i'll stand by you

date: tuesday, may 16, 2000
time: i don't know, i don't have a clock near...
listening to: i’ll stand by you the pretenders, nothing compares to you sinead o’connor
talking to: nevie on the phone
feeling: eh. tired, worn out...?
wearing: jnco jeans, grey and black dragon baseball tee, blue hoodie

hey...it's been quite a while since i've journaled. how weird. *shrugs*

lots of stuff has gone on...my god, so much has passed i don't know where to begin. *thinks* i'll do a review of the main stuffs...actually, i'll do the main thing, cause honestly nothing else is in my head at this point.

nevie's little sister, rayne, passed away on thursday, may 11th. at the age of fifteen. *nod* she was giving birth and her kidney burst. the baby survived, he's so beautiful...his name is zachary chase o'stead-neill. he was born at 10:28 p.m. on thursday and rayne passed away shortly thereafter. here's a picture of just how beautiful baby zac is...

isn't he the prettiest baby you ever saw? if you disagree i have to say you're a fool. for i've printed out approximately five of that picture just to show him off to everyone i see. heh, that's what crazy aunties do. *nod*

they didn't want flowers, so instead i went out and bought a few things for the baby and for nevie. i bought him five sleeper things, you know, those ones that all babies wear? the button up ones...yeah, those. and i got him a blue sweatsuit, with two little dogs, i think, on the front. it's so little, i was worried it wouldn't fit, but nevie said he was just tiny. i got him a pair of blue and white knit booties, too, and a stuffed ty cow. they make beanie babies. *nod* and i got nevie a teddy bear...i bought another of the bear for myself...i've never had a bear.

so that's what i got...oh yeah, two cards too. one for the family, and one for nevie.

nevie's doing real good, i'm proud of her - she's amazing, and i don't know how she does it, but she does, and i'm so proud to call her one of my best friends. she's just beautiful, you all, i wish you had such a great friend.

what else...? i got the new hanson cd this time around. i've been listening to it nonstop, basically - i know some of you may not be hanson fans, but this cd is sooo good, you should go get it...you'll be surprised, i promise. probably end up loving hanson in the end. my favorite is "a song to sing", but it makes me cry. heh, what doesn't make me cry these days? not much.

i really have nothing else to say, i'm just sort of quiet. i'd like to thank sara, though, she knows what i'm thanking her for. and kristen - i love you too. *smiles*

to all my friends, i just wanted to say i love you...

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