This is really bad! I mean, I know that I don't really get along with Kay, but I am really afraid that I am going to lose her. I guess what they say is true—you only appreciate something after it has been lost! I don't know what I'll ever do without Kay. I mean, who will I be able to annoy? To torment? To harrass? To...love?

Who will I be able to yell at or cry with when times get rough? Who will I be able to hold in times of crisis? And my house! It is burning down. And Kay is in hell, where I always said she belongs (but now I realise that I don't mean it!), I mean when Kay talked about Charity in hell I thought this was another one of her evil schemes but this shows that it is real! I am so glad I always keep my journal with me at least. But this house was full of memories! I mean, sweet memories that I couldn't bear to live without! And Mom isn't speaking to Dad, and neither is my newfound half-brother! What has happened to our family?