Diary
Aloha! You've reached my newest page, my little online diary kinda thing. I thought I'd make a page that was a bit more personal, so here goes.
March 24, 2002
Yeah, so I know I shouldn't even be online right now. I mean, it IS 11:35 after all and I DO have school in the morning. I start my new voice lessons tomorrow too, which I'm all too thrilled about. Its a big deal really. I mean, its pop/rock voice lessons and thats what I've always loved, plus theres just more to it. I'm watching the Oscars right now actually, hoping that Moulin Rouge wins as much as possible. How many awards can Lord of the Rings actually win? Was it really all THAT good? I thought it was too long and not THAT good. Anyways, I saw Soroity Boys today. It was pretty funny, but it wasn't the chick-flick-teenie movie I expected it to be. I liked it though. Julia came over today too. I swear, what would I do without her? Shes a lifesaver and I totally adore her. I'm just dreading being so far from my best friend when I have to go to college. Well, she was my lifesaver today and let me take some shots of her for photography class. Anyways, I really do need to change and go watch this in my room so the minute it ends, I can go to bed.
March 26, 2002
Well, here we go again. Another dull day. So, what happened today, you ask? I went to school...and actually did my math homework before homeroom. Went through the first 3 classes, then chorus. My old chorus teacher came to visit from California, which was awesome. We all missed her so much and sang a few songs. Not a dry eye in the house. It was great. Ooo...it was faijita day too! Good lunch, but I wish the weather was the same, but no, it had to be all nasty today. Go figure. The last two periods were a bore...and I have a lot of homework tonight.....that was kinda random, but hey. I went to the second fitting for my Prom dress and its still too big, so I get to go back in 2 more weeks. I'm just tryin to figure out what to do about this date thing. Should I try to be set-up with someone I don't know, or wait around and see if a miracle happens. I'm afraid I'm a bit too impatient for that. This really sucks. What to do? I guess, I'll figure it out. Well, like I said, I gots to do lots of homework.
April 2, 2002
I hope I'm not going to get as bad about this online diary/journal thingy as I am about the one I should be writing in now. I haven't writen in that one since maybe January. I really need to start trying to use it on a regular basis like I used to do, then I'd have that thing filled in no time...and its huge. I have to start working on my poetry/art journal too and my song one. Ew...I'm just so behind on everything. Oh well, Its been a few days since I posted anything in here either. So, what's happened since then? I've had tons of work to do on my Gold Award project...yes, this is still Girl Scout stuff, but as far as I'm concerned after all the busy work and paper work (I don't mind doing my community service project at all), I just want the pin already. So, I've been making tag art for the patients at Christian City and planing and all that good stuff non-stop for the past few days and I haven't really had time for anything else and its total overload this month. I don't have a single free day. Anyways, I did that. I bought a dress for recitial and graduation and a cute skirt and top for Senior Banquet over Easter break. Sunday I had to do the family thing and I meet my...well, some relation...relative's new husband and hes pretty cool. I finally got a Prom date too. I'm going with one of my really good guy friends, Josh. Hes awesome, so I think it'll be fun. Anyways, I think I might be running out of things to say...no? Then again, I don't know what else to do for 10 minutes while I'm waiting to go to East Asian History. Don't you just hate waiting for the school day to be over? I mean, it just always seems like forever and then when you get out, then time flies too quick and before you know it, its morning and you're driving to another day of bordum while you fight to stay awake during another video on Sedimentry Rocks. Story of my life. I'm just living for that day, when everyday is not just a repeat of the one before, when things are actually interesting and it all becomes an adventure. Ok, I think I need to stop now, cause I'm starting to sound a bit cheesy. Well, I only have 5 minutes to waste now...so...I guess I'll go...find something to look at online, ebay perhaps.
April 4, 2002
So much time and nothing to do, sounds only normal to me. I'm waiting for my 3:45 voice lesson and its...3:20...I'm so bored. And theres not even anyone to talk to. *sigh* Why am still surprised? This shouldn't even be something I should even acknowledge anymore. Its rutine by now. Oh well, tomorrow is a new day...a crazy day. I have to go on this totally retarded field trip for science class and I don't even get to go out of uniform. I get to do worksheets all day and look at science stuff...oh, I'm truly thrilled. I mean, its like, just shoot me. THEN, I have to go camping for a whole weekend in the woods with a bunch of little girl scouts. I mean, it can be fun, but its also a lot of work and I'm already up to my neck in school work. I just can't wait till May, then I'm free...for the moment. Ew...I have to tons of stuff tonight though. I have to pack up all those supplies, pack my clothes and whatnot, work on my project some and...as if that wasn't enough already...go with Maryam and Julia to buy the food...which is totally out of the way. Its just chaos! Help! Don't expect it to get any better any time soon either, cause it won't. Yea, and sadly, the way things are looking now, Melissa won't have a new chapter up until May! Oh lordy, lordy. Pray for me, please?
April 16, 2002
Haven't wrote anything in here for a while and I probably should have...you know me. Well, I got my precious car back a few days ago, wanted to cry I was so happy. It looks brand new and after driving the van for a month and a half, it was good to get it back. Hm...anyways, I'm trying to think of anything else new to say. I'm totally stressed, how about that? It works. I was up till about 2:00 last night writing a research paper and finishing a science project. I can't beleive I actually finished. I'm also loving this new voice thing. I'm taking lessons at a new place now (but I'm sure you already know that) and I get to do the stuff I've been wanting to do. Its fun anyhow. Well, I think I need to go drop off my project in Mrs. Olsen's room, so I'll be on my way.
June 26, 2002
Theres too much that has happened since I last added anything in here. I'm now officially done with high school and on my way to being a college girl. Go Bears! In less the 2 months, I'll be sitting in my dorm room at Mercer University and writing from there. Its a bit scary to tell the truth. I feel like I'm not old enough to be headed off to college. It doesn't even feel like anyone else from my class really is either in a way. I don't think a certain person is happy with my choice to major in music either. I can understand in a way. I want to try to double major but when i saw my schedule I really realized how much time music takes up....virtually my whole schedule. It amkes me happy though. Dance class is fun. I've been taking hip hop classes for the past month and I only have 2 more lessons left, but its good for me. I don't get hardly any exercise otherwise. Oh, and I've got a new beau, Josh (different Josh than prom Josh). Hes a real cutie, but its a day-by-day thing due to me going off in the Fall cause he'll be a senior this year. Yea, yea....its only 1 year, so get over it. Hes great though. My song writing is going good though, even though I haven't had much time with the homework assignment that I already have! Argh! I might put some of that stuff up in a bit. I'm contemplating. This summer thing is bothering me though. I'm working for my Dad and hardly any of my friends have said a word to me since graduation. It's bugging me really. I hate knowing that I'll never see anyone again, but I've always known that. I think I hate probably more than anything how people act like they'd never want to lose touch with you, but when it comes down to it, they couldn't care less. I've talked to maybe 4 people from my class since graduation. Well, pretty soon I'll be having to find new people to hang out with anyways. Just wait until reunion! Ooooo....that'll be fun! It'll feel like pay-back time!