when all the boys can't be men

date: february 11, 2001
time: 8:59 p.m.
listening to: freak by silverchair at rock in rio
talking to: chrissy, nevie, margo
feeling: pissed off and angry
wearing: red plaid boxers and canada hoodie

i am a lazy fuck. i put on last night's pajamas this morning to go upstairs and haven't changed all day.

and daniel is scaring my ass with his falsetto-ness. eeek.

my mom's friend, colleen, her soon to be ex (like in a few days) hit her cause she wouldn't have sex with him... um, she's still sleeping in the same bed with him. what the fuck. she's so stupid, sometimes.

i hate scott moffatt. "are you a pothead, focker?" ha. yup.

on saturday, me and my mom went to royal oak and walked around looking for some cute flappers old dresses for prom. we didn't find any, really, well any that i liked a LOT. they had bondage pants at cat's meow, but they were like, 80 bucks. no thanks. they had cute dresses at alphabet st too, but they were kinda clingy to your skin... i'd be uncomfortable. i don't want to go to prom, anyway. everyone keeps saying i'm going and making me, but i don't have a yearning to go... i don't like dances much at all. then duane met us and we went to starbuck's. he had some freak orange iced mocha thing. i just had a hot chocolate and reread chrissy's letter and looked through a real detroit. i found this concert ad in it, and ripped it out.

isn't it badass? cupid's vengeance. i'm going to draw it.

as you shock shock shock me sane. woah. i totally didn't know that that was in tori's song..... o_O wow. i have a tori email without knowing it! yay.

yay, i'm going to see nelly furtado at clutch cargo's. yum, i love her. oooo, i just checked ticketmaster.com and the tickets are only 15 bucks too. AHHH. clutch cargo's is so small. wheee! we saw no doubt there... dawn is seeing orgy there. *thinks* yay.

hmm, what else?

i watched foxfire today. godilovethatmovie. hmm, that's about ALL i did, haha. i woke up around 9:30 cause the stupid light streams right into my face. oh yeah, and at like, 3 in the morning, i woke up and all the lights were on in my room... i must've fallen asleep reading. i remember putting the book down on my pillow but apparently i just fell right asleep.

oh, i had a dream involving tommy marcath last night. i was like, walking through the lunchline, or something like that... and i passed him without saying anything. and he goes, "what, too good to talk to me, now, kid?" and i was all confused about it. apparently he was my friend? but in the dream i didn't know this... and he was all acting friendly towards me. sha, like that would ever happen in real life. but anyway. then suddenly he was in my enviro science class and was like, talking to me as if i was his friend again... it was odd.

things are getting desperate, when all the boys can't be men.

i love tori.

i have to write my "research paper" for that class, speaking of... oh well, i'll do it tomorrow.

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