date: october 27, 2000
time: 8:23 p.m.
listening to: drift away by dobie gray, amongst several others
talking to: no one
feeling: HYPER and very... hyper. lol.
wearing: baggy jeans, mellowdramatic wallflowers tee shirt
holy shit, i'm going to smash my stupid mouse. grr it sucks a lot right now. die die die!
omg hahahahah. i'm at my ureach account right now, and i'm looking through the messages to see what the hell was actually sent here (btw, leave me a voicemail at 1-877-546-3457 lol) and i just heard the very first time i heard aspen's voice. lmfao. how funny. "HEY AL!!!! aren't you enjoying my hick accent?!" lol. oh shit that's funny. "HI AL! it's me again, didn't you miss me!...hi al (from meri)! hola al person (jacob)..." oh geez. these are making me all reminisce from the first time i started talking to her and nevie. *sniffsniff*
i've only known them for a year! i remember that i was just getting to know them when nevie started college, cause i remember her saying to me about how she was scared about her first day... and that we all sent each other christmas cards. *sniffles* how sad. and i know you're probably wondering just why the hell it's so sad... i don't know. so much has gone on in the past year, it's crazy.
and it really sucks cause lately it seems like aspen and i are growing apart... i haven't talked to her in so long, and i do understand that she's busy and stuff, it just... really really sucks, i guess. it seems almost that she's getting a new shift of friends and i'm getting thrown out. i don't know. i'm not making sense, and i'm trying to, but it's not working.
basically, i miss her. *nod*
woah... there's one from krissy on it. *blinks* that's... just, really really weird to hear. hmm.
but i guess i should also look to happier things - nevie and i have grown pretty close, i think, over the small time frame, and i'm thankful for that, believe me i am, i love nevie to pieces... i guess i just miss how we all were tight? *shrugs*
to add to my lovely day, my mom won't let me get tickets to see the moffatts in ottawa tomorrow. because "you can't trust the weather in january". so now i can't see one of my favorite bands, cause she feels like being a bitch. *slams head against the wall* god, this fucking sucks. fucking sucks sucks sucks. *sob* i mean, christ, it's in fucking ottawa, probably only two hours or three hours away - last time she drove to fucking toronto! it's on a saturday! what's the big deal? god. she hates me, i swear it.
and now i've got a fucking migraine. you have got to be kidding me. *sigh*
i think i did good on my math test, but i should probably knock on wood so as not to curse myself. but it seemed okay, i studied for it at least - i HAVE to pass this, or i get a horrid grade on my report card and my mom will fucking kill me. just add it to my shit list.
at least something is amusing today. the story nevie and i wrote. i posted it under both chats and writing. it's called "misadventures of corndog". mehe.
but like, whatever.
time: 1:07 a.m.
listening to: johnny b. goode hanson cover... yum. DELISH, MY FRIENDS.
talking to: lace, chrissy and chris.
feeling: i just updated like ALL the pics on my site. cripes.
okay i forgot to put my lips in here before. lol. i scanned my lips. yes, folks, i did get THAT bored. so i scanned in my sessy red lipstick covered lips. *wink*

that's right baby. i AM that cool. lol.
i talked to sara today. i haven't talked to her in... whew, almost a year. *sniffs* but i emailed her, and piper too, cause i found some old letters and such and just got real sad that we didn't talk anymore. :( and so sara im'd me after i emailed her... and we talked for a long time. and it was nice. lol. *hugs sara* yup.