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It's really late, 1:26 to be exact. I find myself thinking about the future,but I don't see it. I suppose we are not suppose to but in any case, I started thinking about my life.
I DO NOT know what I want to do anymore. There is so much I want, but I know there is not enough time. So I decided that I am going to just do whatever comes along and hope for the best results.
Who needs to have their life planned out anyways? Wouldnt that make it sort of dull? I want to live, I want to be "free". But since I also want some sort of safty net I think I am going to look into IRA's.
The one thing I want more than anything right now is love. It doesn't have to be a forever love, but I'd like it to feel like its going to be. I'd like someone to hold me and make me feel like they are never going to let me go. That I will die in their arms. Wow, I am a cheese ball when I'm tired.
I can't believe it. I didn't do any of my homework this weekend. I never do though. I hate homework and think I always will. If it didn't feel like it was required I think I could handle it though,but then again I don't know.
The only thing I do know right now is that I know nothing at all.