date: august 27, 2000
time: 5:26 p.m.
listening to: bring it all to me by blaque.
talking to: no one.
feeling: angry, slightly excited.
wearing: *looks down* navy blue nylon half pants and a yellow spam tee shirt.
margo just left - that's why i haven't updated anything. :D she stayed from thursday night to just a minute ago. it was fun, i hadn't seen her in a long ass time before then...
we got hanson tickets. of course, we went two hours away to canton to get them. lol. s'okay, i'm just glad i got them - they sold out fast. it was remarkable. i was on my cell phone calling while we were in line - we were two of six people at that particular ticketmaster. we got up at about 9 am and left at like... 11 am. then it was a three hour drive, because we ended up getting lost and such - ugh to the fullest extent. my dad dropped us off and then we wandered around until 4:30 when they were handing out lottery tickets to get the tickets. i ended up buying a sparklehorse cd, a ravi [hanson's old guitarist] cd, a sublime patch... and then the tickets. we got four balcony ones and two mezzanine ones, which is floor seating. i guess they're going to pull up the seats so the whole state theatre is general admission, not just the balcony.
what else?
oh yes, i'm sure you've heard about the psycho bitches who attacked hanson last night at their miami show. nevie was there, poor girl had to watch it. i'm so pissed. it wasn't just ONE girl like in san fran, it was six of them, and at one point it was three girls on taylor at once. i swear, i don't get why people think it's so fucking cool to do that to someone. it's fucking disgusting. but ANYWAY.
i start school on tuesday, gag me majorly. lol. i guess it won't be TOO bad, i mean it will be my last year, and i'll be able to move in about 9 short months... but still. i guess it's just the dread of facing the same old routine? wake up, go to school, do homework [ha!], go to bed. wake up... etc. it's redundant. i don't like that. and i don't really enjoy the fact that i'm to be forced to think about college - hell, my parents aren't exactly grasping the concept of me NOT wanting to go. i don't want to go to college. i have no desire to, but instead an intense hatred towards it. i want to go see nevie, maybe then we'll all visit cassie, and then i wanna go to colorado. i told my mom that, but i don't think she's letting it sink it, or even LISTENING, because she keeps insisting that i'm going to oakland or michigan state. um, hello, i'm not SMART enough to get into michigan state. and i don't want to - it costs an arm and a fucking leg to go there, and we don't have the money to do it. they may like to pretend that we do, but they can't support BOTH of their children at such a school. it's too much money. i think they're only doing it cause they don't want to seem like they're holding back one of their children - well they're NOT, i don't want to go to college anyway. so who cares? the only thing i'd do is go to like, community college and get a regular degree. cause i have no idea what to do, you know? yeah.
i might go see less than jake and suicide machines on thursday with margo. i want to, but i have to call the school and make sure we don't have school on friday. otherwise, i think the tickets are like, 10 bucks or something. it'd be fun. but let's hope this time i don't sprain my arm again - i think i'll be staying far far away from less than jake's pit. it's scary, lol.
i like this song - it's now on the cover no doubt did of end of the world. it's cool. they did it on TRL new year's bash thing.
OH!!! kmart called my house last night and said that my GIL pictures that they had LOST so very long ago were there the WHOLE TIME! what the fuck, i'm thinking, okay... and i'm freaked, so happy cause i'm getting my gil pictures back... apparently the dumbasses who work there never looked all the way back for them. and the lady that was working who hates me, grrg she's a bitch, anyway - she said they sent out a mail notice that they were in there since april. i was like, rigggghhhhhttt, because i never got a mail notice. either way, i'm happy i got my pictures back.
shit man, winamp is playing like ALL my no doubt songs in a row... and it's on random, lol.
i collaged my notebooks. two out of three, anyway. one is a pink color scheme, on a black notebook. i found all the pink stuff i could, like gwen stefani and just... weird shit, lol - if we ever get my scanner working i'll scan them in. i made another with just normal colors. I LOVE COLLAGING!!! lol. i'm crazy. but it was fun.
well i guess that's it, i have to go vacuum and clean the house, so i'm out...