| 11/29/2007 | GRAPHICS IS MY LIFE |
I use graphics, drawing, and art to express my thoughts and feelings.
I did an airbrush drawing of my ex boyfriend Tony. We have been together for a few days because I confessed to him that I had nudes and everyone were spreading it around. He told me that he didnt want a type of girl like that so he left me. I tried telling him it wasnt like I sent it to many guys. He just didnt care. 
Sometimes I get upset but I always find little things to keep me smiling. 
Im not gone lie. I know that I can be a evil bitch many times. Besides that Im nice if you nice to me. 
Yes, I do cry to relieve the stress. 
Art is my life. 
This is who I am and I cant escape from that. 
I like to be different. I dont want to do what everyone else does. I learned that the hard way tho. 
We used to be together. We had our days when we didnt along, But now we are good friends. I rather be that than enemies. 
You will see my name on at least 80% of my graphics to let you know that I love who I am. Rest of my graphics is here: http://s5.photobucket.com/albums/y182/lilmomma17/ |
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| 11/28/2007 | LITTLE GIRL |
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There was this little girl who has to live with pain for
the rest of her life. She felt that noone loves
her because the way she is. Almost everyday someone
verbally abuses her.
She grew a tumor on the right side of her brain from a disease called "GERMAN MEASLES". The tumor is gone but it left physical damages. Shes permantly physicaly handicap. She can't see out of her left eye. It's like a dead peice of skin there even though her eye looks fine. She has to take care of her good right eye. She need glasses because her right eye isn't perfect vision. She can hardly use her left hand or stretch her left arm out. She cant keep my fingers straight. It is like her hand have been balled up for 10 years straight. Last but not least she can't wiggle her left toes or keep her foot stright when she walks. Her left leg is like 1/4 of a inch shorter than her right leg. Thank goodness that she can walk. She have been through so many surgerys and none of them worked for her. She decided to accept her self the way she is and she can't change it. She does all she could to make people accept her the way she is. Lie, Follow the wrong crowd, and pretended to be something that she wasn't. For a while it helped her feel better about herself but the more she lies the more pain she feels. Family was a problem too. If she does 1 thing wrong her own mother and aunt call her lazy, stupid, and dumb. At times she feels that she doesn't belong in this world but she had never attempted to leave it. In her life time she had accomplished many goals and people would get jealous. She just smiles and walks away. Even though people may treat her like she is nothing. In her heart she knows that she is better than the people who don't appeciate her. That little girl was me. |
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