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**Why Cry***

when I cry its not sadness,
it's the love we shared in our eye's ,
everytime I cry its a remberacne
of our dance,our laughter, our smiles,
and all our sighs,
so when I cry,
it's not that you have died ,
you don't know it ,
but we are so much alive, I promise to strive to survive
to keep us alive,
for evertime I cry its there....
where....
your heart lies
AL~ways.

R.E.LYSAK © 06-16-2000



***THIS YOUNG GIRL***

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You take this young girl from an early age,
you hurt her, you destroy all thats good,
you teach her nothing but pain and abuse,
how do you expect her to react?
how do you expect her to change?
to lose all this pain, for it is carried so
far and deep within her...
It effects her daily life,
and she feels she is searching for the
unconditionalist that dose not exist,
someday she may be able to find
or fix all that has gone wrong.
Maybe not in the manner most perceive...
but in the manner of terms within herself,
as she needs to rid anger from her heart
and soul, to try to regain positive ground
to stand on,
she rocks and cries at night
not being able to sleep,
because it's then that all the night mares
of her past haunt her,
in the dark she is so scared,
feeling lonely inside just wanting
to feel safety in someone's arms,
she is so unsure if anyone will ever
be able to accept her for what and who she is,
she is a very confused girl,
yet has a deep passion for unconditional love,
with a great fear of if it will ever be achieved,
or will it?
she has no idea maybe someone else can explain,
as she tries her life one step at a time
she realizes the rest of the world can be so cruel,
that all are not a noble soul
as she can be or is,
when does the world stop spinning?
It doesn't for she can't breathe.....
one things for certain
life's lessons are learned everyday
and we will never know what's to come,
if we did then I guess we wouldn't have life
or direction,but as our uncertainties about life become us...
we just hope we take the right turns,
choose the right paths and be able to
just maintain to stay alive long enough
to learn all we are put her for.
Recently things have seemed not to be muck
that's the scariest of all,
because she is not used to love,
laughter, and hope,
it always seems to diminish the despair,
she believes and hopes it is all here to stay....
Not wanting to change or loose
the ground she has been building
the past few weeks.
When confused she chooses to write her feelings
they help to separate where to go,
or what to do next,
her feelings are her life link
and keep her where she needs to be...

R.E.LYSAK © 06-13-2000


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