date: november 15, 2000
time: 12:48 p.m.
listening to: inhale by james michael
talking to: no one
feeling: giggly and excitable.
wearing: blue jeans and mellowdramatic wallsflowers tee shirt, gray hoodie
OH. MY. GOD. *laughs* how funny is this. probably not as amusing to you as it is to be, but hey, you know how it goes. anyway. last week, on thursday (favorite day, yay), i was skimming through the newest issue of rolling stone, and i stopped to say something to josh. well, i looked back down at the magazine randomly and saw a cd ad - one of the cd's had a dude on it that looked like kurt cobain. so i looked at the name, thinking it was weird that nirvana had a new cd out...
well, my friends, it was james michael! you know, the dude we met in toronto, who took us to meet the moffatts at 3 in the morning? YEAH, HIM. so, of course, i screamed (i was in french, random note) and giggled, cause i didn't know he had a cd out just yet. i heard the single, "inhale" back in like, september and was psyched enough about that. BUT, A CD? *gasp* lol, oh yes. so i went home and ordered it, blah blah, it was only $7.99, so i got two day shipping. heh, i have no patience.
so, getting to the point. when i got the cd yesterday, i found an email address in the cd jacket, and i thought, "i'll email him the picture of us together." so, i did just that, also including a little "thanks for spending as much time as you did with us" letter... and then today, about fifteen minutes ago, i check my email, and there was an email back from him! *giggles* i did NOT expect an email from him, back, in all honesty, i just hoped the picture would go through... and here, i get this email back from him, like, a personal email. it made my day, i tell you. and he said how are you, it was great meeting you, let's stay in touch, etc... just really cool is all. and extremely amusing to me. nevie's like, "al's buddying up with rockstars now" lol. *winkwink* anyways. that was my fun of the day. oh, you can see the picture here.
hmm. let's see... what else is going on? i haven't written in over a week, heh. so i can't remember.
last saturday melissa, my mom and i all went out to lunch with my brother, and he had to make it hellish, of course. he spent the entire time telling me how fat and ugly and stupid i was, so i finally told him to shut the fuck up and was screamed at for my "choice of language". heh. riiiighhhttt. and then he had his roomates come and harass me the next night, when i was at home. how ridiculous, i want somebody to fucking smack his face off until the sense gets knocked in.
my gpa's back up, thank god. i'm actually doing well lately, except for in trig, but that is fucking hard man. i had a half day today, so it wasn't so bad... but that meant several minutes longer of each of my first three hours (choir, french and psych), and trust me, i cannot stand the french director for more than usual class times. she's too hard to swallow.
you have so much will to watch me self destruct. and you alone rebuild me. and you're all that i have now. and you're all that live for.
anything else?
i'm moving on tuesday. my dad's going up north or something, and my mom's got this brilliant idea to move while he's gone. hahah. i find it very fucking amusing if you ask me. he'll come home and we'll be gone. HAHA! man, i'm cruel, but oh well. he deserves it! bastard. all it's been lately is them fighting and him manipulating the FUCK out of her. well no, i don't think that'll work, buddy, fuck off. notice how often i use the word "fuck" when speaking of him? oi. you must see my point? live with the man for a week, and you'll understand.
i just found the "i miss fucking you" card cae sent me. lol. oh yes.
ooohh! i just got brittany's pictures from the radio station! *giggles* they're so pppreettttyyy... *swoons* i'll have to scan a few of them in, of me and taylor. lol. yessssssss.
and now a little bit of alcohol or weed, you and i, we can't agree...
i had a bad dream about my grandpa last night. it was thanksgiving, and we were celebrating at my grandma's house... and they decided they wanted him back for the holiday. he had no foot and it was just a jagged bone, and blood...and was all pale. then they were eating turkey and his finger fell off.... and i was like, "this is fucked up" and that's when i woke up.