Scott
It's weird how you can fall in love without even knowing it. Fighting against it for years, and still not being able to resist it has me a very confused man. I didn't want to fall in love, I didn't want to have all these emotions surging through me that are right now... I especially didn't want to feel dependent on anyone else.
But now I am. It's like I need Ana in ways I didn't even think I could. I need her more than I need to breathe, and it's scaring the shit out of me. I've always been so independent... or maybe that's just how I wanted to come off. A front for such severe insecurity that now that I've found someone who needs me too I'm bursting to be filled to the brim with her.
God. She's just consuming me.
I have to tell her.
Ana
"No, no, Paul, you have to go to the RN's for the med changes," I said, smiling brightly to the last of my rounds. I checked off the patients on my clipboard and made my way to the nurses station to hand it in when I felt arms around my waist.
"Hey baby..."
"Scott!" I giggled, turning around, swatting at his hands. "There's people around...." I grinned despite my anxiety of being caught, and relished in his touch.
"So...?" he smirked, stealing a quick kiss.
I giggled again and quickly became the puddle of mentally challenged goo that I morphed into whenever Scott was near. Nuzzling into his neck, I kissed the salty skin softly before pulling away.
I watched Scott lick his lips and suddenly felt an urge to throw him down and assault the hell out of him.
However, judging by my surroundings, I'll be content with waiting right now.
"I missed you," he stated simply, rubbing gentle circles on my back.
"I missed you too," I sighed, pinching his hips with a grin.
My God, when did I turn into such a pathetic little girl? I'm not dependent on guys, I'm just not. That's not how I am. And to suddenly be surrending my emotions to the most guy of guys, has me pretty shaken up. I don't know if he's aware of just how much he is in control of my emotions, but man, is he.
And why the hell is he staring at me like that?
Scott
I stared at her, trying to memorize everything about her even more so than I already had. God, listen to me... I'm really in deep here. I grinned lazily and kissed her forehead. "We have some things to talk about...."
"Like?" Ana said, with slight apprehension in her voice.
"Well, for starters..." I took a deep breath, prepping myself, and leaned over, whispering gently. "I'm falling in love with you."
There. I said it.
Why isn't she saying anything? Oh shit, shit, SHIT. She doesn't love me. It's too soon. Damnit, why the fuck did I do this, oh my God, I probably just drove her straight away from me....
"I... I love you too."
WHAT? FUCK YEAH.
My heart started pounding nearly out of my chest, and I'm sure my eyes were practically as bright as the sun, but God, I'm so fucking happy right now I could scream.
Y'know, or take Ana back to my room and show her just how happy I am.
I felt her arms wrap around me tightly, breaking me out of my cloud and I hugged her tightly, kissing her jaw. "Thank you. Thank you so much," I whispered, grinning, and lifted her off her feet, laughing, carrying her towards my room.
"Scott...!" she grinned, hooking her legs around my waist. "I'm sooo fired."
But she didn't look like she cared, so I continued on my way, ignoring the confused looks of the workers. Right now the only person I'm concerned about is Ana, and I don't care if anyone thinks it's wrong - she's mine, and I'm not going to give her up.
"I'll employ you."
She laughed, her arms draped around my waist. "Oh yeah? As what?"
"I was thinking something along the lines of my love slave, actually," I replied, kissing her quickly, and kicking open the door to my room.
"Mmm... sounds good."
Awwww YEAH, I'm so in. I'm so fucking in.
Ana
Sccoooottt loveess meeee. He loves me, he loves me, he LOVES ME. God, I can't even begin to comprehend that, or even wrap my mind around it, but it doesn't matter, cause he loves me and I love him and we're about to go make some sweet fucking love.
I laughed as Scott dropped me down on the bed, and pulled him between my legs, kissing him slowly, making sure he knew just how much I care for him.
I pulled back and wrapped my arms tightly around him, grinning wide. "This is... wow, Scott. A big huge wow."
He laughed and kissed my neck, resting gently on top of me. "I know... it's weird, eh? I mean, I am in love with someone... and they're just as much in love with me," he laughed, resting his head on my chest.
"I know, baby, I know. But I'm glad... so very fucking glad."
I sighed contently and scratched my nails gently over his back, and kissed the top of his head.
"So am I. It's perfect."
Yeah. What he said.