of all his being. He was my star in my sky and the light in my eye. I was really never alone because I had him with me always. He knew me best as I him. He was the best person that ever happened to me. He impacted my life in such a way. I shall never forget my Angel. As I said in my story, my son is multi-racial being that my husband and myself are of different races. I am proud to be of a mixed race of Cauccasian and African-American and other nationalities. My husband is of Philipino, Cauccasian, and Spanish decent. This is important because I wanted my son to know of his heritage on both sides and to be proud of it and not ashamed. I wanted him to know what my ancestors went through for him to have a better life and not to take it for granted what they went through. My husbands side well I don't know much about but I do know that he would have known mine. I wanted to have him baptized in the Catholic Church, the one we go to, but I know God and his son Jesus welcomed him into there kingdom. I couldn't wait to do that, it would have made me very happy. I was raised in a Godly home and was taught from an early age that I am a child of God and I should praise him everyday and give him thanks for letting me rise in the morning and sleep at night. I was going to teach him all those things my mother taught me. My grandmother had a hand in teaching me about God and all he can do. I wanted my grandmother to be a fixture in his life and teach him what she taught me. I had an idea of what my son would look like today, he would have a head full of curls(like his mommy),either a mix of my eyes(which are light brown and David's which changes all the time from blue to green), little David's eyes were blue so I don't know if they would have changed, my lips, my brother's nose( I think people do take from other members of a family), and cheeks, and my feet. On my father's side of the family they are tall, except for me because I didn't strecth my limbs enough so I think he would have been tall, his father is 5'7 so I think he would have been taller than him. My brother is 6'1 so I think he would have been as tall as his uncle. He would have his father's hands, chin, and ears. My son took the name of his daddy and his grandfather, he took also from them their hands, which look like an exact papercopy. He would have been the first grandson for both our parents. My mother was so excited that she was going to have a grandson, she started buying things for him. Books especially because I was raised in a home where education was the key and that is what I was going to do with him. My mother told me whenever we were ever going to bring him over(which would have been all the time), she and I were going to starting teaching him his letters and numbers early. Reading to him all the time. Even though I was sick I tried every chance I got to read to him and play music for him when I was pregnant. My favorites for him was The Prince of Eygpt soundtrack and Now and Then soundtrack to play for him. Whenever we were in the car David or I would put in those CD's for him and play the music loud so he could hear. Whenever we went to David's dad's house he would always say Grandson, I guess because Rose(his wife) had the dream I was pregnant with a boy. I guess he was excited at having a grandson. I was so excited about getting David bapti- zed to in the church we go to now, we had went there several times before and I wanted that to be our home church and so I couldn't wait to welcome him into the religion I've known for so long. I had picke out the cutest white lace gown with bonnet in the store already. I hadn't gotten it yet when my dreams were shattered. My mother and I were planning for my baby shower already since my doctor told us we would know the sex of the baby in the 7th month and I was already in my 6th. I couldn't wait for that because I had gotten David a Winnie the Pooh Baby Book already to be filled with pictures. I wanted to take pictures of me when I was pregnant and the baby shower. David and I had pictures of me pregnant but they didn't develop good, those were the only pictures of me pregnant. I had some with me in the hospital with all the I.V.'s hooked up to me and my Picc Line I.V. from the hospital. I wish they had come out, I would put them up here on his picture page. I wish I had kept a diary too of my pregnancy. To bad I didn't. I was very excited at having a boy as that is what I wanted all a long.
