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Internal Monologue

Heathcliff




I have always wanted to leave this desolate place. My only reason for remaining has been our friendship. But, now she has made it perfectly clear that I will never be worthy to be more than the whipping boy she holds before her eyes. The anger I feel towards Hindley has transformed into my determination to avenge the hateful deeds that have fallen upon me. How could she do this, I have always loved her. She has never known the meaning of REAL love. I could have given her the world, but now she wants some rich prick that could never satisfy her desires.

Maybe this is a sign that I need to stop thinking and planning and start acting on my feelings. I’ve wasted my whole life here waiting for you, but it seems that has been a worthless effort. Now I will leave, but don’t worry Catherine, I will return and when I do I will prove that I am worthy of your love. I’ll be better than Edgar. Go ahead and marry him if you wish. But marriage won’t stop this passion from within. I will accomplish whatever it takes to get you back even if it means I have to break that bastard’s face. I hate him.



In the Garden





Don’t forget to come to me, Nelly. I will not leave nor rest until I know her well being. Not a day goes by that my soul does not yearn for her. I’ve patiently waited for year to hold her in my arms, and now at this moment when I could feel her breath on my face I have to leave her. If not for her own wishes, I would have broken that devil, Edgar, with my fists. He will never be able to match the love that I have for her. Why can’t she see this? What more can I do? She needs me now. If anything should happen to her , so help me God, I will place all my blame on Linton. He will know no peace and his seed will bear the weight of his transgressions.

Oh Catherine! Please don’t leave me. I will come back. If you leave me now this world will be insignificant to me. There has never been anything except you. No one has ever brought me joy. You are my life Catherine. You can’t leave. Hold on just a little longer, I will return to you as soon as I can. Forget about your useless husband and cleave unto me. I will hold you again. I should not have let you go, and please don’t leave without giving me another chance.

Don’t die Catherine! I need you! Hurry back, Nelly. I must know of her well being. Tell me what she speaks of me. Do not hinder long. I will wait here as long as I have to. Come quickly.



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