date: january 29, 2000
time: 12:26 a.m.
listening to: nothing. everyone's sleeping.
talking to: lace, saramarie, and gigi.
one way, or another, i'm gonna find ya, i'm gonna get ya get ya get ya get ya... anyways.
i am sick as all hell. *coughs* that totally hurt my throat, eww...i have the flu, how wonderful, hmm? and it's not like, the 24 hour flu. it's the awful, like, three fucking week flu. *cries* it's been going around and LUCKY ME caught it. for the past three days i've felt like shit, and just today i got a sore throat, which blows, cause i can't sing. *sobs* and my back is giving me hell. i'm fucking falling apart dude.
today randy asked me out. it was strange. cause he's like...a friend of mine. and he was like "so uh, what are you doing tonight?" "uhhh i dunno." "want to uh, do something with uh, me?" "like what?" "i dunno." "::laughs:: sure! call me?" veddy odd, all of it. mostly cause i wasn't expecting it, y'know? but anyways so yeah. we were going to go out tonight but i feel like SHIT, so that's ruled out. leaving me to update my *lovely* page. *giggles*
most of my friends are up, but i have to like, scan some, cause some friends NEED to be up here, you know? yeah. *smiles* so maybe i'll get around to doing that. i would have totally put up the fiction but JESUS CHRIST i left it in my locker. *frowns* i forgot. damn it. so that's out. oooh, maybe i'll post poems? yeah, i'll do that tomorrow maybe.
but first i have to write lovely character analysis for english 11. ewww! and on all the books i could do this on, which would be much easier, NO, i have to do it on a completely fucking gay book that i don't understand, called "a separate peace." the book SUCKS, why would i want to write a PAPER on it? *sighs* see now, i need sleep and some nyQuil, cause i'm starting to totally bitch and moan about a stupid paper.
and with that i'm out. i've worked too much on this. i know it doesn't show, sorry. *shrugs*