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Hi Chris

I noticed in your message that you want to return to Hawaii after the 22nd of August which is my birthday. I'm sure you know that.

I called 1-800-777-0112 for STA travel, the one for the student ID for that time frame to get an idea and possibly reserve a flight for you to book. They do most of their booking for round trip flights. The round trip flights are the same price as the one way flights. I hope that your parents got you a round trip ticket in and out of there because it was probably the same price to fly you out there as to do a round trip. I am talking to the lady right now and the cheapest one way back to Hilo looks to be about $809.00 with some mean layovers(such as spending the night in LAX). I reserved it because it doesn't look like your going to get any luckier. It will be held for 24 hours. From 8:30 p.m. Hawaiian time today to tomorrow night. Please call me or email me if you want/need these.

If you really need a ticket, you better start looking now(my religious ways, but serious).

with love and luck,

Circe

Hi Chris

I have an interview tomorrow with the charter school Waters of Life for teaching here in Hilo. I have another interview in Kauai on August 11. That will be an interesting trip. I havent been there in so long. The ED program still has me in limbo(what fruitcakes). I'm glad to hear you had fun with your family this weekend.

love

Circe

Hi Chris

From the way your letter sounds, stating the possibility of God wanting me to face racism seems like a hint to go back to the mainland. I thought you couldnt wait to be back here in Hilo with me and would like me to stay here. With all of these interviews I discussed in the email where I mentioned the fruitloops, it should be apparent that teaching jobs may be the way, however, not the ED program. I can get certified online through Manoa next year while I am working (if I get the job).

The arguement that accrued on the telephone the night before my interview when we havent had one the entire break seems kind of weird. I dont understand you. I guess you dont want me to be a teacher anyway. Please state your reasoning. I'm obviously confused.

Circe

Hi Chris

The interview went beautifully. There were four instructors there and every question went smoothly. Somehow I was not nervous and I think I answered everything the way they wanted to hear it. Not one question stumped me! When I interviewed for the ED program, I could hardly get two words out. With this interview however, they looked shocked with how much I knew. They asked me if I would mind other teachers with younger students to integrate into the classroom and I said that would be great, like the Montessori method of teaching where the older children play mentor and the younger children try to act older by imitating the older ones. The head teacher's eyes bugged out of her head. They did that too when I mentioned that I am going to be 30 next month. They also seemed to really like me. I am reflecting back and I didn't have to really think or struggle. God was speaking through me. I will not know until next Wednesday whether I get the position or not. It is in God's hands now.

with love

Circe

Chris

I hope you are getting all of my messages. When I get your email, it specifies the date that the message is written as a hyperlink. Do my messages do the same or are they all mumbo jumbo? Will you teach me how to properly do that if they are a mess?

I am not mad at you. I understand that there are going to be days when we have conflicts. That is life. I guess I got emotional about it because there is a lot going on in my life. At the same time, I dont know where I am ending up. Like I said, I have been praying to God constantly asking where He wants me to go and there seems to be no response. For three months, I have no idea what is going on other than finishing this ED class and taking the GRE.

I really dont like taking you out of context. I guess I really got carried away. After the phone conversation when I read the email, I guess I saw negative because I felt bad about the conversation. I must admit, you do have a very charming voice and a hilarious sense of humor. I did enjoy talking to you overall also. I have a hard time realizing your feelings for me probably due to distance and complaints about the past. I realize that you need to get it out and that my behavior was very wrong. I really need to work on myself alot so I dont do this in a future relationship whether it is you or somebody else. Only by God's grace and strength am I going to be spared of my anger and pain caused by the past. I wonder whether you are going to get through the pain and give me an "official" second chance where you are really over the pain from our past and look at me with different eyes. No matter how wrong I was, it will be hard for me to handle if you cannot truly forgive me and realize that I will never be perfect. To keep hearing of the things I did when I am not even there to do them to you really hurts. I assure you I can probably mend the jealousy problem and your other issues you have with me, but I will always fail somewhere. I am not God. I wonder what God intends for us. (Grrrr. the leo growl).

The girls have been talking about getting me baptised but they say there are special bible studies and understandings that I must arrive at before I am ready. They want to explain the importance of living the will of God, not just knowing it. There are some scriptures they want me to be familiar with.

love

Circe

Chris:

The price went up on your ticket from Memphis to Hilo from $809.00 to $963.00 within the last week. It is expected to continuously increase as the departure day approaches. Sounds like calculus, lets just hope the function isnt too steep. I would suggest you start booking very soon. Another option is to take a bus to San Francisco or LA and fly out of there for $450.00 to Hilo. Good luck.

Circe

Chris:

Today is my dad's birthday. I thank God for every day He gives him. I feel guilty for not being there to influence him. Then again, it seems the more I try to influence him, the more it backfires. I know he doesnt have much time so I feel guilty not living in an area more near to him. I dont know how I'll handle if he dies without finding God. Am I looking at this wrong?

I would like to help you arrange your flight. I miss talking to you too.

with a lot of love

Circe

Chris:

I passed! I got a score of 140 when I needed 136! I am so glad that I will not have to take that exam or pay for it again! Poor Mike has to take it again. Now my options are really open. Ideally, I want to get a job, but if I can't do that, then I can go into the ED program. Thank you God!

Good luck to you with your flight ticket and I am researching your interisland ticket right now. I miss you.

with a lot of love

Circe

Hi Chris:

The original ticket for $681.20 with STA travel still stands taking you from Memphis to Atlanta, Atlanta to Honolulu by 3:15 pm. You will still need to purchase and interisland ticket after that, but still have time during that day to get out.

A second option is a ticket for $631 with STA where you go from Memphis to Atlanta, Atlanta to LAX by 10:15 pm and stay the night until 8:00 am. Then it takes you from LAX to Honolulu, then from Honolulu to Hilo by 1:40pm. The problem is that although it takes you all the way to Hilo and it is cheaper, you have to leave on the 20th instead of the 21st and you stay the night in LAX.

Please respond promptly to this message. Prices are not guaranteed until purchase and they only allowed me to reserve one. I picked the first one because of your insistence to leave on the 21st, but if you decide otherwise, the other ticket may still be there. I'll call you if you don't call. I only have until tomorrow afternoon to confirm this with you.

with love,

Circe