you're so jaded

date: february 16, 2001
time: 4:21 p.m.
listening to: it wasn't me by shaggy
talking to: chrissy
feeling: tired, but otherwise okay
wearing: plaid pajama pants and tee and hoodie

this morning, i woke up too early (for having the day off) at around nine o'clock... i decided to just turn on the tv and see if any videos were on, since the morning and early afternoon is the only time they really show vids anymore. anyway, "the morning mix" was on on vh1, and it shows videos, so i was watching those. anyway, i taped "jaded" by aerosmith and got up to wash my face... then i hear lenny kravitz talking and i'm like daoifuapdoifuadslfkjdf;lkj! cause i know that's a preempt to playing his new video. sure enough, "again" starts. yay! i got to tape it. i love that video... gah, he's so yummy. eating cereal in bed. tehee, so cuuute.

then i got off my ass and came upstairs and finished backing up my files... all my journals. :X it took me like, an hour and some. but at least i got it done, cause if for some reason my page gets hacked or angelfire shits on me for using a non-popup code and deletes my account, i'd be pretty pissed off. so i'm glad i did it. i should save them as html files... +ponders+ so that way i could just upload them right on... hmm. anyone know how to save them to html? or .htm or whatever?

i'm going on ebay right now to put my pictures up on auction again. yup yup. i need money.

i need to go uptown and get copies made for that girl, speaking of. and get a pair of earrings, since my kitties stole mine when i was cleaning them. well, one pair of the three. i think i'm going to pierce my ears again tonight. that'll be four on each side, plus my cartiledge. and we need to go grocery shopping anyway, since nevie's coming soon. yes yes. we need to get some more pop, and coke for her... and i need to clean my room and change my seats. hmm. i should get off my fat ass and do just that, but i'll do it later. lol, my motto.

fuck, i love this song. "three libras" by a perfect circle. i think you got me obsessed too, chrissy. :D in that corrs song, "breathless", when the girl says "come on" it reminds me of shania twain... but i like the song. but the one girl drums weird. those girls are all sisters, they're so fucking gorgeous... well, the other two, not the lead singer, are prettiest, but yeah.

look at this picture of hanson with elton john.

aren't they so cute in that picture? taylor's all... curly and shit eating grinned, isaac looks like the biggest dork in the world and zac just looks damn cute. lol i love that. they look so like, in awe. they look like fans. which i have no doubt they are, but it's weird to see "famous" people playing the role of fan. gah, save me just came on. +swoons+... this song kicks something fierce.

oi oi. what else?

my mom's cleaning like hell. she was sweeping the kitchen and i'm sure she'll make me help her later. :X as if having a squeaky clean house will make nevie ... more comfortable? lol. my mom's weird. i can't finish that thought, i'm not making any sense.

and you don't see me.

tori is friends with the guy, maynard, from a perfect circle. she was talking about him, and said that when she feels sad, she calls him up and he sings her lullabies. awwww. EEEEEE tori has a baby! yes. she's had her for a while, but i just remembered. which is nice, cause she miscarried once. i think that's what playboy mommy is talking about, in the line, "then the baby came before i found the magic how to keep her happy." i think the baby's name is natasha... or something like that. fuck, i knew. natasia? it was something fuzzy and cute like that

what a coincidence, tori just came on random... a cure cover, love song.

you're so jaded, and i'm the one who jaded you.

this morning i was wondering if he wrote that song about liv's mom. cause wasn't her name something blue? or something? i thought i read that. and thus, in my morning headed cloudiness i related the line "my baby blue" to liv's mommy's name. lol. i'm weird like that. anyway, is this album out yet? i think i want to get it. i hope it is, but i don't think it is until march or something.

i guess that's it for now, i'll go take a shower and go get my copies. fuck, it's past five already.

time: 6:47 p.m.
listening to: three libras by a perfect circle
talking to: sarah
feeling: disgusted
wearing: plaid boxers and blue grateful dead shirt

fuck. i cut my ankle shaving. damnit, you'd think by now i'd have learned how to fucking shave. jesus. ahhhh, it's huge too... yikes. i smell good, though. lol.

i think i'm maybe going to walk up to kmart and get my pictures copied. duane and my mom went to ferndale for a concert or something...

anyway. my point. scott moffatt disgusts me once again.

you'll have to see that one since i don't feel like saving the other one to .jpg.

and no, it's not cause he's kissing a girl. it's cause he fucking uses all the fans and yes, while i'm sure they're in on it too, he's just a disgusting slob and i hate him intensely right now. he can rot in hell. and i'm sure he will.

i like caela's comment on when i asked her if she saw how he was kissing, "yeah i see how hes kissing alright - it's called shitty." hehe.

alright, well i'm going to go walk up to kmart now.

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